The Unacknowledged Seed
Neighbor grass is greener

Apparently Marco was the one who held Mishel's hand and made the woman gasp for a moment. Even just the touch of his hand could remind him of that incident where his hand was firmly gripped to the point of not being able to resist.

"Ah Sorry." Marco let go of his hand when he saw the woman's face paled. Is it so scary for him. "Are you okay?" tanyanya.

Mishel lowered her head, she could not for too long make eye contact with the man in front of her. "It's okay, I'm just surprised. Is there something you need?" ask Mishel. Because the man suddenly held him there must be something.

"That, do you want to go home now?"

Mishel nodded.

"I'll drive you" said Marco, he himself did not know why to do it but when he saw the woman with an enlarged stomach made him not have the heart.

Mishel closed her eyes when suddenly the fetus inside her stomach kicked. Even his son could feel the presence and attention his father gave him first. But to be honest, Mishel could not forget her pain when the man did not want to acknowledge the child in her womb. Since then Mishel never expected and considered the child to be his only child.

"Thank you but the house is close, I can walk from here. Excuse me, sir." Mishel lowered her head and left. While holding her stomach, she did not want her son to expect much. Better just like this. Let them remain strangers to each other's lives.

Marco nailed for a moment, he could see the woman rubbing her stomach. Unfortunately he also wanted to do the same but that was impossible, his ego is still high and he also has no reason to do that because from the beginning he never considered the child to be his child. Even when he saw the woman taking care of his mother, Marco was very touched.

Hurriedly he threw away his thoughts, he still insisted with his bad thoughts about the woman. He prefers to go into his room.

As for Mishel, she went down the stairs quickly like she was running away from something. His heart was pounding fast coupled with a fetus that continued to move in his stomach.

"I'm sorry your mother, son, I'm sorry. It's not that I want to make you stay away from your father but I don't want to make you suffer for the sake of begging for affection from a father who doesn't want his child. You better not know him, it will be better" said Mishel in her heart with a sick feeling as if slashed. His eyeballs are even watery thinking of his son who might not get affection from a father later.

...

In room. Marco entered slowly for fear of disturbing his resting mother.

"Marco, is that you?" apparently Ayunda realized the presence of the son. Before he even saw it.

"Mah." Marco tried to hold back the tears.

"Son, come here." Try to sit down.

Marco swiftly helped his mother. "May rest, no need to wake up" said Marco.

"Mamah is tired of just resting in the room, this is because your papah is too worried when the state of mamah is fine. Look, mamah can still even follow sen PTm."

"Mah ...." Marco hugged his mother. The day he had been planning since yesterday but suddenly there was such an incident. "I'm sorry Marco Mah, I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy. All this must be because of me, I've made this mamah."

"You're just exhausted, nothing to do with anyone" Ayunda rubbed the son's back.

Marco let go of his embrace and then noticed his mama's face and body that now looked thinner. So wicked has Marco made the mama suffer like this.

"Mamah why is so thin, mamah does not eat well. What do you want to eat let me buy you, I'll give you a bribe hmmm."

"No need son, mamah just ate the food that Mishel wanted to make. Mamah is not appetite maybe because it's weight down. Have you eaten, let auntie make food for you," said Ayunda.

"You don't have to think about me, I came here because I want to accompany you."

"Thank you son."

Marco accompanied his mother until she fell asleep. He looked at that face, although his mamah was still as usual good but Marco felt different. Honestly, he would rather get angry with her than like this.

"Well, my choice was wrong. What I did made everyone suffer. My life is no better than before. I suffer every day, my feelings are not calm. Is it true that the boy is my son." Marco tried to remember, it seemed like the time was soon for the woman to give birth. After the child is born, he will do a DNA test. But maybe he still has a chance when it comes.