This Love Killed Me (Dark Love)
The Past of Calvin

"Calvin, are you okay?" freya asked as she held onto Calvin's shoulder.

"I'm fine, all right now I'll tell you!" calvin answered with a smile.

Then Calvin grabbed Freya's hand, and clasped it tightly.

"I fell in love once, I had a date with him, but eventually ran aground when the relationship only lasted a few months." Calvin begins his story.

"Why run aground?" ask Freya slowly.

"So it's just Shally, the only woman you've ever loved" Freya said, looking at Calvin's face.

"He chose another man. He left me, while I still loved him very much. I know, that guy is very handsome, rich, and also has power, he's way above me. And my woman, she prefers him, without considering my feelings that are much bigger than her." Calvin replied in a stifled tone.

"Then now where is she, and how do you feel about her?" ask Freya.

"He's gone far, far away. At the beginning of his departure, I was very devastated, I had fallen. But after that, I realized that if this was the best, this was destiny. Gradually I began to forget her, I erased all my feelings for her," Calvin replied with a bland smile, clasping Freya's fingers tighter.

"Have you really erased your feelings?" ask Freya.

"Yes." Yeah."

"If she comes back someday, and wants to repeat her relationship with you, what will you do?" ask Freya.

"That can't be Freya." Calvin answered firmly.

"Why? Is he married?" again Freya asked her question.

"Not yet, but he's unlikely to return. He's gone, he's gone because of the divine call" Calvin replied, turning his head, and looking at Freya.

"He's gone" Freya murmured quietly.

"So Shally was dead, why she died at such a young age, and why the information about her was shut down completely. Who exactly is he?" freya's heart in her heart.

"Yes, she was gone before she got married to the man of her choice." Calvin answered with a flat look, as if looking far back into the past.

"Why did he die so quickly, was he sick, or was he in an accident?" freya asked really curiously.

"He was killed" Calvin replied, looking down, it was obvious that he was harboring deep sorrow.

"What! Who did that?" freya asked with her eyes wide. He didn't know if Shally's end was that tragic.

"Maybe the one who killed him wasn't a random person, that's why there's no more information about him." Inner Freya in her heart.

"Someone who didn't expect his presence" Calvin replied as he looked at Freya.

"Freya, I did love him for a long time. The end of my story with him, made my heart die, there was no more love in me. Everything went out, my heart became frozen and dark. But ever since I met you, I felt that light slowly start to glow. The love that had been extinguished, re-emerged since I knew you. This feeling is sincere to you Freya" Calvin continued before Freya opened her voice.

"Why can you love me, but you don't know my nature and personality. I'm not as good as you think Calvin is" said Freya softly, and lowered his head.

Loved by men as good as Calvin, Freya felt ashamed. He's just a killer, he doesn't deserve to be loved by a guy like Calvin.

"Love comes by itself Freya, we can't choose where our hearts will dock. But, whoever you are, I love you, I have no regrets about this feeling." Calvin said, rubbing Freya's cheek gently.

"Freya, look at me!" calvin said softly.

Freya looked up, looking at Calvin who was also looking at her.

"I'll be honest about myself, because I'm not as good as you think I am. But promise me Freya, after I tell you the story, answer my question. I don't want to wait anymore" Calvin said seriously.

"Well, I'll answer your question yesterday. I won't make you wait any longer." Answer Freya.

Calvin let go of his touch, now looking straight ahead.

"I have a disorder, which may be rarely accepted by others. You're the first person I've told you about this, Freya." Calvin said slowly.

"Shally, the woman I once loved, the woman I once loved. He died because of me. I love her so much, I don't want to see her marry anyone else. That's why I killed him, I hate being betrayed so much. If I can't have it, no one else can either. I killed him, because I think this is what's fairest for all of us." Calvin explained at length.

An explanation that made Freya dumbfounded. He did not expect, a gentle man like Calvin, was able to kill the woman he loved, because of betrayal. Can this be called love? Or maybe it's an obsession?

"Now you know all about me Freya, my bad qualities, and my past. I look forward to your answer, I do not force you to accept me, I accept it freely, if only you refuse." Calvin said before Freya uttered a word.

"If you refuse, never see me again. Because it would make it hard for me to erase my feelings. If you accept, promise never to cheat. I accept whatever your shortcomings, and whatever your past. But don't ever betray me, because I could've done the same thing to Shally. I'm waiting for your answer Freya!" calvin turned his head, and looked at Freya fixedly.

Seriate....

Hi all brothers, thank you for still supporting my spare change to date. Your support is a passion for me, I hope that you will feel at home accompanying This Love Kills me until the final episode.

Tomorrow we have entered the month of Ramadan (for those who are Muslim). For that, let us forgive each other, before we meet the blessed holy month.

Forgive me, brothers and sisters, for all my misdeeds and caliphs, both those I have realized and those I have not realized.

Marhabban, Ramadhan, may Allah give ease and blessing to all of us. May God still allow us to meet the day of victory.

In addition to a word of thanks and an apology, I would also like to write a little notice. From today until Eid, in the real world a lot of busyness. So sorry yes, if you are late up or late replying to comments. I hope you all understand, and still feel at home with this story.

After leaving, I try to get up and reply to comments as usual.

Once again thank you, and apologize born and inner.

Sweet greetings from the author

Gresya Salsabila