This Love Killed Me (Dark Love)
The Past of Calvin

Calvin clutches Freya's body. Inhaling the scent of perfume she wore, enjoying the warm breath that gushed in the recesses of her neck.

After a long time in a friendly embrace, Calvin kissed Freya on the forehead, then tucked her hair behind the ears.

"Let's sit down" whispered Calvin right in Freya's ear.

It was as if there was a stream of electricity stinging his body. Freya tiptoed slightly as Calvin's lips touched her earlobes. Freya gripped Calvin's arm tightly, trying to dispel the heat that spread throughout his body.

"You okay, Baby?" calvin asked as he cupped Freya's chin, and forced the woman to look up.

"I, I'm fine," replied Freya nervously.

"I know enough how you feel" whispered Calvin, looking down, and eroding the distance between the two.

Freya closed her eyes, as her lips began to touch. He also held his hand around Calvin's neck, in order to avenge his tightening grip.

After a few minutes, the two were almost out of breath. Calvin let go of his kiss, and he rubbed Freya's lips with his fingers. The man smiled, and so did Freya. Both of them dissolved in such a deep gaze of the eyes, they implied each other with sincere feelings through the net.

"Let's sit down," Calvin asked as he clasped Freya's fingers, and guided her towards the sofa.

Freya's heart was still beating fast, she still could not believe that she could have such a beautiful love. As a mobster, getting this thing, it feels like a dream.

Calvin and Freya sat next to each other. Calvin embraces Freya's body, and rests his head on her shoulders. Next to her hand, she still clasped Freya's fingers tightly.

"I used to be Freya's bad guy, I used to work for the mafia." Calvin begins his story.

"Mafia." Frida muttered slowly.

"You've been dealing with the mafia, Vin. But why don't I get this information in your identity, which mobster is your boss." Inner Freya in her heart.

"Yes, harming people, ruining businesses, and even killing. I've done all of that Freya. But now, since I was sure of my feelings, I backed off. I don't want to deal with the mafia anymore. Maybe it's bad for my own business, but I'm willing. I want to live well with you, I want to spend my time with you. I don't want you to be fucked, Freya!" calvin said at length, while looking at Freya fixedly.

"I'm sorry Freya, maybe I'm not being completely honest. But I'm not lying either, I do want to back off. I'm leaving the mafia world, for you. I will end my feud with Jordan, I will lead a normal life. Without vengeance, and without ambition," Calvin said with a big smile.

At this moment, Calvin felt a return to his real life. After a long time living in the shackles of revenge. The wound that Shally cut, it was deep enough. Until love is extinguished instantly.

Calvin lives with vengeance and anger. It's so hateful of Jordan, that guy that made Shally turn away from her. Then he falls into a dark world, only to destroy Jordan.

However, Jordan was a very tough guy. All the ways he did, could be brushed aside so easily. Until one day, that time came.

The heart is filled with hate and emotion. Calvin could no longer think logically. He loves Shally, but on the other hand, he hates her. The betrayal that Shally committed, was completely unforgivable. Eventually Calvin chooses a shortcut, killing Shally for personal gratification.

Thus, he no longer needed to feel jealous, because no one had Shally. And Shally's death, plunged Jordan into ruin. Calvin felt victorious, he was very satisfied to see Jordan limped in grief. At that time, the name Calvin soared. While Jordan's power, slowly began to fall.

Ambition, too dominating his wits and heart. Although the rival has been destroyed, but Calvin still continues to struggle in the mafia world. He spread his wings, to quench the thirst for power.

For years Calvin has survived in the trap of ambition. Until he no longer recognizes the true meaning of life. One day, he meets Freya. A woman who can knock on the door of her heart. The light of love that had been extinguished, again shimmered thanks to his presence.

Because of Freya and her love, Calvin can gradually accept the reality of the past. Slowly he was able to erode his grudge against Jordan. He hates Jordan because of Shally, and now he has found his replacement. There was no reason to hate Jordan anymore.

At that moment Freya looked at him fixedly. But he was silent, without a word coming out of his mouth.

"That's why I didn't say, if I'm actually the man. I'm afraid you're going Freya, I'm sorry for being selfish, but I really love you, I really want to live with you." Calvin in his heart.

"I, I got you Vin. It's just, me, I'm a little surprised" Freya replied in stammering fashion.

Freya did not think that Calvin had another side that was not much different from him. And again, he was willing to leave his world, for his sake.

Now Freya began to understand, why Calvin's business was chaotic. This must be the mafia he's been following. Calvin sacrificed so much for her. Does he deserve all this? He just can't be honest about his identity.

"I know this is very surprising, forgive me for hiding it for too long" Calvin said.

"The chin!" call Freya looking up, and look at Calvin's face.

"Hmm."

"If you may know, who's the mafia you're following. Is it one of the guys we met at the club?" ask Freya. He was very curious as to who Calvin had worked for.

"A mysterious mafia. He calls himself Mr.X." Calvin answered firmly.

Freya gasped in shock, when she straightened her seat. Even the embrace of Calvin just let go, because his movement is too fast.

"Freya, what's wrong?"

"You, have you ever worked for Mr.X?" freya asked with her heart beating faster, as if jumping out of place.

"Yes. Why are you surprised, you know who Mr.X is?" Calvin asked back.

"No. I've only heard his name. People say he's very strong, and also dangerous. Vin, if you ever worked with him, that means you know who he is. It's nothing, it's just that if I knew who he was, I could be more vigilant. Honestly yes, I was very afraid of him," Freya said with a lowered head.

"Now everything makes sense, why is the relationship between Emerald and Diamond a little strange. Calvin and Julian. Turns out Calvin was once on Mr. X's side. Fortunately, he has retreated. If so, the man who screwed up Calvin's business, it must be Mr.X." Inner Freya in her heart.

"Dealing with Mr. X is not a simple thing, now Calvin is in danger. But you take it easy Vin, I'll take care of you. I will help you get revenge, Mr. X will accept the consequences of his actions. Just tell me who he is, and I'll take his life. Once Mr. X is gone, you'll be safe, and my responsibility to Jordan is done. We can live together, forge love in a normal life. I'll forget my grudge against Mom." Freya is still in her heart.

"You don't have to fear Freya, there's me beside you. Mr.X wouldn't dare harm you" Calvin said, rubbing Freya's hair.

"How could he hurt you, if he loved you so much. Forgive me for scaring you, Baby," Calvin said with a sweet smile.

"You will take care of me, but I will kill him without your knowledge. May you accept me as a mafia. Like I'm accepting your past." Inner Freya.

"But there's no harm in Vin, if you tell me who he really is" Freya said.

"You really want to know?" ask Calvin.

"Yes." Yeah."

Seriate....