This Love Killed Me (Dark Love)

This Love Killed Me (Dark Love)
The Fatal Lie


A torrent of solar light burst through between the branches and the leaves. The breeze blew as cool as possible. Beautiful blue sky decorated with mega white. The morning paintings are radiant, nature sings like harmony in melody.


A day that contrasts with mood. Although nature shows elegance, Freya does not carve a smile. He sat down in front of a mound of land that was still wet. Tears, falling down, wetting the lap.


Freya sobbed as her hands clutched the end of the shirt she was wearing. Someone much loved, now gone and no way back. He has been peaceful in the last bed. Freya kept begging, hoping all this was just part of a nightmare.


"Why does it have to be like this, the end of our story Vin?" whispered Freya while dropping her body on a mound of dirt, on the land behind the headquarters.


"Why destiny must be this cruel" whispered Freya on the sidelines.


Soon, warm hands clasped his shoulders tightly.


"Fre, let's go in! You've been crying here for a long time" asked Jordan, wiping away Freya's tears. "I'm sad to see you like this" he continued.


If only Jordan had said that sentence at the beginning of the meeting, Freya would have been happy. But not for now, the love for Jordan has eroded away with Calvin's presence. The man's love speech is like a lantern in Freya's life.


Freya looked at Jordan with teary eyes, "why do I always lose?"


Jordan let out a long sigh, hearing Freya's wailing, there was pain in the heartburn. If only he could turn back time, he would go back to the past. He will help Freya, without dragging her into the mafia world.


No matter how hard she is, Freya is still a woman. His heart was as soft as silk, once the feeling was scratched, it took a long time to recover.


"Because God knows you're a strong woman, believe me God will replace her with a more beautiful one" Jordan said slowly.


Freya gasped, for the first time she heard the word 'God' from Jordan's mouth. All this time, the man lived like an unbelieving man. Only rely on yourself in passing through the rigors of the world.


"Let's go in!" take Jordan for the second time.


Freya did not answer, but she moved from her seat. Before he stepped, he stared at the mound of earth wistfully.


"Your short presence, incised a very heavy wound. Calvin, whatever my future may be. Your name, your love, and the memories with you, remain firmly imprinted in my memory. I'm sorry, Calvin," Freya's inner.


Then he walked away, leaving Calvin's last place. Jordan, follow him in the back.


Freya continued walking towards her room, she sat on the sofa while tying up her long messy hair. Jordan still followed him.


"Why did you come here?" freya asked as Jordan was about to sit next to her.


"I know your mood is not good. Although I don't know how to make you laugh, but at least you won't shed a tear" Jordan replied with a smile. A clear blue bead, looking at Freya softly.


"Are you not in a job?" ask Freya.


"The partner is more important than the job. Freya, I honestly feel sick seeing you cry. I brought you here, brought you into a mess with an abnormal life. Indirectly, I have ushered you in a wound. Tell me what I can do, so that your sadness will be lessened" Jordan said at length.


Freya let out a long sigh, and exhaled softly, "I will say, if you promise to do. If not, it's useless, I'll talk" he said.


"Don't hate Mr. X! Not because he was Calvin, but for other reasons. Jordan, there's one thing you've missed from the past" Freya said, staring at Jordan.


Jordan frowned in surprise, "what do you mean?"


"Shally Ana Kyle, is that Lyana's full name?" ask Freya.


"Yes." Yeah."


"Calvin called her Shally, she was the woman she loved so much. They had a relationship, but foundered because Shally prefers you" Freya said without turning her eyes.


"What!" Jordan jerks. All this time he never knew Lyana's past. She believed when she said she was her first man.


"At first I was scraping past for myself, but now I get it, the past has to do with you. He loved Shally very much, but at that time he was just an ordinary businessman. His future isn't as bright as yours, Jordan. After Shally left, she fell. He's jealous and hates you so much, he wants to destroy you." Freya explained the truth.


"The ambition and the hate, made him fall into the mafia world. He was more willing to see Shally stiffen up, than at any time to hold back jealousy. As the saying goes, once clap two dead flies. That's what he did. He killed Shally to quell jealousy, to destroy you. But Shally's influence was so great. Because of the love and hurt he left, Calvin's heart died, there was no more love in him. He lives in the shackles of vengeance and ambition." Connect Freya.


"So like that, why did I never realize this" Jordan murmured softly.


"Calvin shut down Shally's past, so you can keep loving her. That way, when he's gone, you'll be devastated" Freya said.


Jordan was silent, he dissolved in his own thoughts. Although he knew, that Lyana had once covered up a big thing with a lie. But in reality, his heart was still anchored to the woman. The love for him, remains intact as ever.


Until a few seconds later, Freya's voice broke the daydream.


"Slowly, Calvin rediscovered the lamp. The love that had died slowly blossomed, because of my presence. He and I promised to live together, to be in a relationship. But apparently, fate is playing us. Not only did I kill his heart, but I actually took his life." Freya said with trembling. Tears are back to wet the cheeks.


"Freya, relax! Be patient! I know you can get through this, I'll always be with you Freya" Jordan said, pulling Freya's body and carrying her in her arms. Lending chest as backrest.


"He came to that place, after I threatened to harm his woman. He ignored his own safety for my sake, but I foolishly made him die instead" Freya said on the sidelines of his sobbing.


Jordan was unable to say a word, he simply rubbed the top of his head, and held it tighter. Freya cried even more, the loss made her heart crumble and hurt. I don't know when he can escape from endless regret.


***


The blue bead belonged to a well-built man, staring nanar at a picture frame of a smiling woman.


The man who was none other than Jordan, he looked at the lover's face painted on a piece of paper. The truth makes him very disappointed, but somehow love still reigns supreme.


"Honestly, I'm very disappointed Lyana, the lies you've committed cause fatal misunderstandings. You know, a woman slumped in grief, because of your lie" Jordan said firmly, as if the photo was a real form.


"Now don't blame me if I break my promise. I will not make you the only one, because after this I will take care of that woman. Heals his wounds and makes him happy. But, yahh you won. This disappointment is not able to tear down the love that had previously reigned!" jordan said as he moved from his seat.


Seriate...