This Love Killed Me (Dark Love)
The Bitterness of the Past

Dewi Kurniawati, Indonesian girl who works in Russia. He worked at Emerald, serving as the personal secretary to the young director-Zacko Zaiden.

Five months of work, the relationship between the two is getting closer. Many see their togetherness outside the office, there are some who call them lovers.

It didn't take long, the news reached the ears of Zacko's parents. They are very angry, because at that time, Zacko was already engaged to Cassandra, a beautiful and rich girl who is equal to them.

Zacko refused, as his parents accelerated the wedding day. He ignored the Goddess who was pregnant with his child.

Frustrated, she stops working and leaves her contract. Four months later, the child she conceived was born safely. A handsome baby boy with blue eyes like his father. The goddess did not want to take care of him, her hatred for Zacko continued on her baby. Although there also flowed blood, but he did not want to admit. So he decided to leave the baby in the orphanage.

After that, Dewi returned to Indonesia. She resumed her days as usual, as if nothing had ever happened to her. 12 years later, Dewi married one-daughter widower, Ryan Anggara - the father of Freya Ollivierra.

Jordan and Freya were stunned as they read the word for word strung out there. Jordan clenched his hands, he was devastated by the fact that it seemed to be toying with him. Calvin, the man who had been his rival for many years, had the same blood as him.

"Jordan!" Freya scattered and hugged Jordan tightly. He knew how fragile Jordan was.

Freya's eyes glazed over, she regretted everything that had happened. Calvin, he died at his hands. Wh why? Why did he kill the Jordan family?

"Freya!" muttered Jordan with a stifled voice. His fingers stiffened, clutching tightly onto Freya's head.

"I'm sorry, Jordan. I'm sorry," whispered Freya stammeringly. A drop of her tears escaped wetting Jordan's neck niche.

Jordan was silent for a long time without a word. He just looked up while tightening his hold. Jordan tried hard to hold the clear circle that had piled in his eyes. It was not Freya who caused Calvin to die, but himself. He told Freya to kill her sister. He's the wrong one!

In addition to losing Calvin, Jordan was also hit with one thing, namely his status as an illegitimate child. In such a state, should he marry Freya?

Jordan awakens from his daydream, and now he feels Freya's tears begin to wet his chest. Then Jordan let go of his embrace, he looked at Freya who was still down.

"It's not your fault, Freya. I told you to do that." Jordan cupped Freya's cheeks and wiped her tears.

"But Jordan___"

"If I don't tell you, you won't kill him. He was once the light of your life, and I made that light go out. I'm sorry for taking you down the wrong path, I'm sorry for making you cry so much. And .. forgive my mother for making you miserable" Jordan said.

"It's not Mom's fault, Jordan. I chose this path myself. It was I who tormented Mother, I took her life" Freya said. Her tears came back.

"If I had helped you in a good way, not made you a bait .. none of this would have happened, Freya. I___"

"Don't keep blaming yourself, Jordan." Freya put her index finger on Jordan's lips. "That will hurt you," he continued.

"I've been hurt, Freya. You know what I feel now? Not just pain from loss, but also pain from humiliation. I'm just an illegitimate child, I exist out of sheer lust. I was still dreaming of tying you up in a wedding rope, but now .. can I still do that? Do I deserve you, Freya? I'm a sinner, I'm an unwanted man. While you are, you are a noble woman. You exist because of sacred love, you are perfect, Freya," Jordan said at length.

A drop of clear water fell from the corner of Jordan's eye, he could no longer hold it. All this was too painful for him.

For the first time, Freya sees Jordan crying. The blue bead blurred, covering all the wrinkles that were still lodged in there.

"We cannot choose which path makes us exist, all are set in a destiny line. Whoever you are, I've chosen you, Jordan. You say I'm perfect, in what way do you look at it? I'm a sinner too, I'm a murderer. We're both sinners trying to get to know God again, Jordan." Freya stretched out her hand and wiped Jordan's tears.

Seriate....