Three Generations of Sultans
121. Dupus

...Happy Reading's...

The happiness of Hanami and Raymond can be felt by their closest friends and family, the happiness emanated from the legitimate married couple, bring a positive impact to all relatives who attended the event tonight.

Likewise with Hesti who had not stopped smiling, let alone Arka who was always beside him. But Dimas could not come, because he still had Diklat in another city.

" We're talking outside yuk Om, enjoying the night air?"

While they were all still chatting casually and enjoying the various dishes that had been served, Hesti always had a way to always be one step closer to the cool widower.

" May I."

Arka also agreed, because from earlier he also saw Carlos who seemed to always glance at him, maybe afraid that he was close to Mala his beloved wife.

" When Dimas gets out of town, you're home alone?" Hesti started to open up the conversation between them while inviting him to sit on a bench.

The spacious courtyard, with a variety of ornamental plants planted to make the atmosphere of the night feel fresh cool, fresh, although sometimes the wind blows quite hard but does not dampen the smile of Nesti because it can be alone with the target of his heart with the company of the moon night and the stars scattered above.

" Yes, how else, but we're comfortable even if it's just the two of us, we don't have to be sad because we're alone, we're, we just need to get used to the loneliness and coexist with the situation and it turns out that everything remains fine."

Yeahelah.. add one more napa Om? I do that for example?

" Emm... What is there to build a household again?" Although hesitant, yet Hesti did not back down before trying.

" You mean?" Arka slightly tilted her face, making her nose look more charming in the eyes of Hesti, because it was exposed to the reflection of dim light there.

Geez. I want to pinch Gusti's nose.

" Em.m. might marry again that is Om, Om Arka is also young, still very handsome again, can Om make marriage once again." Hesti spoke with a smile.

" Hmm. It seems like there hasn't been a thought in that direction, or maybe it never will." Answer Arka in a relaxed tone.

Mother. extinct is my hope to bring home the prospective ghost.

" why? Om still can't bury all the memories of his mother Dimas huh?"

Motto Hesti, at least continue to try even if later failed, rather than not trying it at all.

" Not only that, but in circumstances and situations like Om now, it is not easy to build a household again Hes, there is still much to consider." Said Arka with a smile towards Hesti with sweetness.

" But Dimas is a grown-up Om, he'll understand?" Hesti still does not want to give up, although it may only look like a point of hope ahead there, but he continues to try, who knows God provides another way for him.

" Yes...but Dimas is Om's top priority for now and also not only Dimas alone, there are still both father and mother-in-law Om also who are still in Singapore?"

Arka understood what he meant, but she did not want to give more hope to him, afraid that he would hurt her one day.

Because Arka has been taught a lot by experience, affection and love alone is not enough to establish a serious relationship.

" I mean Om... Oma the same as Dimas? Om still on good terms with them?" Hesti seemed a little surprised by Arka's statement, because rarely does anyone care that way he thought.

" Of course, I would still consider them as my parents, just like when Om's late wife was still around, because Om and his mother Dimas were not separated because there was a problem, but because Om's wife must first go to his side."

There was a sense of awe, but there was also a sense of disappointment, because it seemed very difficult for Nesti to be able to get the man beside him, even though his heart seemed to have begun to fill with him.

" But if someone loves Om with all their heart, will Om accept it?"

Degh's!

Hesti's words seemed to directly shoot right at his target.

" For example?" Arka deliberately pretended not to understand, his heart that had been frozen was indeed gradually melted with the presence of Hesti lately.

Hesti's cheerfulness and the warmth of Hesti's attitude that always makes Arka smile often even began to shake his stance to close himself all this time, because it was never the slightest bit terbesit his mind to be close to a girl all this time.

" Yes..do not rule out the possibility, there must be a woman who is interested in Om that, I for example, hehe..."

Hesti instantly turned his own face away, having already been desperate to express his feelings.

" Haha..." Arka instead laughed crisply when she heard Hesti's statement at the end of her words.

He thought I was joking, right? gee whiz... Gini is so called effort, even though I have been determined to love you. but you do not think I have Om, huuh.

" Hosti..." Arka rubbed his arm slowly.

My heart is pounding with gini, is it possible because of Duren's attack?

" I. Is it Om?" Suddenly, Hesti seemed to tremble.

" Why should it be Om, why not just Dimas? isn't Dimas more everything than Om?"

Hesti fell silent, not that word he wanted to hear, nor did he know the reason, because he was just following his heart.

" In any case Om lost to him Hes, in terms of good looks, in terms of education, work trus also he is cooler right, young Lecturer you know? and the most menonj○l is in terms of age."

Hesti still did not speak up, because he was confused, why his heart was still fixed on duren beside him.

" Hesti... will you not be ashamed, for example the same path Om, and then be scorned by those who see us that way?" Arka is self-conscious, with all its flaws, because the definition of loving for Arka does not have to have, seeing that person happy is more than enough.

" You know for yourself, Om's status is already a Hes widower and you are still a girl, and you are still very young Hes, your journey is still very long, many ideals that you can pursue, he said, why should you try it?"

Either the words were slow but it felt piercing to Hesti, or perhaps it was like a subtle rejection.

" oom... There will come a time in Om's life, when Om must choose to turn a page, write another book or just close it, why should discuss the word Duda, what is wrong with the fate of the widower?" Hesti sighed repeatedly.

" Hesh... Dimas was Om's biological child, he must have a nature almost the same as Om, what if you try to open your heart with Dimas only? he's a thousand times better than Om, and later Om will gladly bless your relationship Hes, Om sure you'll be happy with Dimas."

Been again...In addition, I want the same Om?

Though the love of Nesti just started, but in fact must be extinct and withered before it develops.

" That's not it, duh...how do you want to talk about it?" Arka immediately looks awkward, feels bad and goes awry.

" If Om doesn't like me just say it, I won't force Om, but don't force me to open my heart to others, that love comes from Om's heart, we can't fall by a rule, let alone by force."

" Hesti."

" Best according to Om, not necessarily the best for me."

Hesti felt disappointed, why should he offer others, he thought love was that easy.

" But Hes-"

" If in doubt, follow Om's heart. Ask questions, find answers. Learn to trust the heart." Wise words casually flowed out of Hesti's mouth.

" I'm sorry Hes." Arka felt guilty this time.

" Life is too short, to let others determine what makes us happy Om, remember that." 

Hesti immediately moved from his seat, for some reason he was a little offended by Arka's remarks tonight.

" He thinks this heart is like a robot, can be set at will, if you want to refuse, use the promo program wolf again!" Bait Hesti while stepping his legs.

The arc still remains in place, confused to have to persuade Hesti or let their short but memorable story lately, will end like that.

Finally, hesti chose to walk quickly, to return to follow the events of Hana and Ray in there.

" Hes... You don't eat?" Adelia who saw her best friend just standing in the corner immediately approached her.

" Nafsv don't eat anymore." Answer Hesti listlessly.

" Tumbens! the food is delicious, eat as much as you don't have to pay Hes, free all items." Adelia said with a smile as usual.

" My face looks like someone who never eats well, does it look like the poor faces of me?"

Not because of the teasing of Adelia he was angry, but the remnants of his frustration towards Arka still carried over here.

" Heh... You why Hes? pain huh?" Adelia immediately looked at her best friend's face, not usually she was sad just because of the rubbing with her, even usually the more severe Nesti menejahilin him.

" No. I want to go home." His words suddenly, which made Adelia even more astonished.

" Hesh... Hesti, don't be so dong, I was just kidding earlier, sorry if my words offended you."

Adelia who incidentally someone gentle from the past immediately felt guilty, especially when she was pregnant, her sense of sensitivity must have increased this time.

" It's okay, please tell Ray yes, sorry I can't follow their most beautiful moment to the end."

" You really want to go home? the show is still a long time Hes, we join the same bride yuk?" Adelia took him to her brother's place.

" I'm sorry. I don't seem to be feeling well anymore, so my mood is a little unstable."

" Are you really sick? can I get you some medicine?"

" No. no need Del, I just want to rest for a while really, most sleep can be cured immediately."

Something must be wrong with this?

" Really?" Adelia seemed sure to be unsure, as only this time did she see a weak, helpless Nesti, even though usually even though Pms or is coming the moon just as fast as it is too he still just grinned.

" Hesti... Would you please listen to Om first?"

Suddenly Arka appeared from the direction of the door while running closer to them with a face that was no less confusing.

" There's nothing to talk about anymore, 'cause maybe there's nothing important between us." Answer Hesti quickly.

" Hesti, please don't do this, we'll talk outside again." Arka immediately softened her voice.

" Lepasin Om, I'm just going home." Hesti did not even want his hand to be touched by Arka, when it used to be nudged just a little bit happy already exorbitant.

" Hes for a moment, listen to Om's explanation first." Arka tried to hold him.

" I'm sorry, I'm tired." Hesti replied without even looking at Arka's face in front of him.

" We can talk again, don't be like this Hes?"

After a moment of contemplation, Arka seemed to realize that something was wrong with her.

" There comes a time when we are in the dotted spot. Don't want to talk about anything and don't want to know anything, sorry I have to go home, excuse me."

Hesti again rushed out of there, even he ran a little to get out of a situation that was very annoying in his opinion.

What's the matter? *does it seem like their relationship is far and deep?

What's up with love? opsh uh... What's wrong with Nesti and Arka*?

Adelia chose to be a loyal observer there, because she did not know the core of the problem of them, because Hesti also did not tell anything about his closeness to Arka further, as well, but Adelia had known for a long time, if indeed her best friend was to put his heart to his ex-boyfriend mommy.

Loving someone does not hurt. But if you continue to pursue it without any recompense then you only hurt yourself.

Remember that we don't always have what we want we have to get. So try to accept the reality. It doesn't matter if you haven't been able to open your heart to others, because it can't be forced.

..."If it was love, it wouldn't keep you waiting. Better to welcome the future of both than to waste love in plain sight."...