
...Happy Reading's...
My heart is racing right now, afraid that I might miss something that I might regret even for the rest of my life.
Sayup-sayup I hear their chatter, interrupted by the roar of my breath that is still boring even though only running for a moment, my time is always up for work makes me rarely exercise now.
Although Shanum's mama used to nag me every morning to take me to the gym to relax my muscles, I chose to hide under the covers and continue my dreams.
When I got to the door, with a face that might look confused. I tried to pass one by one, anyone in the living room that was like a basketball court.
All that was there was complete from the genk mama and their respective partners, plus there were some men that I did not know very well, also there was Hesti, the woman who had burned my jealousy fire to the point of burning.
But at least I was a little relieved, because nothing bad happened with the people closest to me. Though I had a chance to imagine if anyone was injured and there was a sound of crying here, it was still good that did not happen at this time.
" ray... Hana's come by." Adelia's voice called out to my beloved baby boy.
" Ogh... Brother Hana? have you arrived?" He turned to the door right where I was standing right now.
I don't know why even though it's been almost a week I haven't met him in person, it's as if my man looks more handsome than usual, or maybe it's because I miss him too much, or I just realized it, I don't know.
" Hmm. yeah, sorry I'm late." I answered slowly, when I had deliberately made slow, even stopped by some places first to buy time.
" I thought you were asking permission to leave to come here, son, apparently no, where were you going?" Ask Papa Mark while sipping his coffee which is still left half a glass.
" I have a little business outside." I try to cover up all my lies behind a smile.
" Who's with?" Ray spoke up.
" With my old friend." I guessed it, my boyfriend must be suspicious immediately.
" his name?"
" Women really, just in high school."
" I'm just asking for names, why do you call genres, so afraid that I'm angry with you, that's my sister?" Ray said that immediately made me glare irritated at him, even though he might not see it.
" Maha.." They all laughed, as if they all knew about my relationship with Ray.
" Here my brother sits beside me." Pinta Ray was without hesitation, let alone shame, even though there were both my parents there.
" I'm just here."
I chose to throw my tail on the sofa next to my mom, because I look in the spotlight now, as if I were the main culprit in a crime-themed movie.
" Why do you, brother, feel guilty for lying to your lover? sit here." Whine Ray back while patting the sofa beside him.
I don't know why his confidence has again grown as usual, usually he prefers silence, what because I have cased full that day, I don't know. So I chose to give up and obey Ray's will.
" Oh, my young soul seems to return when I see the behavior of both of them." Said Papa Mark who could only shake his head when he looked at us in turn.
Plaque!
Mama Shanum directly hit papa's arm hard, as if angry with her husband's words.
" It could be taekwondo later if it's not separated!" Raras immediately let out his sleep when he saw his best friend.
" The dark past is remembered, as if there were no other work." Simon was no less peppering the atmosphere that afternoon.
I don't know what kind of dark things I don't know, because my mom and dad never told me about bad past events, always romantic and beautiful all this time.
" It's okay, everybody's got bad memories, but the one I ordered, keep your virginity until you've got the halal certificate to get everything from my daughter, understand Ray?" Mama Shanum as if giving a cult in broad daylight.
" Uhuk. uhuk.."
Although I had not eaten anything there, my throat suddenly became dry, as if something was stuck around my neck, even like a desert that had not been watered by rain for a century.
I wanted to make a hole in the snow and soak in it, so that my shame would freeze there without anyone seeing me.
Because again and again, it's my fault, it's my sin..
" Pffftth." Ray immediately silenced his own mouth as well as Ganesh who immediately threw his face backward because he immediately laughed in a mocking tone.
" What's so funny, brother, aunty Shanum, that serious talk." Adelia hit her husband's arm, even her husband's body to the point of shaking from holding back a laugh.
" That's right, don't try to do it Ray, especially with my daughter, because you'll regret it later." Papa Mark spoke again.
" If your father and mother had known who had taken my virginity, she would have regretted talking that way by now."
I who had changed seats beside Ray immediately pinched his waist in annoyance as he whispered in my ear.
" A.w..." Ray immediately screamed.
" Why Ray?" All eyes turned to him, as if he was a precious item that should not be disturbed let alone until it was made a scuff.
" No papa, there are indeed many young people today whose behavior and behavior are difficult for us to guess."
" for example?" Ganesh immediately argued on the sidelines of his smile.
" S€ks free!" It was not Ray who answered, but Mala who gave the answer.
" Well, that is the thing you must take care of, do not think of the taste, think of the consequences in the future, do not have a short-spoken mind, which vents your nafsv with just a moment's pleasure, just a moment's pleasure, isn't that pah?" Mama Shanum immediately spoke at length like a train that would not stop before arriving at the train station.
" Eherm, that's very dear." Replied Papa Mark who immediately looked at his coffee which was still a little.
" It's true that om and aunt, I also agree with the argument, but if it has already happened yes want how again, the important goal is finally getting married later." Ray even showed his incredible acting.
His sturdy hands were coiled around my waist, even deliberately tickling me in this position.
" Who has happened already? who's been broken?" Mama Shanum raised both eyebrows, the mother-female spirit began to appear there.
" Heyolo?" Ganesh instantly pulled both corners of his lips.
" Heh?" Ray looked a little surprised at the utterances.
This is what I'm afraid of, why Ray can't keep the tongue, better keep quiet than expose his own disgrace.
..."Happiness is simple, where the heart is always grateful for what we get."...
..."Listen to it patiently. Speak wisely. Stand up hard. Just act simple."...
TO BE CONTINUE'S...