
...Happy Reading's...
There are days when we should pause and look back and be grateful for what we got today. Believe that God will not give tests beyond the limits of his servants.
The sweet smile slowly returned to me, her face shining brightly like a moon that illuminated the darkness, she walked slowly towards me over a small bridge because I was across a river that was rushing but clear in color, she said, there are even a lot of fish and coral down there.
" Sister Hana?" I stretched out my hands to greet her, my longing feeling as if I was no longer restrained.
" Ray." He seemed impatient to hug me, and he seemed to speed his way up even a little run.
" Beware baby...watch out when you fall?" I immediately panicked as he did not listen to my words and chose to continue running towards me.
" Ray.I miss you." He said in a tight tone without seeing the road he was walking on, and it turned out that there was a small stone blocking the slippery-looking path.
" Yyyyyyy..." Shouted Kak Hana as her legs slipped and it was as if her body was floating down in that river.
" Brother Hanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
I wanted to try to run to catch him, but it was as if my feet were pecking and could not be moved at all from where I stood.
" Ray.. have you realized, son?"
Sayup-sayup like sound mommy there, but it still feels dark as before and it turns out I realized it was all just a dream, but somehow it all looks like real.
" Hana..hana..don't go, don't leave me dear!"
I kept calling my girlfriend's name, my fear came back when I remembered her, even though it was just a dream, but it was very painful for me.
" Jeez, this is a boy, just realized, ehh. Hana was the one who was looking for." Mommy's voice looks very upset, but I can what, in my dream Hana's foot is coming, so she's the one I'm looking for, or maybe because I miss her too much.
" Here you go, cook are you jealous of Hana?" Daddy started commenting.
" I don't feel it, as if his whole brain was just his name right now, but it's strange not to be told his human being, I don't know what that means."
Mommy grumbled again, but I let it go, she was also young, must have felt the fear of losing the person we care about the most.
" Let me call the doctor first baby, you calm him down, maybe he was dreaming." There was a daddy sound that could always win my mommy's heart.
Shortly afterwards, the voices of several people came into my room.
" Mas Ray.. How, any complaints? or is there something that feels stuck in the mat@ area@?" Ask the man who was definitely the doctor who handled me.
" There's no doctor."
" Is your head feeling dizzy? or maybe another part?" My arm began to be affixed to the tool to check the tension d@rah.
" Not really, just my body feels a little limp." I said honestly, because it didn't hurt anywhere.
" Lemas is natural, because you have been fasting from this morning, after eating you will definitely be back healthy, your d@rah tension is good and hopefully all the results are good."
" Amin the doctor." Everyone in the room seemed to be confirming the words of the doctor who treated me.
" It seems the time is right for us to open the bandage."
" Please doctor."
" Mas Ray, we only do what we can, all the best we have tried, and the operation went smoothly, but if for example later the results are not perfect, it is not our will, he said, perfection belongs to God." Said the doctor carefully.
" I understand the doctor."
I can only resign, because I want to protest also do not know with whom, while Alloh still loves me by not taking my life until this moment.
" Oh, doctor."
Finally slowly the bandages that cover the two mat@ku are opened one by one, my feelings should not be asked again, between deg-degan, curious and frightened, he said, if later it turns out the world still looks dark from my view.
" How about mas?" Ask the doctor back.
" Doctor, mommy, daddy..why is it still dark, I can't see any@t right now, how is this? won't I be able to see@t my Hana again from now on?" My chest felt rumbling, even this felt even more terrifying than the previous one, my mind instantly branched everywhere.
" God Ray... Hana again, Hana again?" Mommy sounded protesting.
" Mas Ray... try to slowly open the mat@nya, slowly, do not be forced?"
" Not anything has panicked him, people still bristling how not dark try?" There was the sound of Adelia's brother grumbling at the end.
" Maybe his brain has been contaminated with Hana virus, crazy boy, nyari pellets in the cave where yak? why can make Ray to the God-level bucin like this?" Whose voice is always disturbing the soul and body if not my brother-in-law the only one in this world.
" Kiddo... open mat@nya slowly huh?"
Before opening it I took a deep breath first, although it was only the smell of medicine and the smell of a typical hospital room, but I tried to feel, to take a little strength in order to accept reality, whatever the outcome will be.
Slowly I opened my two mat@ku, vaguely seen some people in front of me, although still not so clear but in my heart I am very grateful, at least I do not feel the world is completely dark.
" Try to blink first both mat@nya mas Ray?" Slowly I tried to blink, and over time someone wearing a white coat began to look a little clear on the look of his face.
" Ray... How much is this?" Mommy raises both fingers.
" Two Moms." I said with a smile I had left behind.
" Thank you." Everyone there immediately thanked me for all the blessings and graces that God had given me.
" Thank you Gusti, you have restored my son's sight." Mommy immediately memelvkku tightly, sobs sound very clear even maybe my patient's clothes are wet with tears.
" Good boy, you can finally get back to seeing the beauty of this world." Daddy also immediately joined me, I also could see tears flowing from both corners mat@daddyku.
" Thank you mom, thank you for everything, I love you guys." My tears were not able to hold me, little by little he dripped on my cheeks.
" Congratulations Ray." After a long embrace, the doctor also smiled, because he had managed to carry out his duties smoothly and successfully.
" Thank you so much doctor." I said with great gratitude.
" Together, take care of it well, do not take too long in front of the monitor screen or phone screen first, if it feels sore when exposed to direct sunlight, use glasses, use glasses, don't forget to check back here in two days, okay."
" Good doctor."
" Then I stay first, you can go home if your body already feels stronger."
" Yes doctor, thank you again for all the help."
" Of course, it's our job, then excuse me."
The doctor and several nurses came out of the room with a big smile@n, I am sure they were also happy I could see the beauty of this world again.
" Mommy I'm going home soon!"
I can't wait to see the beautiful face of my lover after all this time can't look at her face when she frowns, looks upset, let alone her sweet smile, I miss everything about her.
Sometimes we fill our minds with negative things that God does not listen to our prayers. But what we do not understand is that He always listens and answers us. We just need to be patient and keep ourselves to always stay positive. We must have confidence that if we are grateful, God will reward us with better things.
TO BE CONTINUE'S...