Three Generations of Sultans
91. Heartspour

...Happy Reading's...

The breeze this afternoon was refreshing, although the sky was not so bright because it was enveloped by cloudy clouds, but the air felt a little soothing, expelling all the fatigue that struck the heart, forget for a moment something that has been eating away at the mind of a girl is not peraw@n this one.

" Huh.."

I closed my eyes repeatedly while sitting on a bench under a very shady banyan tree.

" Agh... a quail once my head!"

Sometimes I grabbed my own hair, which had begun to be as long as a boat and was spread free by the gentle breeze of the day, although not as free as I am at this time that seems to be shackled by anxiety in yourself.

Somehow the pressure after pressure was as if I had felt after the events of that night, my regret grew more and more endless, as if my courage had begun to recede, unlike when I wanted to try it that night.

Fear also seemed to envelop me who seemed to be the only pendos@ woman on the face of this earth.

Although I believe Raymond is a responsible and trustworthy person, but my heart still feels restless and restless, another story if I am the one he pounced on first, I definitely want to force her to get married now. Unfortunately, I was the cause of it all.

Moreover, the guilt with both my own parents and also my two beloved parents of course, they will definitely be very disappointed with my crazy behavior.

" Why is my head all Ray, I can't think about work."

I should be working, especially not long ago I got the title of youngest CEO, right now, and the best that can get a big tender and able to beat other large companies that have long been in it.

But in fact, right now I'm down here by myself, this morning before papa left for the office I asked permission with papa, to replace me for a day.

I want to be alone first, think about what I should do next, if Raymond wants to be married now, of course my mind is not this confused.

" Aaaa.. I'm almost crazy about it!"

More precisely I could go crazy because all night remembered with the heirloom sword Ray, somehow the object was shadowed continues to be scanned, and one by one the scenes I stabbed@it re-emerged like a video tape plow@n, which was sometimes smooth and sometimes damaged and stopped in the middle of the film.

" Why can't I forget it, when I haven't seen him in days." Gertutuku.

Fortunately the park was quiet, because it might still be working hours, and teenagers were still in school so the residents of this small park were just me and the brothers of street vendors who were across the street.

It has been a few days since the incident I tried to hold back from meeting with Ray, although he often whined and said dozens of times longing words that make the condition worse, but I deliberately have not met him, but I deliberately have not met him, just a phone call, even the video call I often refuse, I am afraid if there is set@n passing by and poisoning myself to do things that are not right again when we meet.

True said people, once we do that, there must be a sense of opium that will make us want to try it again and again, even people can be determined to find an undue place, he said, as long as they can deliver their wishes.

It all happened with me, let alone I did it on the basis of liking, but the ending turned out to be me who had to bear his own fears.

Not because of who, but because of the mental burden I felt, and the disappointment over myself, which could not control the emotions of the soul.

And what makes my head feel like breaking, I do it not just once, even until it goes a second time. For what? I don't know either.

As much as I can be determined not to see Ray until he wants me to get married, I would say I'm mean or cruel whatever, I just don't want to make a mistake the second time.

Because when I was alone with Ray, the wave of love seemed to sway my soul, and I felt like a weak person who was willing to be made whatever it came from.

Tulilut...

The phone on my pants felt vibrating and gave off my favorite ringtone which made me repeatedly throw rough breaths.

" Who the hell?"

" Gosh, Ray why is it that when I'm trying to avoid you, you call me repeatedly?"

I can only grunt annoyed, actually the heart is also filled with longing but does not want to meet you.

I really wanted to ignore the phone call from him, but I also did not have the heart, I was afraid that he would go berserk again like he had already.

" Ray Assalamu'alaikum?" I answered gently, I always try not to be offended by my words.

" Wa'alaikum greetings dear brother." His answer was no less melodious, making my smile on my lips painted at this time, one of the things that made me fall down in his heart was from his smile that often tempted my faith.

" What's up, Ray?"

" Sister is busy? still in the office?"

I don't want to disappoint him, but I have to, lie.

" Yes, Ray, there is a lot of work piled up from yesterday."

" Have you eaten the belly? although busy don't forget to eat, I'm often forced to eat."

Although sometimes rancid, but the man always makes me smile with all his behavior that can always make me fall more and more in love with him, again and again.

" It's Ray, you also have to eat yes, kasian later aunty Mala sad if you are not willing to eat."

" Sister. I miss."

The word finally came out of his mouth, a word that always made it hard for me to close my eyes when night fell.

" I'm Ray too." I honestly replied, longing is indeed torturous, but he does not want to be an expert in Hell if he meets him and cannot resist all the feelings created.

" Lied!"

He started to pull out his gun, crabbing was the most telling weapon Ray had, he was able to make people feel guilty about it.

" Right Ray, but I'm really busy."

" Have been a few days, brother did not stop by the house, cook yes work in his own office like a work rode, is it the time of Romusa?"

His voice sounded annoyed, even I had imagined how his face was and how his lips that he had pennied a few centimeters.

" I'm sorry Ray, my work is really stacked this, tomorrow if it's clear I'm there."

" Where is my brother?"

" In the office, where else is Ray?"

" Why are there birds?"

" Bird? what bird, don't talk weird?"

" It's not strange, but I heard the sound of birds singing and the sound of motor vehicles there? brother lied, brother where now?"

Gosh... Why do I even think of other birds? really, really, this is my brain, O Gusti forgive your servant!

" Oh.. This is I'm opening social media about nature, from earlier the numbers continue that I see, so the clay that immediately also briefly."

Though the only one you Ray, your lips even beat strawberry taste, ehh..

I repeatedly said Istighfar, as if lying has become my habit these days.

" sister?"

" Hmm.."

" I'm Ray too, but I'm really busy, sorry?"

" How about if my sister goes back to my house?"

" hey? why?"

I was immediately surprised dong, staying overnight had made a big sin, how about again? en@k but I can hold it.

" If you're too busy during the day, at least at night we can meet, right?"

" Same Ray, if I go there you must have slept, brother often come home late at night."

" I'm often awake until the morning because I miss my sister."

It's always like this if the old phone calls him, there's just a reason I can't argue with him.

" Hmm.. tomorrow is the weekend? I'm playing there."

Finally I have a reason, at least if the weekend his parents often spend time at home, so I'm not alone with Ray, so everything can be safely controlled.

" Nginep no?"

" Well, don't you have to work again tomorrow?"

Nie the big boy wants me to keep going? don't know what, I always hang when I'm alone with him.

" But come home early in the evening?"

" What do you want Ray to do?"

" Sister has to pay the debt."

" A debt to you?"

" The debt because this week brother did not see me right, my sister's heart, even the red date I did not take off think of you!"

Start, out the science of struggle, although happy but I try to sound ordinary.

" Yeah. brother is Ray's work, not the streets, really busy brother tuh."

" Don't want to know, big brother is really evil, even though my love for that brother is rich just like Powerangers when there are no monsters know no!"

" Why is it?"

" Not changed!" Ray said back, both corners of my lips always lifted when it was like this.

" Pfttthh.so do I Ray, yes already, later brother try yes, but now I have to meet first, it's been awaited because."

Yes, another business lately I thought, because I know exactly how Ray would have.

" Yes, but promise."

" It's a bawel."

" Assalamu'alaikum dear brother."

" Wa'alaikum hail!"

Love a little praise so that he is not fussy, surely he smiles not clearly when he hears it, sometimes Ray is cute, funny and adorable.

Just five minutes later, my phone rang again with the same name.

" Hello, what's up, Ray?"

" What is your real brother doing now?" His voice sounded very sniffy, but a few minutes ago still sounded sweet when combing.

" In Ray's office, it's still really busy."

" Busy is still busy to open social media, but the bird sounds still melodious from earlier, like not that video?"

Want to believe what is not up, nie bird also why the cloudy chirping mulu, please cooperate dong bird, please!

" Withfully Ray, let the mind calm down."

" Sister can share the location now, mumpung kak Adelia is here now."

Dyars!

Why also ask to share the location of the tong, how do I want to lie!

" Sister's meeting Ray, sorry I hung up."

" The liar! come here now no, or if not I go to brother's house, or to any part of the world where you are now!"

" HUH?"

Why would he know that I'm lying? how'sthis?

" Sister's father is now at my house, he said he asked for leave today." He said back with a voice intonation from Do to Do again.

" Gosh!"

I don't know why papa is there now, but I asked him to replace me in the office.

" There's no reason, come here quickly, or I'm mad at you!"

" It's Ray, get angry!" I said weakly.

" I, if you're angry, too, sister, would you like me to tell them now about our behavior that night?" There was a threat from him.

" What is Ray doing? what were you guys doing that night?"

Adelia's voice was heard there, it turns out that my man is not lying if there is indeed his brother.

Haish... Why is he corrupting me now?

" Yes, I'm there now, satisfied you!" There's nothing I can do but go to her house right now.

I deliberately drove the car at medium speed to his house, in addition to thinking about strategies and other reasons so that Ray did not sulk more because he knew that I was lying. But when he arrived in front of the luxury house he saw many cars parked there.

" What's going on? why so many people?"

Hanami runs away as she just got out of her car, a bunch of negative thoughts popping up in her brain, afraid that something bad is happening to the people around her that she cares about.

... "Keeping the heart is not just done by one person. It will get stronger if done together."...

..."No one has a larger portion in maintaining the liver. Every couple has an equal role to take care of each other."...