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Sometimes when the heart has moved with His decree, and always tries to keep trying sincerely and trying to be a person who is good at gratitude, the Lord will come by bringing His light path, He said, which we never thought, to illuminate the darkness in man.
Event after event made me stronger, sometimes guilt and low self-esteem also often plagues my soul, but the people around me always try to be there for me, always, although I know they are often upset with all my behavior that sometimes still difficult to accept the reality that befell me.
But every problem that comes, sometimes always tucked away a nikm@t that I never expected, have a loyal lover and want to accept me in a difficult situation is also one of nikm@t is something I should be grateful for.
Moreover, a few days ago, he was even willing to give his honor to me, although maybe it happened because of my attitude that was often possessive and suspicious of him, but in fact I was only afraid if I had to lose him.
" What is Hana doing? why haven't you visited me in a few days?"
Early in the morning after I finished bathing and breakfast with the help of Mommy I sat in front of the balcony of my room, momentarily feeling the warmth of the morning sun, although the light was not visible in my eyes.
" Sister Hana must be busy, my God, it should be me who has to work hard to find money to meet all his needs later."
" But I can what? I can't do anything for her."
I can only lean my head in the chair without doing anything, although maybe my family is rich without me having to work though, but as a man I am the future head of the family, who not only rely on the wealth of parents alone, because pride in a man is a responsibility and certainly his work.
My life was indeed as if it had changed three hundred and sixty degrees after the accident that day, first everyone who passed me always flattered me, always praising my merits like a handsome knight of the struggle era, but now I'm just like a real plant, which can only stick and trouble others, especially those closest to me.
Sometimes when I wake up from sleep, I think this is just a dream, but it turns out that this is a reality that is so bitterly tormenting me.
" Ray.."
The sound of daddy and mommy from the door, his voice sounded crisp, as if they were happy.
" Yes mom."
" We need to get ready." Mommy took me straight back into the room.
" Where are you ready, Mom?" I was a little surprised, they haven't been this excited for a long time.
" Hmm. This is actually sad news, but this is also good news for you." Daddy walked slowly over to me and sat down with his firm hands embracing my shoulder.
" What's the matter, Mom? nothing happened with Hana's sister or anything?"
I immediately panicked, let alone hear the word sad news, meaning there will definitely be sadness after this I thought.
" You are, what in your mind is there only the name Hana? never forget who brought you into this world." Mommy immediately sounded mumbling while busy opening my wardrobe, I don't know what he did.
" Are you just a mom?"
Although actually only sister Hana who has mastered my brain.
" Who are the people you love the most in this world?" For some reason mommy asked that, even her tone sounded like a jealous person.
Are they jealous of Hana's sister? that's right.
" Yes, obviously, Hana's sister." I answered honestly, which made the mother's voice shrill melodious in my room.
" Don't you, tired we make him day and night until the flood of sweat, it turns out he loves his girlfriend more than us as his parents." Mommy seemed to complain to daddy, but daddy only replied with a laugh.
But I can make sure daddy must have memelvk and rub my mommy's head at this time, because only daddy is the panacea of all my mommy's complaints about anything.
" It's a pity. continue packing Ray's clothes, we have to go to the hospital right now."
Daddy's voice raised both eyebrows, and wondered, why go to the hospital, who's sick?
" Who does it hurt?" I was curious too.
" There is a donor○r mat@ who is willing to give both mat@nya for you son."
These daddy words that I was waiting for a long time ago, finally heard also in my ears.
" Thank God, is that really dad?"
Thankful I offer for all His Mercy and grace, which Allah has now given me and finally my prayers are answered.
" Yes son, Arka mas has helped us a lot, he even consulted with one of the expert doctors who will help me○perasi both mat@mu later son."
" Of course, it was his uncle, not just Mas Arka?" Daddy's voice sounded a little annoyed when repeating the name, there may still be jealousy, of course daddy's angry, if it's about the ex, but all needs to be grateful, but all need to be grateful, because jealousy is the spice of love, as long as it is not excessive, because all that is excessive is not good.
If there is no more jealousy, maybe the word love needs to be asked again. But I salud with the spaciousness of the heart of daddy, who remains willing to connect with the former mommy who daddy feels the heaviest, just for the sake of my recovery.
" Dad, but it's also thanks to his kindness, we should still thank him."
Although mommy seems to care, but I'm sure mommy's love is now only left for my daddy, nothing else, even though there are shocks from the former who even became a widower, he said, but the love of daddy will not be defeated by the presence of the ex back.
" Mommy, daddy, let's go, Uncle Arka and Dimas are waiting ahead." Adelia's voice finally settled their debate.
After a few hours, Ray was ready to be taken to the operating room. The plan after the operation is completed, will be held a funeral at the birthplace of uncle Arka.
Last night Arka's uncle was critical, and was again rushed to the hospital, but when he almost breathed his last, he smiled and left a will with his family.
" I want to still be able to see my daughter, even if not with my body, then call the child who needs both mat@ku, one of my messages, and help me watch over and take care of my beloved daughter, I'm sincere and sincere to her."
" Sister Adelia, did sister Hana not contact you?" While waiting for the operating room to be ready, Ray still had time to talk first with his family.
" No, why Ray?" Adelia walked closer to her grandfather.
" Oh yes, sister is not as close as before to sister Hana." Ray looks a little disappointed.
" Do you want me to call him?" Ganesh also came closer, he had not had time to contact other families, because this incident was very sudden, when told they immediately rushed to the hospital.
" Nobody tell him, let me tell him later."
I deliberately wanted to give a surprise later, and there was something I had to do first before Brother Hana knew that I had gotten donnor mat@.
" Why the hell Ray, tumben you usually tack on the same mouth as him, are you tired of him?" Ganesh also felt strange with his brother-in-law's behavior.
" It's delicious, until whenever I'll never get bored with it, the more I feel about it the stronger I feel about it, don't just talk you Beng!"
I do not accept dong said like that, even if weighed my feelings are too heavy even overload for sister Hana.
" Make a surprise!" Mommy Mala can always guess what's on my mind.
" Aren't sure mom... At most he wants to do that Hana?"
My sister-in-law this one indeed can not clop with me until anytime.
" Sister, video call with sister Hana for a moment."
" Why do you want a video call, you also can't see the deck?"
" I just want to know where sister Hana is right now."
" Don't make a fuss, let me just call, if he finds out you want surgery, he'll definitely leave all his work." Ganesh's words sounded very convincing this time.
" Surely, he loves me very much now."
My confidence was full again, when I remembered the thrilling nights of the day.
" It's so confident of you? can't he just pity her again?"
My sister-in-law was back to taunt me, but I'm sure Adelia's sister must have scolded her immediately, because I heard a scream from my sister-in-law, brother Adelia is the one who knows my nature that is easy to sulk lately.
Sometimes I often think that Hana's sister is so because she pityes me, but after I consider repeatedly, keper@w@nan is not evidence of pity, but because of love. I believe Brother Hana really likes me for who I am.
" Not appointed Ray, maybe he's meeting again huh?"
Disappointed, though I really want to hear his voice and know his whereabouts at the last minute before I enter the operating room, but yes, that is, if the surgery is successful and I can give a surprise for him it's better.
" No one will tell you that I have surgery later, I will tell you myself."
" Okay, my handsome son, now you have to move rooms first."
" Defend, son, we all always pray for your recovery, may the operation be smooth, and you can be the old Ray again."
Mommy and daddy grabbed both my hands, as if channeling energy for me.
The prayers of parents are very efficacious for a child, they are like lamps as lights of life. Like a candlelight that always faithfully illuminates every corner of the road. And as a spirit that is the motivation to stay strong step forward and face all the trials of life from his children.
" Thank you mom, dad, you've always been there for me, sorry if I've always troubled you all."
Suddenly the atmosphere became sad, reminded of all my attitudes lately which are often down and angry is not clear, because it is still not able to accept the reality.
" There is nothing wrong, son, life does not always run smoothly as you wish, when you fall and fall, there are we your family who will always be with you and always be there for you, whenever it's dear."
The warm embrace mommy back I feel, and the hug always calms my soul, although the embrace of sister Hana is more pleasant to me.
"Ray's spirit, you can be as healthy as ever."
This one woman is also no less important in my life, she is even willing to slightly ignore her husband to take care of me, she is my only sister.
Again and again Hana's brother regained control of my mind before my consciousness began to disappear due to the dope that had been injected into my body.
" Sister Hana, wait for a surprise from me."
" I miss your face so much, your smile and everything about you."
" Wait for me, so I can get you to walk back to see the beauty of this world, just the two of you."
And after that I don't remember anything anymore, my hope this time, I just want to get through the toughest ordeal of my life, and be able to see the smiles of those I love again.
In the course of one's life, there are always various moments that come and go. Every event you meet always gives its own story. Good, bad, surprising, or thrilling experiences can come at any time and come from anywhere.
..."The problem is the test of maturity. There is no reason to blame others, fix yourself and be a mature person."...
..."Those who are happy are those who are able to turn problems into wisdom."...
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