
...Happy Reading's...
With her long legs she walked briskly with little running, for some reason the fear within her was so intense, fearing that if the girl changed her mind and went from her life to choosing another man.
Especially when he reached the room Adelia who turned out the door was open but looks deserted uninhabited, there is no trace of sound that indicates there is Adelia there.
" ADELLIA.. ADELIA.. Where are you?" Ganesh immediately entered and circulated his gaze in every corner of the room, but did not find the trunk of his nose.
" ADELIA... Don't go!" He shouted back, even he immediately opened the closed bathroom door, but nil, there he did not find Adelia.
And that made her fear multiply even more, she couldn't imagine what would happen next if Adelia really ran off tonight.
" Gosh, did he really run away from this show?" Ganesh again ran down the stairs and looked for another room.
But when passing through the large kitchen that was like a cafe, the tail of his eyes caught someone sitting at the dining table with a glass of water su su su in front of him.
" Adelia? is that you?" Ganesh regained his footsteps and began sharpening his two eyeballs.
" Yes, why?" Adelia answered casually, she rubbed slowly the corner of her beer bi afraid that there was still water su su su stuck there, after finishing the self she felt hungry because all day she forgot to eat, she had not eaten, so choose to drink su su only to prop up an empty stomach, want to eat also kasian same makeup maker should fix the makeup later.
" Geez Adelia, I'm so scared!" Even Ganesh immediately crouched down in front of Adelia who instantly reflexed to rewind her chair to slightly move away from Ganesh's body.
" What brother?" Adelia was surprised not to get upset, why she suddenly squat so, is she not afraid of her pants dirty, even though the show has not started yet she thought.
" I'm afraid you're running away." He answered honestly while regulating his breathing which was still hunting as well as fear.
" Evocate where? run away with who tried?" Adelia smiled at him.
" I'm afraid you ran away with that guy." Ganesh lowered his head still in the same position.
" Whose man, which man?" Adelia still did not understand Ganesh's sudden speech, during these four years, only this time she could speak directly to even two people there.
" The man you hugged that day!" Said Ganesh who recalled his regret at the figure of Dimas four years ago.
" That day? what did you mean four years ago?" Adelia tried to look at the face of Ganesh who had not dared to look directly at her face.
" Who else, have you been in contact with anyone since we broke up that day?" Ask Ganesh with a sad face.
" Cih... Is it my sister, who likes to change partners at will and change partners as easily as making instant noodles?" Adelia even gave a satire that again made Ganesh's heart as if it was pierced.
" I'm sorry." That was all Ganesh could say this time.
" Wake up, sit in a chair, get dirty big brother's pants!" Adelia pulled the chair beside her for Ganesh to move from before her, she felt awkward herself seeing Ganesh like that.
" That's it." Ganesh replied in a clear voice.
" Fuuu." Adelia managed to catch her breath slowly.
It seems like it's time I explained about what happened four years ago, because I'll soon be married to her.
" Sit right, brother, let me explain what happened that day." Adelia's voice softened again, she was the type of person who could not bear to see the person who seemed to fall in front of both eyes.
" Just say it, I'll hear it." Slowly he straightened his head, wanting to try staring at the girl's face yet still hesitating, so he only glanced at her a glance, but it has made his heart beat fast because Adelia's face looks very beautiful at close range, let alone full make up even though only flawless, coupled with a modern kebaya dress luxurious in slim body, especially, make the beauty of his face emanate perfectly.
" Just tell me the truth, I won't scold you like that." Ganesh has tried to understand him because his behavior is even more bej*t than just hugging.
" I'm not at all afraid that you're angry, because I didn't make a big mistake." Adelia said casually, if she could be this calm, surely the problem would not be this silent.
" sthat mean?" Ganesh glanced back at Adelia's face at a glance, because he was afraid of being solemn if he stared at the pretty face for too long, let alone the two of them, especially, because the household assistants of Adelia were all busy preparing dishes in the front yard.
" It was at first that Dimas wanted to ask for my help choosing a gift for his mother, who he said was not feeling well and told him to go back to Singapore immediately." Adelia recalled how loving she had been to see Dimas' face that day.
" then?" Ganesh looks carefully at Adelia's story.
" And it turns out, one of his brothers there who actually just wanted to express concern for him, but indirectly even told him that his mother was in a coma in the hospital because of a great accident that hit him." Adelia threw her gaze in any direction.
" Geez Adelia, why didn't you tell me all that?" Gathering his full courage, Ganesh grabs Adelia's two fingers slowly.
" It's no use, when you just came, it was just anger that you showed me, without giving me time to explain." Adelia instantly pulled both of her hands, as if reluctant to be treated sweetly by Ganesh.
" I'm sorry, I got carried away when I saw you hugging, let alone the same Dimas, why should he, why should a man I hate." When unable to hold Adelia's hands, Ganesh chose to hold Adelia's legs tightly, even slightly close to her kekekar.
" Who can choose who he will come with? this brother is funny!" Adelia wanted to take her foot off Ganesh's embrace, but she was afraid that she would accidentally kick him.
" I'm sorry." He repeatedly said sorry words that he never said to the women in his life after Adelia.
" Oh, it's over, take off my feet, legs, don't do this." Adelia felt bad, especially if someone else saw her.
" But why did you agree to it when I said break up? is it that easy for you to end our relationship?" Ganesh still did not pierce the whimper from Adelia, he remained in that position comfortably, even feeling calmer.
" Loh.. sis why, is it so easy to end our relationship without my real explanation?" Adelia turned the question back to him.
" Ckk. You know how I am, repeatedly I forbid you to be close to him, you still go with him, you know not how I feel at that time, destroyed Adelia." Ganesh seemed to complain about the pain he felt.
" Sister thinks my heart is fine?" Adelia won't lose.
" You know how I feel about you, how much I love you?" Ganesh seemed to let out his annoyance back then.
" Ciiih.sok-sokan said love, easily make out with other women, even in public again." Adelia immediately recalled the greatness of Ganesh's lover at that time who was feeling friendly, making his body as if goosebumps disco itself, the pain in his heart was suddenly felt again.
" I'm sorry Adelia, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were there." Ganesh immediately dropped his head on Adelia's lap with both of his hands still tightly hugging Adelia's legs.
He deeply regrets his stupidity for not asking that question before the breakup, his anger has completely shattered his first love and destroyed his teenage moments with his momentary love.
Woah... I'm running out of words to curse her, so if I'm not there, will she do more than that? oh my God, why is my heart so tight when I remember it.
Adelia could only close her eyes, Ganesh's current position made her body look as though she was sculpting, there is a sense of happiness but there is also a heartache that seems greater than it all when remembering the events of that day.
..."Complying with emotions and passions will only be detrimental and regret is a gift that will surely be accepted."...
..."Every regret is an experience and experience will lead us to wisdom."...
..."One of the ways God makes you great is by putting regret in the backmost position."...