Trapped by Love The Dishwasher
Heartspour

Tiara fluttered in place, her eyes still closed as she heard the sound of her phone being thrown by Arzan. Long enough Tiara closed her eyes, there was no sound, Tiara slowly opened her eyes.

"Buck....." Tiara rounded her eyes when she saw Arzan sitting on the floor, his head bowed to the wall he had thrown Tiara's cell phone.

"Mas.." with her hands and feet still shaking from her fear, Tiara approached her husband.

Arzan remained in his position, he did not respond to Tiara's call. The shadow of the past approaches again, when he for the first time enters Nathan's private apartment a friend he already considers like his own brother.

Arzan was shocked to see on the wall of the apartment there were many photos of Mitha, his late wife. Even Nathan kept photos of Mitha since his wife was a teenager until the photo when wearing a wedding dress was there.

The photos that filled the walls of Nathan's private apartment were not even just photos of Mitha alone but also photos of the two of them together, Nathan and Mitha in various moments.

The thing that makes Arzan's heart feel more sick, angry and disappointed is when he found a picture of Nathan and Mitha that looks intimate, and intimate, and he knew that the moment in the photo happened when he was busy with the company after the death of his father.

Since then Arzan and Nathan's relationship was tenuous, with Nathan openly admitting that he loved Mitha even long before Mitha met and knew Arzan. There was guilt in Arzan's heart, because in fact he was the third person among Nathan and Mitha.

Nathan pleads with Arzan to keep Mitha well treated and never reveals what happened between them that day to Mitha. Nathan even begged Arzan to never hurt the woman he loved so much. There was no response from Arzan when Nathan pleaded, he left wordlessly leaving Nathan in his apartment.

And sure enough, although Arzan is furious with Nathan because he still loves the woman who is clearly his wife and Mitha seems to feel the same way, but Arzan returns when he returns home and met Mitha because of the great love she had for that woman. Especially at that time, Mitha gave Arzan a surprise with her pregnancy.

And today, when I found out that Tiara got a delivery of flowers from someone else who turned out she was Kemal, his best friend makes Arzan immediately remembered his past so he unconsciously lost self-control to throw Tiara's phone shortly after reading the message sent by Kemal.

"Thank you for receiving the flowers, special for dear students. Congratulation for your achievements, keep growing and succeeding in the present and the future. Keep shining like always, miss U"

After the phone was smashed to pieces, Arzan gasped and realized that he had made a mistake. The shadow of the past that has always haunted him all this time comes back to know if the woman he loves is again loved by others, and she is his own best friend.

"Mas" Tiara was still trying to brave herself to get close to her husband, she knew at this time that Arzan was not okay. His worries grew even greater when he saw Arzan shed tears that he had tried to hold back.

"Mas is okay, right? ii'm sorry. I don't know who sent the flowers, I'm sorry. Next time it won't happen again" Tiara grabbed Arzan's still clenched hand and rested on the floor, even though his hands were as vibrating as she tried to calm her husband who was not doing well.

Seeing his hands clasped together, Arzan suddenly raised his face. He stared at the shady face of the veiled girl in front of him. It is clearly seen by Arzan if in his eyes there are worries, fears and guilt that combine into one.

"I'm sorry" Arzan suddenly hugged Tiara tightly, he even shed his tears in Tiara's arms. Now Tiara knows that her anger today is an outpouring of past anger that has not been resolved.

"I'm sorry, sorry.." many times the apology was said from Arzan's mouth, the guilt of not being able to control him made him very sorry. Tiara simply nodded her head as she continued rubbing Arzan's back, wishing her husband was calmer.

Tiara let Arzan dissolve in tears that he had always hidden. Today Tiara knew the other side of the man who had been her legal husband. In his heart there are still inner wounds that have not fully healed and are ready to gap when there is a stimulus that makes him respond. It takes a high degree of patience to deal with him so that he can truly come out of the shadow of the wound because of his past and Tiara is determined to help Arzan be free from it all.

"I'm sorry" Arzan's voice sounded increasingly raucous as the words of apology returned.

"I will forgive you, Mas" replied Tiara gently, her hands still continuing to rub the back that occasionally still quivered, thus she wished for her husband to calm down faster.

"I shouldn't have behaved like this in front of you, I should have been able to hold back more, I should have...." Arzan unraveled his embrace, he spoke again still with his voice which then paused because Tiara put an index finger on his lips,

"Sstttt..mas, what happened to you today may be out of your control, and I believe it may be one of God's ways that I can get to know you better" Tiara said ending with a smile on her lips, a smile that seemed to give coolness to Arzan's arid heart.

"I'm sorry baby, I don't want what happened in the past to happen again. Kemal is my best friend and he likes you" explained Arzan finally expressed his fear, he looks very frustrated thinking about it.

Arzan also tells what happened in the past between himself Nathan and his wife Almarhumah to Tiara not to be missed. Until now, Arzan still feels pain if the shadow of his past comes back across. Either it hurts from feeling betrayed or it hurts from guilt.

"I don't want it to happen again, I love you and I don't want to lose anything to you. I want to have you fully born and your mind" Arzan's voice rang out, despairing as if approaching him.

"Mas, I have you tied up with the sacred bond of marriage. He promised God and my parents that many people would make me your life partner through the marriage contract and our marriage is legal in the eyes of religion and law. And I'm determined to be with you"

"A strong marriage rarely has two strong people at the same time, thanks for believing in me and telling stories. If you feel weak right now, allow me to be strong. I will try to find the advantages of each of your shortcomings and find the goodness of each of your bad. I hope that the advantages I have can be the source of your happiness and my shortcomings become the source of your reward, and vice versa. May we live a life of heaven" concluded Tiara, he cupped Arzan's face and kissed a glimpse of his lips,

A sense of warmth instantly slipped across Arzan's chest, haru and happy after hearing the words Tiara spoke now filled his heart.

Arzan pulled Tiara and carried her into his arms, no words spoken only tears that bear witness to how grateful he was to have this woman as his wife.

"I'll never let go of you, until anytime" he murmured inwardly.