Trapped by Love The Dishwasher
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"True the saying goes, sometimes you have to disappear so you know how important it is for him" Tiara murmured softly, from behind the window of the room where Rianti was in charge she saw how pitiful Arzan was.

He seemed to be walking towards Qiana's ward, followed by Arga who was never far from his boss. His appearance is so disheveled not like Arzan who usually. I don't know what that guy did these few days to look so messed up.

"Yourf..." Tiara was throwing her breath rough.

He had just met Qiana secretly. The little girl who will soon be taking classes is currently still lying in the hospital and can not continue school even though the school is in the final year assessment.

The results of the doctor's examination of Qiana's condition were stable enough but still had to be supervised intense so it was decided if the little girl could not be brought home but had been allowed to occasionally do learning activities performed in hospital room.

Tiara gets a call from Ratna's mom if starting today Qiana will follow a year-end assessment conducted remotely with the help of a teacher who is deliberately asked to come to the hospital and the mom asks that Tiara wanted to join her because she was worried about her condition.

Until about lunch Tiara was in Qiana's ward, accompanied her to study, fed her and waited for her to rest until she fell asleep and then Tiara could move.

During the few hours in the room Tiara's heart was really not care because he was worried that Arzan would come suddenly and meet him. Tiara was still not ready to meet her husband.

Tiara asks Ratna's mother not to tell her husband about her arrival to the hospital and she agrees. He supported whatever Tiara's decision, since the beginning Tiara had sacrificed a lot for her children and grandchildren. Mami Ratna did not want to impose her will on Tiara, she also gave up completely the decision that Tiara would take regarding her household with Arzan.

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Arzan arrives at Qiana's inpatient room after having lunch with his client at a restaurant not far from the hospital where Qiana is being treated, he deliberately does so in order to immediately meet the little girl.

For three days Arzan had not visited because of work and sought Tiara. Arga the assistant who is usually always fast motion this time is doubted his ability by Arzan, proved to have been more than ten days no satisfactory information that Arga gave. He descended on his own looking for the whereabouts of Tiara which until recently had gone undetected by him.

Arzan had already met the Tiara family, he had also visited his father-in-law. Pilgrim became a pretext for his arrival, of course, welcomed by the Tiara family who also said that Tiara had not come for a long time because he was busy on campus. From there Arzan concluded that the Tiara family did not know about what happened in the household.

Again guilt and regret enveloped Arzan's heart. At a relatively young age Tiara is quite mature in dealing with household problems. Arzan's memory retreated to the past, when he was new to Tiara and knew his background and circumstances at the time. What a tough woman. Regrets were growing, he was late to realize how special his wife was.

Arzan looked at her. There was no one in the room where Qiana was being treated, other than that little girl who was sleeping so soundly.

Arzan looked at Qiana's calm face, his feelings warmed as he recalled how precious the little girl was. He loved her very much, to hell with the truth if it turned out that he was not his real father. He realized the affection he had for Qiana was far greater than his disappointment.

"Where is everyone?" he muttered softly, he turned his head as the bathroom door opened. Mami looks out of there with a smile on her lips.

"Have you come? Thankfully, since Qiana asked you, your cell phone mami is not active. Arga says it turns out you're meeting" Mami Ratna explains Qiana's situation to the son who always asks her.

"Yes Mi, I have an important meeting" Arzan replied without turning his head, his gaze returning to focus on Qiana who looked calm in her sleep.

"Eumh.mommy..." Qiana muttered and called out to mommy with her eyes still closed,

"Darling, are you awake? this is daddy Nak" Arzan stood up from his seat, it had been almost an hour he was there waiting for Qiana. Arzan chooses to be in the hospital to look after his daughter, while the office business is left to Arga.

Daddy, where's mommy?" qiana asked in a typical hoarse voice waking up with her eyes not yet fully opened. She whined for the existence of the mommy who knew who Qiana meant. Arzan did not want any misunderstanding between Mitha or Tiara.

Recalling Mitha's name instantly made her heart throb. The shadow of betrayal came back to him. But he tried to hold himself back in front of his daughter. Guilt was no less raining down on his heart when he remembered how he treated Tiara. A woman who knows nothing of her past, yet is full of sincerity loves and loves herself and her daughter but still she is in doubt.

"Mommy Tiara Dad, Mommy I'm mommy Tiara. I don't want another mommy." screamed Qiana in a voice that was like crying,

"Eeh..honey, quiet darling. Mommy Tiara's...." Arzan stopped his words because he was confused about what to answer.

"I want to be with mommy Tiara again Dad.." said Qiana sulked,

"But baby daddy hasn't found mommy Tiara yet, Daddy promises to find her soon and bring her here. We go home together yes" Arzan hugged his daughter's tiny body, she spoke with a bated cry. Gently rubbing the princess' head lovingly.

Qiana who looked still sleepy slowly fell back asleep after getting a gentle swipe from her daddy, it seemed like she was delirious earlier.

Arzan breathed a sigh of relief to see the princess sleeping again. She was determined to forget the past that had been holding her back, including the reality that hurt her so much about Qiana who was not her daughter. He will try to accept this state as a destiny that God has well designed for him.

Finding Tiara and apologizing to her that was the plan. Arzan wants to return to a quiet and happy life with his small family. He was truly sorry to have been foolish all this time, too blinded by the memories of the past that had been over and turned out to bear bitter fruit.

Tiara's departure from her side made her realize how important the woman's presence was in her life. Arzan was very sorry to have wasted it.

"Where are you? forgive me and go home. I love you and need you so much in my life" Arzan said softly, he rubbed the corner of the eye that suddenly heated up and got wet.

Unbeknownst to Arzan, Tiara eavesdropped on what her husband said. The immaculate outpatient room door after Ratna's mother's departure made Tiara clearly hear the father and son's chat.

Tiara returned to the room because she got a call from Ratna's mother if she left Qiana because she had an interest. Tiara had forgotten that she had seen Arzan visiting Qiana. It turned out that her affection and care for the little girl overcame her intentions of still wanting to shy away from Arzan.

"If I choose to surrender, believe me I was once desperately to endure but was defeated by circumstances, Mas" Inner Tiara.

She's worried. Tiara is silent between two options. Surrender then leave, or hold on and think how strong she can stand.