
Arzan felt his world instantly collapse. The thing he never imagined was now completely real. Tiara chose to give up, her mind glaring at everything she had ever done to a sincerely self-loving woman and her daughter was left with deep wounds.
"My task is done, I'm sorry" Tiara took a few steps back, then turned around preparing to head for the exit of the room.
Instantly Arzan realizes that Tiara has moved away from him. It was fortunate that his consciousness immediately returned, he swiftly chased after Tiara who was already holding the door handle.
Grepppp.....
Arzan hugged Tiara again from behind, holding back that the woman he had been looking for for these few days would no longer leave. No matter what he had heard earlier from Tiara, Arzan would keep his wife and would not let her go back.
"I won't let you go, please give me a chance. I love you so much, I need you so much. I admit I was too stupid to be shackled by the past. I was so blinded by the love that it stabbed me and I realized you were a victim of my selfishness. I'm sorry, forgive this stupid man. Please give me a chance"
Arzan spoke at length, Tiara could feel the body that was hugging her trembling with tears. There were no words spoken from Tiara's lips, she was still digesting everything the husband said.
"I beg you, don't leave me" Arzan tightened his arms, with tears flowing he still hugged Tiara.
"Mas, all this time I've been trying as hard as I can, trying to understand you as much as possible, not even rarely I become someone who is not me to compensate you. But it turns out that there are limits, I'm tired if I have to fight alone" Tiara finally voiced out, out of nowhere at this time she really let out all the grunts of her heart.
"I'm sorry dear, sorry.." said Arzan softly in an indistinct voice as he continued to slip his face in the nape of Tiara.
"After my departure, I'm sure it won't be difficult for you to find a more suitable woman to be your companion. More able to compensate you and certainly love and love you" said Tiara again in a choked voice, something as if strangling his throat when saying it all.
"No..." Arzan immediately raised his face, he turned Tiara's body to face him.
"I don't want anything else, I want you. I'm sure you're the best for me. I'm sorry if I'm late to realize it, but please give me a chance once more" Arzan knelt before Tiara, with tears soaking his cheeks he looked at Tiara with a pleading gaze.
"Don't be like this" Tiara felt bad to see Arzan kneeling before her. He was shocked by what he saw at this time, where Arzan who always appeared dashing, confident and charismatic. From the very beginning of Tiara's meeting with Arzan, he had always been able to make the people who faced him disinclined.
"I beg you dear, please give me a chance" Arzan ignored the words of Tiara who asked him to stand up, he just kept begging to be given a chance.
"Mas, stand up" Tiara again grabbed Arzan's field shoulder, asking him to stand up.
"No, I won't stand until you give me a chance. You say I'm selfish. I accept if you want to treat me back like I used to treat you, I don't care. As long as you are beside me I am happy" Tiara stared fixedly at the eyes that kept looking at her accompanied by words filled with despair. Tiara could feel the solemnity of Arzan's current words.
"Mas.me"
"Please dear.Give the mas a chance, for the sake of our child. Whatever I'm going to do for you and our son" Arzan cut Tiara's words, he's not tired of constantly begging for a second chance to get back with his wife.
"Buck....."
Ting.....
Notification of incoming messages from Tiara's phone paused their conversation. Tiara let it go, but then her phone vibrated a sign there was an incoming call for her. Arzan also relented, still in his position he took off one hand Tiara held while the other he never let go.
"I'm allowed to accept Mas's call" although they haven't found an agreement, but Tiara still upholds ethics. He asked permission to answer the incoming call on his phone.
"Thank God" replied Arzan without taking his eyes off Tiara, as if he was afraid that Tiara would suddenly disappear from his sight.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Prof" Tiara said after the call was connected.
Degs.... Arzan looked up at once, the call felt familiar to Arzan's ears. He further sharpened his sight and hearing.
Arzan further sharpened his hearing, his facial expression immediately changed. Jealousy instantly ambushed his heart, he knew who was calling his wife.
"Sorry Prof from earlier I do not hold HP, can I help Prof?" tiara asked politely, sounding ordinary to anyone who heard it but not to Arzan. He did not want his wife's soft voice to be heard by a man who was his friend and former rival.
"I've sent you some files about the scholarship information you requested, and if you'd like me to propose it would be very suitable for you to take a scholarship in the UK" obviously the caller who was none other than professor Kemal.
A few days ago Tiara came to the campus to complete everything related to her graduation. Inadvertently Tiara and her friends meet with professor Kemal. They also chatted their various plans after graduating from college, in addition to working on continuing education became the choice of some people among them. Including Tiara who is interested in asking for scholarships.
"Thank you for the information, Prof. I'll examine her first" Tiara answered truthfully, glancing at her increasingly sharp husband looking at her with a curious look.
"Okay, I'll wait as soon as possible. Once again I hope you choose England, there is my family's villa you can stay there later" professor Kemal again blatantly showed his concern.
Obviously all of Professor Kemal's words were heard by Arzan and sparked tremendous anger. But Arzan seemed to be holding back at the moment.
"Thank you for the information, Prof, then I'll hang up. Assalamu'alaikum" Tiasa concluded ending his phone call with professor Kemal. He put the phone with his hand in the bag.
"Mas please wake up" Tiara again asked Arzan to stand up.
"What does that mean?" Arzan asked back he ignored Tiara's request to stand up.
Tiara breathed in Arzan's question with a piercing look.
"Professor Kemal, he gave me S2 scholarship information abroad" explained Tiara briefly, he was sure Arzan understood his point.
"We're going to study abroad?" ask Arzan quickly, please,
"Well" Tiara answered honestly, though,
"You don't have to find a scholarship for that baby, I can still afford you. I will support you and will go with you wherever you go" Arzan's voice weakened, disassociation was evident there but Arzan seemed to be trying to take Tiara's heart.
"After we've taken a break....."
"No" Arzan stood up, he silenced Tiara's mouth, who was about to say the word part with his lips,
Degs.....
Tiara froze, Arzan's sudden attack making himself a throb.
"Mas, loose" Tiara rebelled, but her strength was outdone by her husband's strength. Eventually he stopped and let Arzan do what he wanted.
Feeling no more resistance from Tiara resuscitated Arzan if the action was outrageous. He immediately took his face away from Tiara's face and looked at his wife with regret Arzan was afraid that what he had done just made Tiara even more willing to part with him.
"I'm sorry.." the word came back from Arzan's lips, he looked down avoiding the gaze of Tiara who was looking at him with a difficult look to understand.
Suddenly.....
Hoek....Tiara closed her mouth with one hand, nausea immediately attacked her and she immediately ran towards the bathroom in the room.
"Honey.." called Arzan who was shocked and worried to see his wife who suddenly looked pale.