Trapped by Love The Dishwasher
Contrition

"When are you going to lock yourself up like this? isn't the DNA test result clear that the child Tiara conceived is your child?" Arga had run out of patience to face Arzan, the DNA test results he carried just continued to be stared at by the man, no matter what he thought.

"Bro, Mitha is the past she's gone. No matter how wrong it is and how angry you are, it will not make everything back to the way you want. I'm just suggesting that you focus more on the future, and your future is Tiara. Do not let you experience more fatal regret after you ignore your child and wife" Arga's tone changed more relaxed, he spoke as a friend, he said,

"If you think your problem will be solved this way, you are wrong. Precisely this will cause new problems, It is not difficult for Tiara to find her happiness. There are still many people out there who crave Tiara, including me. If you want to take Tiara off, I'm permission to make her happy" Arga said seriously making Arzan look up and look at his friend and assistant,

"Fuck you, don't fuck!' amuk Arzan, he did not accept that Arga would approach Tiara.

"Hahaha.." Arga's laughter broke, he managed to provoke, making the iceberg melt.

"Astaghfirullah.." said Arzan while rubbing his face with both hands. He realized that he had gone too far. Tiara is his wife now, he once promised in his heart to never leave the girl.

"Gue wants to go home" Arzan got up from his seat, he grabbed his coat and car keys. Regardless of Arga, Arzan breezed out of his room. Arga only shook his head to see the behavior of his boss that thin smile on his lips.

Arzan drives his car at a moderate pace, a lot of things he thought about during the week. He realized that if what had happened could not change, the past was a thing that had passed and would never come back.

His great love for his wife was not enough to maintain Mitha's love and loyalty just for her. And everything happened, Mitha was gone. Arzan should be able to accept this as the best fate for him.

The presence of Qiana who was originally a solace due to losing Mitha in fact is now something that stifles the chest. Qiana was proof of Mitha's betrayal, but even Arzan could do nothing but accept. Qiana was innocent, she was just a new life that God had presented in her life. Regardless of how it works. Arzan was aware that Qiana did not deserve his anger.

Tiara, the woman present in Arzan's life, fills his lonely days. Makes her feel the thrill of love that has never been present in her heart for a long time. From the beginning he always dodged that feeling but somehow at the same time always felt unwilling if there were other men who approached him.

Now that he has it, Arzan binds Tiara with the sacred bond of marriage. He even felt something different when he was with Tiara, something he had never felt when he was with Mitha. Calmness and comfort are also the satisfaction of the mind.

"Arrrgghhhhhh" Arzan hit the wheel, every time Tiara's shadow flashed through his mind, he felt like a fool. How could he ask a woman who from the beginning had already known all her background she doubted.

Though Arzan remembered very well, Tiara was so nervous and inexperienced the first time they did the unification. That means he was the first man to touch her. There is pride in the heart when it comes to knowing that he was the first man. Arzan even felt the opium afterwards, wanting again and again to reap the pleasure with his new wife, a different pleasure that he never felt when with Mitha.

Then why stupidly now he asked the woman to do a DNA test, how can he doubt the pregnancy of his own wife, even though Arzan also knows very well how all this time Tiara took care of him. Even only he knew very well every curve of his wife's body that was always able to make her desire peak.

"Arrghhh...fool...fool..." Arzan kept cursing himself, he was really sorry and felt really stupid. Because of the disappointment in the past he forgot the present that will have an impact on his future.

"Tiara, I'm sorry, baby. I am a stupid husband. Wait for me, I'll come, baby" he murmured, increasing the speed of his car. Right now her goal was their home, to meet Tiara, she would beg Tiara to forgive her at all costs.

Less than thirty minutes of Arzan's luxury car was parked in his yard. He went straight out hunting the main door, in his shadow Tiara was definitely waiting for him.

"Assalamu'alaikum dear." said Arzan as he entered the door of the main house that he opened with the key he carried himself,

"Honey, I'm home...." Arzan called again when his greeting was unrequited.

"Honey....Tiara dear, Mas came home.." The kitchen became Arzan's first destination, the most comfortable place his wife lingered was there. But nil, the kitchen looks clean there is no trace of his wife there.

Turning on their room on the second floor, Arzan half ran up the stairs. He opened the door of the room they used to occupy violently because they could not wait to meet the wife.

"Honey, Mas came home." said Arzan when the door opened, he was stunned staring at the room that looked neat.

Arzan circulated the view, every corner could not be separated from his monitor. Arzan feels there is something different from his room, something it feels has gone but what it is, he has not been able to find what is lacking from his room.

Degs.....

"Tiara.." Suddenly Arzan remembered Tiara's words when he told him to do a DNA test.

"I'll do it, but never look for me after"

Tiara's words with tears immediately ringing in her ears. Arzan's thoughts were glaring. Maybe if his wife was really gone.

Arzan opened the wardrobe that Tiara used to store all her clothes. Complete, nothing is missing. All of those clothes were the clothes his mother and himself had bought for Tiara. Arzan also remembered the items and clothes that Tiara brought from the grandmother's house Imah, he opened the other closet where usually Tiara keep his personal objects there. Sure enough, everything's clean. None of Tiara's personal belongings.

"Arrrghhh...." Arzan became frustrated himself, the closet door was targeted by his fist, the tears were already unbearable anymore, he was truly sorry for making Tiara leave.

"Where are you, baby?" Arzan could still think, he reached into a cell phone from his suit pocket. Looking for Tiara's contact number that he kept with the name Pearl, he also grimaced himself reading the name of the contact he made. There are no specials at all.

"I'm sorry dear" muttered Arzan on the sidelines waiting for his phone line to connect.

"Huh...." Arzan stopped his speech when his phone connection turned out to be connected to the operator.

"Ckk..gak active" Arzan tried again to contact Tiara.

"Argggh.." His emotions re-ignited, he was annoyed with himself. Several times Tiara's number was not connected.

"Hah.grandmother Imah, now she must be at the home of grandmother imah"

Without waiting any longer, Arzan immediately snatched his car keys from the top of the nightstand in his room. Entering the car and driving it at medium speed towards the home of my grandmother.

"I'm sorry, Grandma, I haven't been there for a long time" Arzan started his conversation with Grandma Imah after first greeting and asking the middle-aged woman's greeting.

"It's okay, grandma understands Nak Arzan must be busy. How's Tiara doing?" Arzan whose goal came there was to find the whereabouts of his wife was actually made surprised by the question of grandmother Imah. He concluded that Tiara was not there.

"Ti's...Tiara is good grandma, she nitip greetings for grandma" lied Arzan, he covered the real situation because he did not want to make grandmother Imah also restless.

"Alright grandma, then I say goodbye. Insha Allah will visit again here, grandma healthy yes" there is nothing to talk about anymore Arzan was saying goodbye, not to forget he slipped an amplof of money for grandmother Imah who had prepared it before coming there.

Time has shown almost noon, but Arzan has not yet got certainty about the existence of Tiara. He drove forward his car, thinking of the possible places Tiara would visit.

"Campus" as if getting a brilliant idea, Arzan's eyes immediately sparkled considering if the possibility of Tiara was on the campus. The car drove towards the Tiara campus.

Niente.....Arzan did not find Tiara, he searched all corners of the campus allowing Tiara to be there but remained nil. Tiara did not exist, not even her friends who had apprenticed with Tiara in her company existed. Arzan even became the attention of the students. His charm never fade even though his current appearance looks messy.

"Loof...." Arzan threw his breath rough after dropping his ass behind the wheel. His head he dropped on the steering wheel, his mind was uncertain thinking about how the fate of the wife and child who are still in the womb of his wife. He was afraid, afraid that anything would happen to his wife and children. If anything happens to both of them, Arzan will absolutely not forgive himself.

A lot of people lost because it was too late to appreciate, that's what Arzan feels now.

"I promised never to leave, but I still left because of the disappointment I felt more at that time. I'm sorry Tiara ..."