VARSHA
Section 52

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Echoes of birds chirping become escorts to welcome his broken morning. It turned out that it was not the bright sun he had obtained, but rather a cloudy lay clot covering the blue sky. The expanse of white objects up there is a determinant of pain.

Ever since Park Jim-in opened his eyes, only a void has welcomed him. Last night he fell asleep on the couch in the living room. The servants came one by one staring in wonder at his Young Master. Whispers by whispers begin to buzz disturbing hearing.

Jim-in looks over and finds them looking at him. Seeing the gaze of the hawk like prey on his prey, the servants dispersed themselves. Only one loyal one still stood there. Sang Oh's. The middle-aged man walked over.

"Young Master?" dismayingly.

Jim-in looks only at the senior servant without any intention of returning his greeting. "Why do you sleep here?" he continued, making the Young Master immediately move from lying down.

His jet-black unraveling head lowered deeply for a moment. He looked up again, returning his gaze again.

"Why sir?" Sang Oh still asked him questions.

He kept his mouth shut until after 5 minutes, "i had a fight with Rania." His sister.

Sang Oh frowned. Not expecting to hear the confession of the master. Jim-in who looks so in love with his wife is unlikely to fight until it makes him almost desperate, right? Her thought. However, it seemed like the words that came out from Young Master were true.

"Why can you argue with a lady?" Jim-in is silent. He thought he shouldn't tell other people about household problems. Although Sang Oh was already considered as his own family.

Understanding the silent meaning of the Master, Sang Oh also developed a smile. "I know it's hard for you to say it. But, I think the lady must have understood the quarrel that occurred. Love is not that easy to forget. Especially if there is already a word of affection in it, it is impossible to split up just like that. A relationship if there is love and affection in it can definitely survive. Especially in a marriage relationship that is bound in a promise to God. And also now there is a baby who is being conceived miss. The relationship must not be easily separated." His words gave strength. Jim-in also remembered about his words last night. Can Rania forget it. The unsubstantiated accusation coming out of his lips had incised a deep wound.

However, a glimmer of hope seemed to be sticking out to the surface. The originally flat face was back. Jim-in sees the firmness in my eyes. A smile fluttered in his dry lips. He also nodded in agreement to the words of the Oh.

He then moved from his seat to say thank you and left in front of the servant. Sang Oh stared at the passing of his Young Master hoping for some kindness to come with him.

"But what if things are not as they say? Can you hold on?" he felt a feeling of foreboding. "Just pray that it will be best for you and your lady." Then he walked out of that room.

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One by one, the stairs slowly climbed. Carrying hopes as big as mountains and as deep as the ocean, Jim-in convinces himself to apologize to Rania. The curved crescent moon never faded on his handsome face.

Not long after, he arrived upstairs. Both of his feet stepped towards the room he had spent with his wife. The soft brown teak wood was right in front of him. Her daughter's hand stretched out grasping the door's handle.

Cklek!!

"Ro." Call him and walk in.

His feet carry wherever his heart wants. The dressing room until the bathroom did not escape the search. Jim-in was back out running around to all corners of the house hoping there was one room that had the wife inside.

But hope is only hope. Where he went the figure of Rania was nowhere. Jim-in decides to go back to his room and immediately snatches the wardrobe.

Blank. There was not a single piece of Rania's clothing. Even his suitcase and jingjing bag disappeared. Instantly his mind was in a frenzy, the unpleasant feeling of greeting him was strong. His eyeballs rolled in search of one clue left behind.

Until his gaze came upon the bedside bed. There lay a folded piece of paper. With a dull feeling he stepped slowly closer to the bed. His hand reached out to the inanimate object.

He opened his folds and saw a row of hangel writing. He knew the letter contained the last words of his wife.

'Assalamu'alaikum priest. I'm sorry if as long as I'm a wife, I can't do my best. I realized after what happened our degrees were not the same. Like water and oil, the two cannot unite even if we stir them strongly. Sorry I can't be Sholehah's wife to you. There are too many tears at this wedding. I hope Oppa can get a better replacement for me. Sorry, I went to calm down. If God wants us to be together maybe next time, we will meet again. If not, I will continue to pray for the best. Thank you for giving me such wonderful memories. Mianhae......'

Rania Varsha Hafizha's.

Crushed. Instantly his heart was broken into pieces. Tears poured down the cheeks. Both of his legs gave up on not being able to withstand his own weight. Jim-in falls back feeling the coldness of the room floor.

Is this what it was like when Rania heard her words last night? The shadow comes in memory. Jim-in squeezes the paper strongly with a feeling of anger. He did not expect Rania to leave him alone. The love and affection connected in a marriage is defeated by a storm of mistrust.

Jim-in has made a mistake that hurt him too deeply. Disappointment is one of the reasons for the departure of the wife.

"RANIAAAAA.." her screams echoed in the room.

All the servants were surprised to hear that while glancing at each other.

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While in different places, varsha still inhabits netra netra netakanya. The clear liquid continued to slide without being prevented. Silence accompanied his determination to leave leaving behind a wound. Perhaps his treatment could be forgiven, but the word that did not acknowledge his own fleshly blood to where did the apology go? Rania couldn't handle it.

He decided to leave with pain. The wounds given by the husband were too deep and too severe. Makes her too broken and removes the smile on her pretty face.

"I hope that after this there will be no more varsha bitterness in life. May God not make my decision wrong. Going was the only option I could make now. Honey, mamah promise to raise and make you happy. Forgive me for not admitting you. Don't be sad there's still mom next to you. Mama loves you very much and loves you with all your soul, body." Monologue in silence. His hands did not stop stroking his belly.

He decided to go try to eliminate and forget the pain he received there. With the rain last night Rania has established herself leaving the husband she once loved.

اِنَّكَ كُنْتَ بِنَا بَصِيْرًا

"Truly, You are All Seeing (states) us." (Q.S Taha verse 35)

He also believed God never left him alone.

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