
After enjoying dinner together, Rania pulled herself aside in the living room.
He continued to carry Jauhar who was now sleeping comfortably.
In silence, Rania looked at the innocent face of the baby. The feeling was so tempestuous when he remembered that this three-year-old was his youngest son.
Her heart rippled warmly upon hearing the child call her mother.
He who conceived it for nine months, gave birth to it by putting on life, and weaned it nine years, but the heartwarming memory is like an illusion in a dream alone.
The memory of those thrilling days was never in his memory now.
Like an endless imagination, the desire to build a family with the young master is only a false hope, but in reality he has got it.
"It's very handsome, the combination of Rania and young master Park Jim-in is not kidding" said the friend who walked over and sat in front.
Rania looked up to find Zahra developing a sweet smile.
"really? Does her face really look like me and the young master?" tanya Rania wanted to make sure.
"Of course, even Akila is more like you Rania" Zahra said.
Rania was silent for a moment thinking about Zahra's words. He also remembered a DNA letter explaining that the two children were his true children with Jim-in.
"Yes right they are my heart," he said again rubbing the top of Jauhar's head.
"You don't worry, Rania. Even though now you don't remember about them, even your marriage, but rest assured that the young master's feelings never change."
"I can see if he loves you so much. I do not know what has happened to your past, but you must know that the future is not that scary and can change. Is not God planning everything? Including your current state," Zahra said making Rania nod her head.
He realized that he was currently in the memory of the past. He forgets the kindness that has been missed with Park Jim-in.
"Yes you are right, maybe this is how God rebukes us to continue to be grateful in any situation." Rania stopped her words for a while and resumed.
His clear chocolate sliced bead looked straight ahead. Where there is a fireplace that they often use when winter arrives.
"In my memory the young master was extremely arrogant, he behaved as he pleased and never thought about the feelings of others. He is very selfish no matter what others hurt or not."
"Treasoning happens to give non-stop solace, varsha continuously flows giving dark clouds settled in the eyes. I-"
"But after harsha comes, doesn't it?" Zahra cut her words quickly.
Rania turned her head back to ask Zahra, as if saying how do you know?
Noticing that gaze the woman before him also chuckled softly.
"I've experienced it too, Rania. Varsha, it means rain, right? I admire that word as a picture of my life. Varsha delivered a rain of tears that never ended."
"But behind it all God presents harsha as a form of patience" raved Zahra who made Rania fixated.
"What-" Rania was powerless to continue her words as she looked at the tears on Zahra's pretty face.
"It turns out I'm not that strong, Rania." He also cried remembering the past full of twists.
Rania got up and approached the friend rubbing her back many times.
"Even though we've just met, but I'm sure whatever happens you can get through it" Rania said bracing and embracing it warmly.
Zahra nodded while returning her embrace.
On a second-floor balcony, Jim-in and Seok-jin were talking together.
A wind was blowing with both of them. The air is cold enough to pierce the skin soaking up a dull feeling.
"How's Rania doing after the operation?" seok Jin asked to make sure.
Seok Jin nodded while giving thanks.
Silence was again welcomed, only the sound of the wind rubbing against each other with the leaves as a backsound.
The two men who were adrift at the age of four were still busy with their own thoughts.
The question that came out of the doctor's mouth was shocking.
"What do you think the personality of a person who hides his sadness in silence looks like?" tanyanya.
Jim-in is fixated, this is the first time Seok Jin has asked such a question.
However, a second later both corners of his lips curved up perfectly.
"Is Hyung talking about a woman?" jim-in's back question that instantly makes Seok Jin widen.
"What are you asking?"
The man laughed softly then squeezed the strong barrier iron.
"I'm happy if it's about a woman. Because all this time I never knew Hyung liked someone. Is it time I get a nephew?" racau Jim-in with her shallow thoughts.
Seok Jin patted his sister slowly on the shoulder.
"Jawab only my question earlier," he said withholding embarrassment.
Jim-in again chuckles softly then follows the gaze of the handsome doctor next to him.
"I think that person must be very strong, meaning that he managed to hide his true feelings... such a person desperately needed someone beside him, as strong as it was. Hyung understands what I mean?" ask Jim-in afterwards.
Seok Jin pensively glimpsed then gave a brief nod.
"You're right, no matter how much someone holds true feelings, it still takes someone else's shoulders to share their joys and sorrows" he continued, Jim-in asserted.
"So, the person Hyung was referring to was-" Jim-in deliberately paused his words while looking to the side.
Seok Jin who realized that even returned his gaze by frowning.
"Zahra, right?" continued the businessman while smiling meaningfully.
Seok Jin widened his gaze again with a beat-up heart.
He immediately avoided him trying to neutralize the strange swirling within.
"There is nothing wrong with falling in love, Hyung, but we must respond well, lest that feeling overpower us. Because feelings can be a test that God gives, whether we love Him more or His creation." Jim-in is again rummaging to make Seok Jin pensive.
He never expected to get a feeling that had been buried for so long.
For years he did not get that feeling. Last time, it happened giving unpleasant memories.
The woman he desperately fought for betrayed him. He left with another man without thinking about Kim Seok Jin's feelings.
Until the handsome doctor closes his heart to every woman who gives him more taste.
However, after so many years passed there were also women who attracted attention.
The woman was far from the shadow that managed to make her gobsmacked.
"Have I really fallen for him? Since when?" his mind restlessly looked towards the night sky which was still reluctant to bring out its beauty.
Jim-in who had been watching him was just commenting on a sweet smile.