
Jim-in is pensive on the balcony alone. The night welcomed, the increasingly cold air greeted his whereabouts there.
Occasionally the wind present swept across his white face ushering in a thin pink hue radiating around the cheeks. Accompanied by canned drinks, he enjoyed the view presented in plain sight.
He sighed so heavily, for some reason lately a lot of unexpected events haunt themselves.
Whether there is anything and somehow God's scenario goes, everything is like magic comes in the blink of an eye.
Rania was different, he thought. The stomach in the chest is increasingly open when the change for change is increasingly peaking.
Up to the point now, Rania was like a different person. Her gentle and sweet demeanor simply disappeared for no apparent reason.
That certainly makes Jim-in even more careless. Moreover, the changes that occur in Rania come spontaneously.
He did not know why his wife had changed like a different person. However, it dealt a crushing blow to him.
"What really happened, God? Why did Rania turn out like this? Did I make a mistake? Ani. I didn't do anything wrong."
"The mistake I've made" his voice grew quieter and slower thinking about what he had been doing all along.
Until his memory spins in the past. He was silent looking straight down watching the plants thrive in the yard.
"The mistake I made to Rania was only at that time. I'm wasting her life and assuming she's just a nurse."
He continued to chatter and then turned to lean on the iron barrier. "But it's been years. What exactly did Rania do? Where did he go?" he continued walking off the balcony.
Along with that Rania had just arrived from the funeral. His face was a little pale, both eyes were swollen, his nose reddened clearly if he had finished crying.
He stood right behind the entrance watching the surroundings. A lot has changed, he thought.
"Either how many years have passed everything changed, even the sofa in the living room was replaced. What have I been living? Why would I waste my life just for that arrogant guy?"
"Astaghfirullah don't be like that Rania, however he is your husband," he grinned softly and his head in hijab shook his head several times.
Just as he was about to step up, his gaze clashed with the husband who was standing on one of the steps.
Both are at one point. No one drew a view from each other.
Jim-in relents, descending the stairs just a few steps away. Until he stopped right in front of the idol.
"Darling, I know I was wrong to yell at you. I'm sorry, really sorry. Will you forgive me?" the door was accompanied by a sweet smile.
Hearing those words Rania's wide forehead shriveled deeply.
"Darling? Since when did Young Master call me that? Is the sun rising from the west?" ask Rania.
Now it's Jim-in's turn to link his eyebrows together, he is astonished to receive a question back from his life partner.
"Dear, are you kidding me? Why are you talking to me formally again? We have accepted each other, Akila and Jauhar are proof that we already love each other. They're our kids, honey." Jim-in keeps trying to convince Rania.
Again and again his wife could only frown. She still did not understand what her husband was saying.
"Kids? When did we love each other and have children? As far as I can remember... Young Master never thought of me as a wife, but-" Rania's words hanging instantly made Jim-in's heart beat unkempt.
His chest was up and down looking at not a hint of joking or playful eyes there, but seriousness.
"Young Master thinks of me as a nurse no more. Don't joke, are they your children with Miss Yuuna?"
"Ra-Rania what did you just say? My kids and Yuuna? Astaghfirullah, it's all over, honey. They're our children, your sons, honey!" jim-in is convincing.
"Mwo? My sons? How can I have a child? While Young Master touched me never? You don't joke, don't ever give me false hope that ends up hurting me."
"I don't need that and I don't need that. It's been enough sir to play tricks on me all this time, never even telling me where my mama's grave is. At once you never allowed me to see him in his last time."
After saying those long words, Rania stepped foot carrying a million worries in Jim-in.
The businessman also gasped and did not expect to get a change Rania for the umpteenth time.
The growing emotions made him clench both hands while closing his eyes firmly.
"Just stop joking Rania. I DON'T CARE YOU DON'T CONSIDER ME, BUT THEY ARE REALLY YOUR SON, YOUR FLESH BLOOD. YOU GAVE BIRTH TO HIM YOURSELF!" Jim-in's black ride actually raised his voice by a few octaves and re-opened his eyes.
He saw Rania turn around giving a serious look while grinning sharply.
"Then, this is a new game you're doing again? So do I have to get varsha for the umpteenth time?" Rania grunts violently and leaves without hearing anything from her husband.
Jim-in pegs, his tongue muddy witness for himself the change of Rania. He rubbed his pushy face harboring a perverted feeling.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim, what really happened O Allah? Why did Rania suddenly change? Why is he talking about the past again?" babbling worried.
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The next day, Jim-in goes straight to the hospital. Early in the morning he broke down the door of the study room of one of the doctors there.
The occupant who had just finished his night shift duties was shocked to see the arrival of the young master. He sat down again, clutching his fingers at the table.
"So, what's up this time? Is your household business not okay? Oh my God, who am I seeing now? Where did yesterday's Jim-in flaunt the harmony of his marriage in front of his handsome brother?" babble Seok Jin tried to melt the atmosphere when he saw the aura of the man before him so dark.
"Stop joking Hyung!" his wrath was while sitting on the chair right in front of Seok Jin.
"Okay, I'm not kidding. So then?" ask again.
"Rania Hyung." Jim-in whines like a child losing a mother.
Seok Jin linked his two firm eyebrows, amazed to witness the businessman's significant change.
He tried to hold back the laughter so as not to worsen the existing condition. He knows that Jim-in is currently having problems in his household with Rania.
"Rania...Rania, Ra-"
"Iya Hyung listen to Rania. She's your wife, and then what's the matter?" seok Jin asked his words impatiently.
"Rania is like Hyung's different person" he said.
"You mean?"
"Rania is like her in the past." The final tells all the events that happened to his wife.
Seok Jin who heard that was no longer surprised. He knows sooner or later Jim-in must have met him to complain about Rania's condition.
"It looks like Varsha is haunting you. Those tears are now turning to you, Jim," replied Seok Jin, causing the man to turn his eyes perfectly when he realized one thing, which is that varsha is currently dancing in his life.
He believes that it is the fruit of the mistakes he has made.