VARSHA

VARSHA
SEASON 2 PART 33


A cold chill swept across the white faces of two people sitting a little far apart on the roof bench.


Occasionally the wind blows a flutter in the chest. No one knows how God wrote the best scenario for His servant.


Sometimes his arrival presents endless wounds and pain. However, after that it must bring good as faith in the Owner of Life.


That is how God's destiny works. Sometimes God tests every servant for happiness, but sometimes people often complain and think that they are not able to take it.


However, Allah does not burden the servant beyond his means.


"God does not burden a person except according to his ability. He gets (merit) from (virtue) he does and he gets (torture) from (evil) he does." (Q.L. Al-Baqarah: 286)


Under the slightly gray sky, Zahra and Seok Jin had been standing there for ten minutes.


Both of them are silent to let the mind wander. Seok Jin was reluctant to start the conversation giving Zahra a chance to reflect on what had just happened.


After his meeting in the cafeteria a while ago, Seok Jin took the initiative to invite Zahra to pull over for a moment there, looking for fresh air.


Amidst the chaos of wrapping herself up again, Zahra felt bad if she continued to let Seok Jin like that. He also started a conversation.


"I'm sorry to have made such a fuss over and over again in the hospital" he said regretfully.


Seok Jin was silent for a while then curled both corners of his lips perfectly.


"Em, it's okay. I'm also sorry to have seen and heard what happened so many times" I felt bad to know in silence.


The statement made Zahra look in disbelief.


His forehead shriveled deeply as if saying what did he mean?


Seok Jin who realized that turned his head briefly and gave a warm smile.


"I saw and heard everything. Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop or want to know what happened to you, but-" Seok Jin stopped his words again looking at Zahra.


"Seeing you cry like that"


"It's a shame, sorry I didn't mean to show it. it's just" Zahra said.


"This. seeing you like that makes me feel sick. I.. want to protect and take care of you, Zahra, "cut Seok Jin back.


The pair of soot widened, unable to believe the doctor's expression.


His tongue was a mute, every word that was about to be conveyed was stuck in the throat.


Zahra smiled awkwardly and pulled herself face forward. He scratched the base of his neck and a second later his face turned flat.


"It feels. I don't deserve to hear your expression, seonsengnim," replied Zahra exclaimed.


Seok Jin gasped, realizing something had happened to the woman. He also understands it is not easy to accept a declaration of love from someone who has not been known far enough.


The handsome doctor also looked at the scenery of the capital while enjoying the wind that was increasingly coming to greet.


"That feeling comes without being prevented. Love is present because of the permission of God, the nature of man that must be faced well. I don't want this feeling to trap into the wrong thing. That's why I revealed it to you. Because I love you, Zahra."


"I've never lied to my own feelings. I haven't felt this feeling in years. However, for some reason when meeting you, love comes back to you," said Seok Jin excitedly explained everything he felt.


"I also don't want this feeling to make me weaken and outweigh the love for creatures rather than the love for God" Seok Jin continued.


Hearing all the words of the handsome doctor, Zahra again silenced.


His languid mouth locked tightly digesting all the words that had just been thrown out.


He realized that the figure next to him was a man of faith whom he had long hoped for. However, there are doubts in themselves that make their differences widen.


On the one hand he was happy to finally get someone who could be by his side, but on the other hand he felt it was inappropriate to be with a charming man like Kim Seok Jin.


He could only comment on a faint smile while his two eyes glazed over.


Seok Jin realized that he could only see without acting. He realized they were not mahrams that could touch.


"Sorry, I don't know, I don't know" said Zahra, still busy wiping away tears.


"Em, I didn't force you to answer my statement earlier. I.. I just want to reveal it," I Seok Jin later.


Zahra just nodded her head unable to say anything more.


...***...


Rania was in a barren field standing on the edge waiting for a horse to approach.


Using complete equipment as a protector, Rania just stood up while smiling widely.


"Rania, you want to ride her again?" ask one of the instructors there.


The black-hijab woman with the helmet framing her face also widened the smile.


"Yes, Baek Hyun-ssi, I'm trying to ride again" replied Rania enthusiastically.


Baek Hyun, the forty-year-old man had been a riding coach for many years.


Rania and Zahra had been trained by Baek Hyun from the beginning.


Until now the man is still active as a coach for every student who takes part in equestrian activities.


Ever since Rania and Zahra had interned at the hospital, the two had not come there for a long time.


Today there is no wind or rain Rania suddenly just present want to ride again.


"I haven't ridden in a long time it feels like anything's lacking" Rania said later.


"Good I'm glad to hear that. What if today you also start shooting? Riding and archery doesn't that sound fun?" tawang Bak Hyun.


Instantly Rania's soot beads widened. He was happy to get the offer he had wanted for a long time.


"really? Is it true that I can practice riding while shooting?" ask Rania to make sure.


The man nodded while smiling widely. Instantly, Rania also tiptoed happily and immediately grabbed the horse harness that was speeding towards her.


He climbed on top of the long-tailed beast happily. He continued to raise a horse that from the beginning had been friends with him.


"Jangmi, from today we will work hard. Please cooperate," cried Rania sucking her fine mane on a horse named Jangmi.


The dark brown horse was shrill to feel the feeling of the rider.


Rania continued to circle the field joyfully. Baek Hyun who had seen it was also happy.


Three hours later, after spending time there and practicing archery on horseback, Rania headed to a nearby cafe that served halal food.


He sat by the window and checked his work on the iPad while taking a break. Along with a glass of cold drinks and cheesecake, he really enjoyed his own time.


In the midst of the busyness that struck, suddenly someone disturbed the calmness.


"Can I sit here?" ask the subtle voice attracts attention.


Rania looked up to find a woman who had given invisible wounds back present.


A while ago Rania deliberately rode again to vent all the muddle in the chest.


However, at this moment right in front of his own eyes the figure present greeted.


The bead framed by the round glasses widened so quickly. He could not believe that the foreign woman had come to him directly.


Rania got up from her seat, faced with her husband's best friend.