WIFE TO MY HUSBAND
CHAPTER 2.

happy news about the results of the doctor at that time in fact until now has not produced results as well.when we have as much as possible to apply a healthy lifestyle, and do not forget to pray hajat and alms we pray. I know there is no wasted effort, perhaps if God has not given us trust because God knows we are stronger to be tested. nothing changed from the time of Agam.he was always as usual even though our days were passed without the presence of a baby. I felt the more we tried to get his son the more pressured we both were.

today the mas meubel Agam store is getting rame than usual not to mention incoming orders for wedding packages that have been several in the work of our artisans. branch stores in the city next door are no less crowded than this store. Allah has always given Rizki more material things to us.

that afternoon when I served the buyers there was a parking car in front.it was the car of his parents mas Agam. almost every day they always stopped by to see the state of our store. my mother and father-in-law went down and went inside as usual, while I was still busy serving buyers.

" well gam gitu dong love your wife was busy not just stay at home continues. her body told her hormonal bias motion is good so can quickly have children. in the past yes mother when married with your father, the mother often cleaned the sports house anyway not leha-leha deh so her body always remains fit. yes sir?"

asked Bu Nanik to Mr. Saeful who is still cool with his device.

" nadia also often come here ko Bu help me. let alone the branch store that is there forward it's the work of Nadia who is good at promoting our store"

after the buyers completed the transaction I also approached my in-laws who were sitting near their mas Agam.ku Salami with respect.

" Nad how this month you have come late the month yet"

again my mother-in-law asked me that. almost every month she asked that. but the longer here I felt increasingly uncomfortable. I had to what if indeed God did not want.

" no ma'am, I just finished my period this month"

" try you check again to the doctor if you need to do insemination or baby tubes.n't a lot of hard-to-pregnant artists they try the program."

" Mom don't push them too much"

this time Mr. Saeful also spoke up. maybe he also felt bored with the desire of his wife that clearly it was all just waiting for the will of God.

" dad nih how the hell yes should dong. if silent just do not know how the future prospects. You must have offspring to be able to inherit his businesses sir"

mr. Saeful can only sigh long to hear it. Mr. Saeful is indeed a person who is much silent and impressed always avoids debate.

" gam better you immediately schedule for the baby tube program or insemination.if you two are healthy, you should not be very difficult to have children"

" astaghfirullah Bu. kayak mother who believes the same power of God alone Mom. maybe God has not given the trust of children to us Bu."

looks mas Agam very emotional.Maybe in a small heart of Agam mas he also misses the figure of the child present in the middle of this family. seen from the highlight of his eyes, Agam was very devastated by the pressure given by his mother.

" later we schedule for the baby tube program or insemination mas later let me call the customer service department at the hospital yesterday."

" deck you sure?"

" why not mas , we have to try first right"

I also tried to convince mas Agam to relax his heart a little more.

" well, it's dong if this effort has not been any results also forced gam you find another wife"

deg .. hearing my mother-in-law's words as soon as my heart collapsed.I feel like a place to make children that if it can not produce children are ignored.

"Bu keep talking about mother dong Bu. Marriage is not just about having offspring or not Ma'am, but about our promises and commitment to God "strictly defy the idea of his mother.

hearing the words of my mother-in-law, my heart completely collapsed, I immediately left the room without regard for their courtesy.

" nad ..Nadia .." call me Agam who saw me leave

" Mommy if you talk about the origin of ceplos. Nadia was offended by Mom"

" the glue of your wife is the baperan.kan mother only thinks "only "

mas Agam immediately ran after me into. There my tears really can not be contained anymore. didn't expect my mother-in-law to talk like that just because I couldn't give her a grandchild yet.

" nad.". "welcome to me with care.

" mas .. if indeed I can't give you my descendants ready mas if you want to find another woman but please better divorce me. it feels like I will not be able if I have to be in honey mas" my cry increasingly broke in front of mas Agam. mas Agam also immediately embraced me tightly.

" Nadia.kita both struggle yes.don't ever say the word divorce nad just because of the business of children's sustenance. Nadia... mas loves you very much. And you know that. just because you want to get a child you can not sacrifice our feelings nad...it is not that easy mas can accept other women in life mas.after all we will want to try the insemination program we will try together again "

" what if the insemination program fails" I asked Agam while looking at his face in his arms.

" we try baby tubes "

" what if you fail too?" ask me again to mas Agam. it seems I really do not have the spirit for it.

" we'll keep trying and trying again. God does not sleep Nad.We will always try and pray so that we can soon be given the offspring of Sholeh and Sholehah" said mas Agam as he stroked my head and kissed my forehead. instantly this heart became much calmer.

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Day after day passed when the schedule for insemination had arrived.Agam and I immediately went to the hospital. we also returned to do a series of tests that were done before we did insemination.The cost of insemination was quite large, but it was not an obstacle for us. because this is one of our efforts to get offspring, may Allah make things easier.

after a series of tests we did the end of the insemination process was done.

that deg-degan that I feel. if this succeeds my worry about the words of the mother-in-law may disappear instantly. the fear of failure in this process also often haunts my mind.

" nad bismillah yea.kamu do not strain handover are all the same God"

so always mas Agam say to calm this heart.

after the Insemination Prosen was completed, the doctor asked me to sit down for a few days in the hospital .but I refused it. Because after all the rest at home is much more comfortable than here.

" well Mom if you want betrest at home is okay but try this really rest yes do nothing if you can" said the doctor gave us sara.

" well our doc will do the advice of the doctor "

" yes Pak Bu later the results of this insemination can be seen next month or the next few weeks depending on the fertilization process is fast or not if the next month menstruation again means the insemination process has not been said succeed and repeat again after your period is finished and if possible his wife should not be left too much mind yes sir"

" well doc I will take care of my wife carefully "

after all the process is done we immediately go home with great hope and hope.Hopefully this process can bear fruit without having to repeat it again.