
By late afternoon mas Agam was coming home from his store, but I could not welcome his arrival when he opened the door of the house. I could only still lie on the bed. soon, Agam came to my room to see me.
" beloved assalamualaikum" said mas Agam, extending his hand while kissing my forehead
" waalaikumsalam mas you have returned home, have you eaten ?"
" have not been dek . mas want to take a shower first. What is your condition today? "
" Thank God as always mas. oh yes earlier Sani and Nia came here. mother also came"
" oh yeah? often take Sani with Nia here so you are not too bored.mom here to what?" maybe this is the right time I'm talking about the herbs that mom gave me.
" mother came here to stop for a while to eat here together and continue mother also brought me jamu mas"
" oh yes it was also the same mother who stopped by the store mother also said she wanted to give you the same medicine"
" mas I'm confused instead I want to refuse a gift from mother but I'm in the program period from the hospital well what can be mixed with her herbal drink"
very carefully I also spoke to mas Agam to ask his opinion.
" yes mas think there is no harm in trying the deck, you drink it in the same pause vitamins are given by doctors herbal medicine is the ingredients of his herbs "
" but I doubt"
" doubtful why, mother tuh buy herbal medicine definitely not in a random place deck let alone mother would really want you pregnant"
I think mas Agam will find out about the truth of this herbal medicine can be drunk or not. it turns out we even a little arguing. I also do not want to continue the debate when my husband just returned to work.
" yes, I took a shower there and ate"
said me who while giving a sweet smile to mas Agam and ending the debate on the issue of herbal medicine.
" yes the deck later it's jamu nya in drink before going to bed only yes"
" yes, my mas"
shortly thereafter mas Agam went to the bathroom.I immediately took a device to find out about this herbal medicine. seen on the search page are indeed the ingredients in this herbal medicine are made from all herbal ingredients, and this is indeed in the designation for people who are doing a pregnancy program.
after the shower, we ate at the dinner table for dinner together.
not to forget we also performed congregational prayers even though I could only pray on a mattress. then we also read the Qur'an together before proceeding to the island of dreams.
after we read the Qur'an together before going to bed, Agam also made me a herbal medicine that was brought by my mother this afternoon.I immediately drank it not to forget I read it before drinking it.
and we both slept in our sleep .
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One month passed after the insemination process was done. There is a sense of deg-degan because there are no signs of menstruation until now.
I also took the initiative to send mas Agam to buy a testpack.
" can I ask you a favor ?"
"what deck?"
" please buy me a testpack at a pharmacy near here"
" are you pregnant deck ?"
suddenly the look on Agam's face turned sad happy and seen from the look of his eyes sparkling haru when telling him to buy a testpack.
" yeah, I'm leaving now"
then mas Agam eagerly went straight to the nearest pharmacy.
he came soon too.
" so very sad"
"iya mas hastily brought his bike was afraid you waited later"
I went to the bathroom to see if I was pregnant or not.
the heart beat was getting tighter as I waited for the results to come out.
'shalallahu 'alaa Muhammad
shalallahu 'alaa Muhammad
that's what I chanted in my heart before I saw the results, but I did not dare to see the results alone.I immediately met mas Agam and invited him to see together.
" mum ."
" how's the deck?" ask me, Agam is curious.
" i haven't seen the results yet, I don't dare"
" we have seen it together"
" if the results are not what?" ask me to Mas Agam with a tone of fear and trembling.
" bismillah dek hand over everything to God whatever the result.yuk we see together"
like tub will get a lottery or not his heart is getting racing.
" mas "
" moreover, the deck mas curious this"
" i'm also curious but I'm afraid I'm disappointed"
" if the results are not as appropriate as we expect yes we try again deck"
by reading the basmalah together I and mas Agam also immediately saw the results of the testpack that I was holding.
when we looked at it together there was a line one very thick and one more faint.
" this means what yes"
" mas do not know the deck. to know mas if pregnant the line is two right"
" yes, but this is ko? I see one more line but a very faint line"
I was laughing at the testpack that I was holding and there was another line that was so faint.
" yes deck but very faint line"
"we're going to see a doctor"
I also invite mas Agam to immediately go to the doctor and ask this.
we immediately went to the hospital where we did the insemination program.once there our queue number was called.and we immediately entered the doctor's room that used to handle me. I also explained the incident this morning and showed the testpack to the doctor.
" if it looks from the testpack like this positive mom, but this is very faint yes the line.we try USG just yes Mom to make sure whether pregnant women are not"
" well doc if need USG his 4D dock" said mas Agam with so his spirit.
" good sir"
then the doctor immediately examined my stomach with an ultrasound device held by the doctor.with anxious hope of the result we were both holding hands to strengthen each other .
" Mom if you look at it from here there are no signs of pregnancy mom. the mother's uterus is still empty there are no signs of fertilization here"
the doctor also checked her repeatedly and looked at the condition of my uterus.
" it seems like there has been no conception yet. Maybe you can wait a week or two in the future so that the results can be seen whether or not fertilization occurs. "
" so we have to wait one week for the doc?" ask Agam to be sure.
" right Mr. Ma'am, maybe the HCG hormone in Bu Nadia is low so when in the testpack the line is very faint and the mother until now has not menstruated right.it could be because of the hormone ma'am. and again seen in the USG also shows no signs of pregnancy in Madam Nadia. should father and mother wait one week ahead whether the results are positive or not"
o Allah it feels like this heart is tired as tossed by the waves.feelings and deg-degan increasingly hit never stop.
" All right, doc, we'll wait a week and we'll be here again, doc"
" well, sir, don't forget his wife still has to bed rest at home"
" well, doc, thank you doc"
we came out of the doctor's room a little disappointed but there was also a little hope.
" mas I'm tired of my heart as if tossed uddy not because waiting for the result "
" patience Deck .. Give it all the same Allah believe Allah knows best for his servant "