
Day after day has passed. As usual I always serve all the affairs of mas Agam. although it actually feels like I really want to stay in the room but I do not do it because my obligation to my husband must still do. But different I so rarely chat with mas Agam.so also with mas Agam seems like he is also trying to divert his mind from what we have experienced at this time. Cold.that is the atmosphere of our house today.there is no warmth husband and wife as usual.There are only two people who work out their obligations to each other.
" I want to check out our branch shop for a long time, I haven't been there"
" want anterin?"
" it doesn't matter if our shop is here again rame"
" dek mas wants to talk to you about something"
" what a mas"
" you want us to try the baby tube program"
instantly the spoon that I was holding was placed on the plate just like that.which I had been trying to encourage to be able to eat instantly collapsed just like that. I was just holding the temple responding to the wishes of mas Agam. not to mention the words of the mother-in-law who told her son to marry again made this head seem to explode.
" Dek mas just want to give advice who knows you want to try it "
" if I don't want to?"
" why? aren't you always the most passionate about getting kids ?"
" so gini loh mas. baby tube program is expensive.it is very expensive. although I know mas Agam certainly able.worst possibility how if the process fails. the money spent is wasted, right?"
not yet finished I continued the conversation mas Agam suddenly immediately cut.
" you don't have to think about the money deck. insyaallah there will be his sustenance, right we haven't tried it"
" i don't want to try again.I don't want to waste your money just for things that are not certain"
" waste money how , will it be the obligation to support you"
" yes that's according to the mas. according to others how?"
" someone else who meant it"
I also do not reply again to the words of mas Agam, because what others mean is my mother-in-law.
belom again we finished talking suddenly his mother mas Agam came while carrying food.
" Mum tumben came here early in the morning"
said mas Agam while greeting his mother, and I also regretted it.
" yes, my mother was in the market deliberately stopped by here first"
" same as Mrs?"
ask Agam again, while I can only remain silent.
" didn't you already go to the garden. his durian tree tuh tuh again harvest.so you go there to see it."
" breakfast first Ma'am" asked Mas Agam while taking a plate for his mother.
" aren't you, we were just discussing"
I don't know why it feels like I'm not wanting to hear their chat.not to mention the talk of my mother-in-law who always blames me. I became increasingly reluctant to get involved in the chat.
" we want to program the baby tube ma'am" said mas Agam
" gam kan mother has said the cost of the baby tube tuh expensive gam. yes if it works.if not how"
" yes really said mom. darling money.better the money is made for you to marry again mas. later let me find a wife for you"
instantly the face of the mas Agam reddened as if to issue his anger.
" what does it mean that Nad. I fought desperately in order to get offspring from you. while you casually told me to marry another woman?"
there mas Agam was really angry at my speech, while the mother-in-law could only quietly watch the debate between the two of us. maybe there was no gap to speak.
" Nad more than five years together we fight to be able to get children. I guess you will not easily give up like this.time, thought, energy everything I do Make you nad"
" yes Nadia why suddenly told Agam to get married again.you are tired of serving Agam" said the mother-in-law who seemed to corner me. though I only want to realize what he wanted all this time, anyway not he who always told his son to marry again.
" wouldn't you be the mom, would you? Don't you want to have a grandchild soon, right? I'll grant you your wish, but on one condition let me find a wife for you. You don't have to worry about the seeds and weights."
I couldn't help but feel this frustration in front of them, especially in front of my mother-in-law, wasn't this what she wanted. I was just repeating his words but it was as if he did not feel that his words offended me greatly.
" Nadia is enough!!!"
snapped mas Agam to me. Only this time I was snapped by mas Agam especially in front of his mother.I also did not continue the conversation again. soon I left those who were still at the dinner table.
" i said I was afraid of the afternoon rush"
then I just left. I don't know what is inside me. I became more sensitive and irritable like this.
" assalamualaikum" I said as I left them.
I know for sure mas Agam will be disappointed with my attitude, but let it be. for now I am not concerned about the assumption of mas Agam against me. what is in my mind now who is the woman who wants to marry someone's husband? I immediately drove this car to the branch store.who knows on the way I can get an idea.but is it true I am ready to share a husband?
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Agam POV
I did not end up thinking why Nadia could talk like that. did she hear what mother said at that time.is she offended by mother's speech. but however me and mother are a figure that he must respect.not even act as arbitrarily as it is. If indeed he allows me to marry again. I'm going to live it, not.
" gam mother tuh wonder the same your wife ko now different ya attitude. such as disrespect mother and you"
" maybe he's still down because of yesterday-yesterday's Mom"
" but gam if Nadia has agreed and rightly will find you a wife yes already tried just gam"
" Mommy if Agam does have the intention to want polygamy, yes certainly Agam nyari himself ko Bu. already ah mom makes it even more dizzy"
I really miss the figure of a child but what I want is a child from the womb of my own wife is not someone else.I am indeed a man who sometimes has sexual desire against other women. but to marry her and have two wives let's not plan on imagining her just yet. Nadias.. Nadia .. what the hell is going on inside you. I miss the old Nadia....