
After Zidan and Adel left, Nisa came out of her room to try to get some fresh air. It was hard to keep remembering his memories with Zidan and how the end of everything that always had to wait because of Adel.
But Nisa also can not blame the situation, the choice is also what brought her to be at the point now. Nisa stopped beside the back garden guardrail, not so far from the position of Bu Hanif and Pak Hanif who sounded joking with Zafran, only needed to turn a little and would get to their place. But somehow Nisa's legs actually stopped there, with a feeling of great sadness that hit her heart.
"Mom, when are you here again? Nisa's lonely, mom. No more kidding Nisa here, Zafran is taken, Mas Zidan is also taken. Even Alan was rarely at home because he was busy replacing Mas Zidan in the factory. Nisa's lonely, Mom. If only my mother had not been angry and chose to go back to the village. Now Nisa will not be all this ." Nisa took a deep breath, while throwing her gaze across the garden filled with colorful bugs and surrounded by high walls.
"Here, it felt like Nisa was becoming a bird in a golden cage. Nisa has everything here, but not freedom and happiness. Although there are, but all of that seems to have been determined who is the owner. How should nisa? Survive in a little more pain, or go away with leaving a wound for everyone?"
Nisa muttered again, the tears that had been in her seat had finally come down. The mound that had been entrenched in his chest was yawning through the tears that were incessantly flowing from his net. As if to understand that the wounded mind needs a reducer to just shed its pain.
"Oh my goodness, sir. I'm very worried about this Zafran mother. Maybe if Adel can have a baby from his own womb will be more funny and anxious again, Adel's son, sir?" the sound of Bu Hanif's voice from where Nisa was standing, immediately Nisa shrunk her tears and ran her hearing to be able to hear further the conversation of the two old men.
"Yes yes, ma'am. Our children are beautiful like angels that Yo obviously if you have their own children later will be funny and super gemes. Too bad even Adel had to lose his womb too soon, pity him to have to ask another woman to be his husband's wife in order to feel the feeling of having children," said Mr. Hanif sounded heavy.
Nisa's heart was sliced to hear it, like someone threw a dagger into her heart that was actually bleeding blood first. It hurt and hurt, but he couldn't do anything because what Mr. Hanif and Ms. Hanif said was the reality.
"Well, that's it, what a pity Adel now even had to bother taking care of another daughter even though it was also Sarah's own husband's meat. But if you become Adel, maybe you will never be able to do the kayak that our children do. Whether it is made of what Adel's heart, so sincerely take care of this child from honey. Although honestly, I also love Zafran, but it will never eliminate who he really is, right?" ma'am Hanif slapped Nisa's feelings even more.
Behind the wall Nisa cried, spilling all her heartache on the flat surface and silence was witnessed by various kinds of flowers from the trees. Let them see how much he is suffering and sad at the moment.
"Well, all of this must have its own silver lining, ma'am. Hopefully Adel's extraordinary sincerity can be repaid many times the same above, we just need to pray. May the household of the three of them be able to get along and sakinah mawadah warahmah to the afterlife. And hopefully Zafran will also be a dutiful and useful child for both parents and also Uminya Adel."
There was a sound of Mr. Hanif agreeing with Ms. Hanif's words, and so on there were only the joking sounds of Zafran's laughter and those that were heard..
In the end Nisa twisted back towards her room, because walking outside also only incised new wounds for her.
"Well, Mommy?"
Nisa was shocked because when she climbed the stairs she actually passed by Adel who seemed to have just taken a shower. Her hair was still wet from the towel wrapped around her head.
And unexpectedly, Nisa's heart immediately throbbed pain because of it. Added shortly afterwards in follow up Zidan whose hair also looks dripping water.
"N-lt ...." Zidan muttered nervously, looking into his eyes as if he was trying to avoid Nisa's piercing eyes.
"Where are you from?" tanya Adel tried to master the situation, although in her heart was already so pounding anxious because of fear of Nisa thinking like her and Zidan.
Nisa continued her steps towards the room, leaving behind a pair of lovebirds who seemed to have just carried out their duties which now also seemed dumbstruck on the stairs.
But before long Zidan was seen approaching Adel and invited him down together while holding hands.
"Bi, is it possible Nisa ...." Adel suddenly hung his sentence as if afraid to continue.
Forehead Zidan wrinkled. "Why is that Nisa?"
Zidsn asked back as if he did not understand, even though he was the one who knew the most why Nissa arrived like that.
Nisa must be disappointed because she did not get the right, while Adel who did nothing even get it easily and full of satisfaction. It is only natural that when you see Adel like that Nisa becomes unwell, and Zidan should be the one who understands the most.
"Fetch Zafran first, Bi?" Adel did not heed Zidan's question and chose to walk away to the place where his parents and Zafran had lived.
Zidan nodded and let Adel walk hastily while holding onto his seemingly flushed face. Maam
"Oh my God, am I responsible for this unfinished thing with Nisa?" muttered Zidan while glancing at the door of Nisa's room that opened to facilitate her eldest son's music.
Just now that Zidan's lips were clenched, Adel was seen walking the furiously while holding Zafran, who was crying upstairs.
"Zafran why, Um?" cecar Zidan started to worry.
But Adel instead acted ordinary and smiled a little. "Regular fuss, sleepy him. It's antherin to Nissa's room, Bi. Let's follow her zafranya, and Abi finish Abi's unfinished business with her."
Zidan's eyes widened to hear a sentence that slid from Adel's lips.
.
"A-what?"
"Yes, Umi knew there was something that Abi had not finished with Nisa until she had to snack so. Here you go, don't make your wife cry just because it's unfair on this, Bi." Adel glanced meaningfully.