
Ciara entered her house with her eyes.
"Assalamualaikum," he said as he set foot inside. Both of his parents who had been waiting for his arrival also looked at Ciara who was stepping her feet closer to the two of them.
"Why is Mom crying Pa?" ciara asked as she got in front of her parents.
"Ciara is honest with Papa. Who's got you pregnant?" ask Papa Julian firmly. Ciara's body stiffened for a moment.
"Pregnant? Who's pregnant Pa?" elak Ciara's.
"Don't try to lie to Papa, Cia!" Snapped Papa Julian.
"Say! Who's that jerk?" Ciara squeezed the end of her dress. Tears trickled back, even that disgusting shadow flashed back in his mind.
"They answered Papa!" Instead of answering Ciara, I kept my mouth shut.
Papa Julian rubbed his face rough.
"Papa's really disappointed in you."
"Sorry Pa, Ma." said Ciara Lirih but can be heard by both parents.
"If you don't want to tell that jerk. Abort your womb now if you still want to stay in this house," Mama Mila who initially just looked down was now looking at her husband.
"Yetoo."
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Only then did he intend the same as Papa said but suddenly his heart chuckled and canceled the terrible action.
The flashback
When Ciara and the midwife were ready suddenly Ciara's heart rippled, as if thousands of sharp daggers were pounding her heart hard. The pain and tightness burst into one coincide when his legs should be wide open.
"Stop!" shout Ciara. The midwife who will immediately do her job stopped her activities and looked at Ciara's face.
Ciara immediately sat her body back down and her hands moved to stroke her flat stomach.
"Sorry hiks," said an apology for the baby inside her stomach.
The understanding midwife smiled and then she grabbed Ciara's body for her to hug.
"My midwife does not want to continue this abortion hiks," said Ciara with tears. He felt really guilty and disappointed in himself for the intention that would add to his sin later.
The midwife stroked Ciara's hair, channeling her powers to the future.
Flashback off
"Hiks Hiks Sorry Ma, Pa. Ciara can not fall Ciara content. Do not let Ciara be a sinner Ma, Pa hiks," said Ciara stammered.
"Pa don't be like Ciara, Pa. Mama's just as disappointed as Papa but please have mercy on Ciara, Pa," Mama Mila asked her husband.
"A bad boy like him doesn't need you to defend Ma. Foolish children do not know this self-esteem makes parents ashamed. Put that kid down now Ciara!" Ciara shook her head while putting her hands together as if protecting the child from Papa Julian.
"Sorry Ma, Pa but Ciara can't take this baby. Hiks pampuni Ciara Pa, Ma please do not tell Ciara to decimate this content again hix," pinta Ciara cuba.
"Have you said, Fall or get out of this house!!!" After saying that Papa Julian went to his room leaving Ciara and Mama Mila who were crying hysterically.
Papa Julian actually did not want to do what he said earlier but because of his anger and disappointment was able to make himself without a second thought to say these words.
"Ma, sorry Ciara hiks forgive Ciara Ma. Sorry Ciara who has been disappointed Mama with Papa and make this family embarrassed sorry Ma."
Mama Mila who saw her son crying was not hearty even though she also felt disappointed with Ciara but she was the mother who gave birth to Ciara in this world where maybe she let her child slumped alone like this.
Mama Mila approached Ciara and hugged her body very tightly.
"Stttt Mama's son don't cry anymore. Mama is also disappointed with Papa but Mama's affection can cover up Mama's disappointment at this time. Don't cry anymore, Mama sorry. Don't be sad anymore, son."
"Once again Ciara apologizes Ma and thanks Mama would apologize for Ciara's fatal mistake." Mama Mila also let go of her embrace and looked at Ciara's face while smiling bitterly hiding her deep disappointment.
"Yes dear. Udah yes now Ciara rest first there do not get tired pity the grandson of Mama later. Let Mama talk to Papa, you don't have to worry," said Mama Mila calmed down while wiping Ciara's tears.
Ciara nodded her head.
"Thank you Ma." Mama Mila smiled and stroked Ciara's head briefly before moving to her room to persuade her husband.
As for Ciara, she could only stare at Mama Mila's back blankly before she moved towards her room.
In the main room Mama Mila saw her husband was on the balcony staring blankly in front of her and she did not feel Papa Julian's tears just dripping. Mama Mila who understood the mood of the husband also stepped her feet toward Papa Julian and when she reached beside her husband, Mama Mila stroked the dashing back of Papa Julian.
"Mom knows how Papa feels right now. Mama was also disappointed with Ciara but Mama could not bear if Ciara had to get out of this house. Mama can't afford to be far from Ciara even have to lose Ciara, Mama is not strong Pa. I don't know if you can live your life without Ciara. Mama believes Papa was only dominated by emotions so it could be like that. Mama gave birth to Ciara and Papa who became heroes to protect us. So Mama sure Papa really love Ciara and Mama sure Papa not serious with Papa's speech earlier," said Mama Mila gave understanding to her husband. Even Papa Julian was just silent with a thought that went nowhere.
After a moment of silence, Papa Julian now began to speak up.
"Papa was disappointed, Papa was angry that Papa failed to be a father, Papa really failed Ma. Papa is not becus keepin and educate Papa's own child. Papa is wrong what Ma until God reprimands us with Ciara behavior that really smears our faces. Papa doesn't want Ciara out of this house either. But Ma, Ciara got pregnant at the age of 18. He is still young where his future is still long, there are many things he has to achieve. Papa will do anything for Ciara. Papa still wants Ciara to abort the content!" Say Papa Julian with emphasis terminated sentence.
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They both did not realize that behind the door there was someone who was listening to all their words earlier.