
"Zi-Zidan" said Rachel stuttering.
Without saying much, Zidan immediately pulled Rachel's hand out of the house.
"sickness, Zi. Lepasin," said Rachel.
Zidan did not respond to the remark from Rachel earlier he continued to carry Rachel's body until they both reached the pool and felt quite safe, Zidan released his hand.
"I know you don't like me, Hel. But can't you accept this match?" ask Zidan.
Rachel now lowered her head while biting her lower lip.
"Sorry Zi. I can't" said Rachel Lirih.
"Why huh? why can't you accept this match? Do you have anyone else you love? say Hel!" gertak Zidan's.
"I-I'm I."
"I what? Hel, if your reasons are not dear, comfortable and love is with me. Why don't we try first? Your affection, love, comfort and so on will grow slowly. If your reasons we are different castes and all things like you said before. I don't give a shit! our parents don't mind it, nor do I blame it!" said Zidan.
Yep, the one who will be betrothed to Rachel is Zidan. Somehow their parents knew each other until the idea of matchmaking was born. At first he was surprised to find out that he would be betrothed, especially that person was Zidan. Who is a CEO at the company where the company was where he worked 3 years ago. At first, he did not know if the original CEO of the company was Zidan because the new owner had been in the company for several months, previously Zidan often went back and forth abroad to take care of his company there. Therefore, the two do not know each other if they both work in the same company. They were only found at the mall, where the incident when Al hit Tiara and a few days later, they were both told that the two were betrothed. Zidan had no problem in the matchmaking, but Rachel had also liked it but because of Rachel's attitude, made her retreat slowly. And when he got this opportunity, Zidan was still rejected by Rachel. And as for Ciara's problems, he didn't really like his best friend's wife. He did so only to deceive his friends so that they would not know the true feelings in his heart.
Rahel looked up at Zidan's face, which seemed to be holding back emotions.
"I'm sorry, but I can't. Establish a commitment in the marriage bond without being based on affection for each other. It would be very difficult for Zi to pass. And we both don't have that feeling" said Rachel.
"Who said huh? Do you know how I feel about you? why do you always assume for yourself like that without having any proof!" furious Zidan.
"Udahlah Zi's. I also know you already have a woman you like and you accepted this match because you only respect your parents. Don't lie to yourself Zi. I don't want to be a burden in the relationship between you and your woman. If you ask me to talk like this is there any evidence? I'll answer, yes, I have proof that even the evidence is recorded clearly in my brain memory. I saw with my own eyes that you were walking with that woman. Never mind Zi, I don't want to hurt her either" said Rachel, who has been sweating all this time and even her eyes have started to glaze over.
"Women? Where did you see that?"
"Jawab Hel!" zidan commands with a voice higher than before. He was patient enough to face Rachel earlier. For now his emotions had completely vanished out of his body.
"In - Di Guestar Cafe. The day after Mama told me about our matchmaking problem," said Rachel fearfully without seeing Zidan's face, which may be very creepy, inner Rachel.
Zidan closed his eyes for a moment before he finally hugged Rachel's body.
"Sorry for the high tone of my voice until it scares you. And as for that woman you see, she's not a lover, a boyfriend and the like. He was only a working partner when he was in Singapore. We don't have any special relationships, just working partners. At that time he was on vacation here and asked me to accompany him to the cafe and discuss the next project. And you know, ever since I knew you from college until now, I've never been in a relationship with any woman. You also know for yourself that I used to openly chase you. And stop when you completely reject me outright. That could be the answer to your question. Do I love, love, love and so on with you? I will answer without hesitation, if I really love, love, like you from the past. Although we had time to separate after graduating from college to be reunited a few days ago. My race to you is still the same Hel, however it can't be lied to and hidden away," zidan said then he let go of his embrace and then he cupped both cheeks of Rachel who had begun to get wet with tears.
He smiled and wiped away the tears on Rachel's cheek.
"Sorry for everything Hel. And I can't use your will anymore. If you refuse this match, I will accept your decision. I'll talk to my parents and your parents so they don't push you to be my partner for life. Again sorry for my selfishness forcing your will. I won't bother you anymore. May you be happy with the man of your choice Hel. Although the reason for your happiness is not me but at least seeing you happy and smiling every day, it is enough for my life to also be happy. Thank you for filling my heart and for attending to my life even though you didn't reply to him at all" Zidan said without throwing out his fake smile.
Then slowly he kissed Rachel's forehead long enough. Let him do that before completely forgetting the woman he had long admired from a distance.
"Goodbye Hel. Thanks and sorry for everything. I hope you're always happy" Zidan said after taking off his kiss earlier. And before he left he took his time to wipe Rachel's tears back and scramble Rachel's hair. We have to lose the people we love. But what else, if Rachel is not his match and not the person God destined to accompany his life to old age, what can she do? can only take it with a chest. Affairs failed to move on and so he will think later. Most importantly now, he had already vaporized the pieces he had been craving and explained everything to Rachel.
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