
Ciara was crying in a parked car in one of the parks. He was still contemplating his fate at this moment. Pregnant out of wedlock, people who have forced him to have sex like a husband and wife before halal can now only lower himself even trampling his pride, children who are not wrong anything also broke, even, his biological father did not want to admit that the baby in Ciara's womb was the child he produced from his body.
"What am I supposed to do?" Said Ciara on the sidelines of her crying.
Ciara wiped her tears violently and chose to get out of her car to the pool in the park. With no spirit Ciara sat his body on the edge of the pool while playing the water.
Until the throw of the ball hit his body which made Ciara avert his eyes.
"Sorry Brother is beautiful. We are not intentionally," said one of the boys who is about 7 years old and besides there are girls who are around the age of 4 years. Ciara smiled and stood up from her seat. He took the ball that hit his body and gave it to the two children.
Ciara poked her body to the same level as the two of them.
"This ball. Next time be careful playing it," said Ciara softly.
"Thank you beautiful sister" said the boy while taking the ball from Ciara's hand.
"Oh, who are you guys here with?" Ask Ciara.
"Just like Dad and Mom. But they were alone again and I invited my sister to play, do not let my sister disturb them both," said the boy.
"Owh, if that's what big brother can play with you?" The boy nodded happily and immediately took his position to throw the ball at Ciara.
"So, you don't know what your name is?"
"My name is Tian and my sister's name is Mika Brother," shouted Tian. Ciara nodded.
"Mika kakam brother here is okay," cried Ciara.
"OK," said Mika who made Ciara anxious.
The three of them also played ball and the presence of two small children was able to make Ciara feel a little calm. Until finally they feel tired of their own actions. Ciara sat her body next to Tian and Mika who was also sitting.
"Are you guys thirsty?" Ciara asked and was taken in by the two.
"What if we buy ice cream? Wanna?"
"You, you" answered the two of them in unison. Ciara rubbed the top of her second hair and immediately stood up.
"Let's go," said Ciara excitedly.
Ciara walked in two hands Mika and Tian until she arrived in front of the ice cream seller. The three of them ordered the ice cream with a different taste and before long their ice cream was finished. Ciara paid for the three ice creams and went back to walk in the footsteps of Mika and Tian who had already walked in front of her.
Without Ciara realizing it he stroked his queen's stomach while smiling.
"Mika! Tian!" Shouted a woman that Ciara believed was the Mama of two children who had made him eliminate the cloudy atmosphere in his heart earlier and it was true that Mika and Tian ran towards the woman.
"Where are you two? Mama same Papa cariin from earlier, you know," he said.
"Sorry Mama. We were just playing with that beautiful big sister and we were also in ice cream parlour" Tian replied. The woman averted her eyes to see Ciara's already smiling friendly face.
"Sorry, it's a hassle. About the money for their ice cream let me change," said the woman who had approached Ciara standing while reaching into her wallet.
"Not for Brother. I'm sincere," refused Ciara.
"My name is Nilam. Mama from Tian and Mika," said Nilam. Ciara welcomed a helping hand from the young mother.
"Ciara Kak" said Ciara introduced himself.
"Alright Ciara. I want to say thank you again for bothering to play with both of them. I'll go home first. The children say thank you to Kak Ciara," said Nilam who was immediately obeyed by the two of them.
"Thank you Big Brother is beautiful," said Mika with a slightly slurred voice making Ciara can no longer stand to poke Mika's chubby cheeks.
"Beautiful sister thanks. We play again sometime. We both need to go home first. Bye bye Beautiful sister," said Tian.
"Bye bye," Ciara shouted as she waved her hand at Mika and Tian until the two children disappeared from Ciara's sight.
Ciara again stepped foot towards the car that was not far parked from her. Ciara tried to calm herself down before she finally decided to go home even though she was not ready.
Ciara runs her car slowly but surely until it reaches her yard. Ciara is getting calmer.
"Behaving as usual Ciara," Ciara grumbled to herself and after feeling a little calm, Ciara got out of the car and went into her house which again looked lonely.
"Assalamualaikum," said Ciara when entering the house.
"Waalaikumsalam," replied Kiara from upstairs.
Ciara walked towards her room and laid down a tired body with so many trials that today she received. Ciara went back to reach for the small bag she was wearing earlier and looked for a testpack that she did not give to Devano. Ciara returned to shed her tears until she felt tired and fell asleep.
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In the morning Ciara opened her eyes when she heard the screams and the knocking of the door.
"Wake up! Breakfast first" cried Kiara.
"Yes bentar. You go down first," replied Ciara with a distinctive sound of waking up.
"Yeah the teacher has been waiting for Mama with Papa," said Kiara.
"Yes, it's noisy" said Ciara and there was no answer from Kiara.
Ciara prepared to clean her body, after which she followed her parents for breakfast.
Not long ago Ciara returned fresh with a dress and walked over to his parents.
"For Ma, morning Pa," said Ciara by kissing her parents' cheeks.
"By the morning, too, dear" his parents said back in unison. Ciara smiled and sat down next to Mama Mila.
"Kiara's gone, Ma?" Ask Ciara who did not see the nose of her sister.
"Udah. Just now he left," replied Mama Mila and was taken by Ciara.
"Papa go first yes" said Papa Julian.
"Be careful Pa" said Ciara, kissing Papa's hand. Papa Julian was out of the dining area accompanied by Mama Mila who always drove the departure of her husband to the door. The attitude of both Ciara's parents who are always romantic makes Ciara always want the scene when she is married later. But when he realized that his current situation was not good, Ciara again thought that it was all there was in his dream he would never feel later.