Young Mothers
Begged

Devano is still trying to apologize with Ciara according to what he said before, no matter what happens he will continue to try and will not waste it again.

"Ciara please, I beg you to give me a chance" Devano said.

Ciara who had been reluctant to look at Devano was now his sharp eyes he gave towards Devano even now with a slanted smile. He could not think that the man before him could now speak like that without sin.

"Whatdidyou say? pardon you? regretted? the opportunity? Does a man like you deserve all of that respectable Lord Devano Belvix Rodriguez?" ciara said by emphasizing Devano's full name.

"Cia, please, give me a chance. I know I'm wrong, I know my sin is so great, I realize it's all Ci. All this time my life has been filled with so much regret and all this time my life has only been looking for where you went, Cia. Even all over the world I've been looking for you for the past 5 years but I failed to find you. Cia, I beg you to forgive me," said Devano and now his body he sent down to rest at Ciara's feet. The look on his face that had been flat now looked so sad with a look full of regret.

Ciara laughed in shock when Devano rested at his feet even he had time to think that in front of him this was not the real Devano. But soon he put away those unqualified thoughts. He normalized his face again.

"Stand up" said Ciara coldly without looking at Devano.

"Son, I won't stand until you're sorry I'm Cia" Devano said.

"I said stand up! and get out of here, don't make me hate you any more" growled Ciara.

"Please Ci, I want to talk about our problem. I know and I'm totally aware that I'm a stupid man, a jerk who's just running away from the responsibility I've done to you. Even I am also sure you bear it all yourself in a state of suffering all this time. And with certainty I also ask you to decimate your womb at that time," said Devano by taking a breath just before continuing his speech.

"I know I'm a shameless man who always misses your figure after I've incised a deep wound in your heart. But do you know Ci, every night I always cry in regret, I'm frustrated, I'm also afraid of the shadow of regret that so great continues to haunt me. Every night in my sleep, I was always visited by a baby boy in my dreams Ci, that dream also made me more devastated. And I only realized after losing you, I really needed your figure beside me, I really always miss you and one thing I also know when I lose you is the love that has grown in my heart. Ci, I'm really sorry, please forgive all my mistakes," Devano said at length, expressing his heart that he had been damning with a position that was still resting under Ciara's body. He no longer cares about his pride even he is now crying in front of his woman shows that so destroyed him all this time.

"Ci, a-I'm moh--" he said stopped as Ciara yelled at him.

"You don't know what I've been dealing with for 5 years. My holiness, my future that I have arranged is ruined because it was you who took everything forcibly. I was pregnant out of wedlock, I guess when I told you about my condition at that time, it would immediately solve the problem and start setting a new future again. But it turns out that what I imagine is not as beautiful as reality when you lightly mention if I am a cheap woman, a lazy woman who easily opens up later for money. How disgusting I am in your eyes when you know for yourself who was the first person to take away my purity which even casually trampled my pride. Even more cruel you told me to drop your own flesh and blood. It wasn't until I suffered all this time, Devano. I had a great deal of depreciation, wanting to feel like I was killing myself, ending my cruel life. I became a useless child. Both my parents found out that I was pregnant at the time and at the same time I was kicked out because I had tarnished my family's good name, making him ashamed to have a child like me even more painful, they also told me to do what you used to want, abort, abort, abort innocent babies. And that night I decided to get out of my parents' house and maybe that night you slept well but not with me Dev. I was hanging on a lonely street accompanied only by a gripping and frightening night. I did not know the direction and purpose of my time, until I arrived at one of the mosques that would support me that night. Sleep curled only with a ceramic floor without a soft pillow and a thick blanket. And in the morning I had to turn again where I was going to take shelter, live a new life again with new hope. But it seems like the universe does not allow a sinful woman like me to live a peaceful life and have happiness despite moving places though. When the people around me found out that I was pregnant, they all made fun of me, humiliated me, insulted me and trampled on my pride with all the spicy words that came out of those people's mouths. Even I was expelled because for them pregnant women out of wedlock is bad luck and a bearer of misfortune for around. Until I finally found people who with open arms accepted my situation. Who always supported me, strengthened me and always accompanied me when I was down. But that happiness disappeared again when people in my past resurfaced. People who make my life like shit are useless. Do you think all the suffering you spoke of earlier is comparable to the suffering I've been through all this time Devano!" ciara's light was violently full of anger but sounded heartbreaking. Not forgetting his chest that always goes up and down indicates that he is so emotional that even his tears continue to flow down his cheeks, he does not care about his appearance now that looks chaotic and sad. He just wanted to vanish what had been hidden in his chest.

While Devano who heard the heartbreaking story from Ciara was fixated and could only be silent on the spot. Very deep it turns out he incised a wound in the heart of Ciara. Will he be able to change positions with Ciara? The answer is no, he is not as tough as his woman.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Cia. I'm really sorry" said Devano Parau. His heart was so sick it was pierced with thousands of daggers.

Without them realizing it, there were 3 pairs of eyes that saw the quarrel between the two of them.

Olive and Dea who also watched also sobbed in the sadness that Ciara felt and they also just found out it was so dark life that Ciara had to go through all this time. But after that they both decided to go from where they had been to their respective rooms. And let them both solve their own problems without having to intervene from both of them and they also do not want to listen to stories that they should not know.

While 1 pair of eyes that also witnessed the quarrel also looked shocked. All this time he had never seen the woman he called Mama raise her voice and turn out to be very scary. Yep the man was Al who was silent on the stairs of the house, watching the wrath of the mother.

"Ma-mama!"

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