YOUR LOVE IS DISAPPEARING
Chapter 4

Happiness is immeasurable at home. I screamed so hard that my wife unconsciously looked at me confused. He was taking a break in front of the television, an old-fashioned television that was a mini size I bought it at a passing junkie. The automotive science that I had managed to fix the television although sometimes the picture was blurry I saw my wife enjoying the show that took place on the television as well.

”What's up, Bang?” linking his two eyebrows and then putting the remote in a shabby cauldron. I was lazy to sit there because the color and shape was not worth using, but my wife still maintained the shabby ambal.

”Nothing, just a twilight, Dek,” I'd better keep this a secret from my wife, a danger if she thwarts this plan. I left Mayang glued to look at me in wonder.

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Today the sun rose so bright, as bright as my heart. I relax for a moment to enjoy my wife's black coffee that some days have not drunk it.

I remember a friend of mine who wanted to buy a rice field near here, I just happened to sell it to him.

I can't wait to receive hundreds of millions of dollars, my heart just feels so bad. If I enjoy the car my desire becomes a reality then after this I will think about how to buy a luxurious house, then cousin Mayang will be able to compete.

Immediately say goodbye to my wife, no matter if she offers me breakfast because only omelet and clear spinach vegetables are presented was spinach garden results that he planted behind the house. I saw that Ali had also finished her own breakfast and was quite clean. But I was reluctant to smell it because of a little fishy smell, so that's how the children there is a smell that always stings on his body so I don't like being close to Ali.

In the office quite loose, usually this early they are still passing in front of even the parking lot.

Geez I forgot, Yadi last night WhatsApp to me that today will come Mr. Camat, then the meeting will be faster. Die me.

I continued to enter the room that had been filled with employees only my desk was empty. Now that mr. Camat is standing facing all the employees I sneak in without excuse.

The meeting was over, lucky that the puffed-up, potbellied man did not rebuke me. I did not go home immediately after the meeting at the office, my intention was to meet with my friend who wanted to buy the land I wanted to sell. Imagining me carrying a car anywhere makes my heart feel very happy.

It's good that I immediately meet my friend Danil who wants to buy Mayang inheritance land, it's good that I keep this from him for fear that my wife will thwart my good plan.

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”Deal.” I handed him the blue map and now a check of one hundred and nineteen million is in my hand.

The land has been measured, all according to his wishes and money is also in my liking.

I'm happy, really happy. After this I will immediately stop by the showroom, it feels impatient to have a dream car. I ride my favorite motorcycle at medium speed, as usual I do not want my favorite bike damaged, once at the destination I park my bike in the parking lot that is not exposed to the sun, fearing that later my bike can be dull. The motor alone can be dull what else my wife's skin that spends a lot of time growing vegetables in the backyard of the house.

A beautiful woman with a young man now greeted me kindly. Told me to go in and look around some luxury cars and used cars, it feels like my heart is not sincere if you have to buy a used car. My eyes were fixed on the new sports car, my eyes unblinking looking at the car. Surely the price offered is also fantastic, I decided to forget about the beautiful car.

A few rounds now the beautiful woman introduced the latest car output as well but at a slightly different price with a sports car that I saw earlier My choice fell on the Honda Brio. This is quite luxurious compared to the car owned by his cousin Mayang, hopefully Narto does not envy what I have now.

I gave you the full address and then handed you the check Danil gave me. Happy this heart will soon be the car will arrive at my house, the rest will be returned and then I put it in my little bag, I think this is enough for my wife's operation.

”I go home,” I shout a little harshly hoping my wife welcomes me and kisses the back of my hand. But nil, the door is open but there is no sound even the television is not alive. Indeed I told Mayang not to turn on the television if not watching. Wasting.

I decided to go in, if waiting for Mayang in the doorway can dry I was burning hot sun. Nothing in the room, not even the last bathroom I opened the back door, I saw Mayang picking red chili planted.

”Astagfirullah,” I woke up when my wife held her chest, it could be almost dislodged from its place.

”Cabe for whom, how much?” I wondered, then moved closer.

”Mau on sale for mbak Narsih. He ordered twenty kilos for his son's celebration,” he replied and continued picking chili.

Twenty kilos times the price of ninety thousand so a total of one million eight hundred thousand rupiah. Really this is enough to eat one month, if my wife is with our son there must be enough monthly money of that size.

I went back into the house, it was very lazy to help my wife to pick chili because the weather was quite hot. Tomorrow I will take Mayang to the hospital.

”Huam...” I yawned so wide, I looked at the wall clock showed at six in the afternoon, maybe long enough I fell asleep until I was unaware of my wife's whereabouts.

I saw Mayang lying next to me, he seemed exhausted.

”Dek, wake up.” I shook his body slowly. Maybe he fell asleep when he had not cooked anything, when washing his face earlier I saw in the storage cabinet there was no side dish.

How outrageous Mayang. This dirty woman just muttered and continued her sleep, how should I behave if she is always like this, always lazy. A little run towards the kitchen and then take the water in the bathtub.

Byur...

The water in my hand a little dipper is now moving on my wife's face. I saw him aghast and panicked.

”Bang.” Shake my wife, upset she got up and went to the kitchen holding her stomach. Samar I heard the sound of Isak crying Mayang, again women crying, actually what the women crying I was really confused. So sensitive.

Lazily I also come to the kitchen even though it feels very lazy to accompany him, the messy kitchen makes me sick.

”That's a cry,” I'm standing behind Mayang. Slightly smelled musty in his hair which is now as shoulder to shoulder after I am bald right.

Mayang did not answer a word, the ladder shrewdly cut tempeh after he continued cutting carrots. His clothes are still wet only on the chest, I forbid him to change clothes if only a little wet, wasteful soap I said.

I just sat here for a moment but Mayang is done cooking. Dunking the dining table then put the carrot bakwan fried anchovy and stir-fry kale mixed with tempe. If only the simple dishes that my wife served could not he serve me meat occasionally.

”Eat, Bang.” Mayang thrust a plate that has been filled with rice for me the side dish according to my taste.

Actually this is not my taste, I just appreciate it a little because I woke him up with coercion. In the middle I found a caterpillar in the leaves of the kale, immediately the contents in my stomach that I had just eaten wanted to come out again, the plate that I immediately threw on the floor until it broke into pieces. I ran to the bathroom to get my stomach out.

This incident reminds me of when Ali was a baby. Mayang who had just finished washing dishes, then sat down to relax while breastfeeding Ali. I was so thirsty that I took my wife's newly washed glass and poured water and drank it. Amis glass mixed with the smell of soap makes me nauseous, I throw the glass floor until broken into pieces. My wife just kept quiet and cried. Sucks.

This moment it happened again. Fortunately Mayang can still be controlled by me, this is all for my benefit. I say that the wife's heaven is at the soles of the husband's feet, if he wants heaven then he must be filial. I never hurt Mayang one bit.

Seriate...