YOUR LOVE IS DISAPPEARING
Chapter 41
Mayang looked at Abizar lekat as the thick-bodied man held his son and played happily, as if Ali found the current father figure. Without feeling Mayang dropped a clear circle that he immediately wiped when the two views clashed.
Ali looks so happy with a variety of toys, the thick-bodied man did not hesitate to buy what Ali asked while he could still participate.
"Ali happy?" Ask Abizar to prospective children later who have been tired of playing.
"Happy, Om. We'll walk again sometime huh, Om?!" Ali looked up at the face of Abizar who stood opening the trunk of the car.
"good. Your mother doesn't want to invite, she fidgets a lot. We go alone," said Abizar made Mayang look not like towards Abizar.
"Yes, Om. Kesel," said the boy glanced at Mayang who was afraid of being angered by Mayang.
"I don't like it you're influencing my son!" Mayang snapped and Ali and Abizar stared at each other.
"Continue angry! The worse the face," kekeh Abizar then get in his car with Ali, long waiting Mayang never get into the car.
Abizar came back out of the car to make sure Mayang, he told Ali to immediately sleep in the car. Ali was a submissive child following Abizar's orders even though they had only met a few times.
"Where's the cirain? Don't you want to go home?" Abizar looked at Mayang's face, the mother-of-one was jealous of Ali's closeness to Abizar.
"I hope you tell your parents to say that I am not your future wife and stay away from Ali, if the happiness you give her is more then she will gradually forget her father. I don't want that to happen" said Mayang without looking at Abizar, they sat under a pine tree that would be a silent witness to Mayang's words that offended Abizar.
"For what I have to say I sing so much to your son, if we are not a match I hope not to separate me from Ali," said Abizar staring fixedly at Mayang's face.
"I will go back to the Rohman bang" said Mayang slowly, Abizar who heard Mayang's words touching his chest slowly.
He regrets dropping his heart on the person who is still shackled by his past.
"Why do you still wish in the past that you destroyed yourself?" Abizar grabbed Mayang's hand to kiss him even though the reality he received at this time was so torturing his soul, at least this could be a precious moment for him. Mayang pulled his hands rough, turning to look at Abizar's beautiful bead eyes under the light of the lamp.
"All the reasons are there, Abi. I have a wish for you," said Mayang, wiping the corner of his eye slowly.
"What wish?" Ask Abizar seriously.
"I'll go back to talking to bang Rohman, but I have to marry another man so I can talk to him" Mayang explained, wiping the corner of his eye, while Abizar felt tightness in his chest every time he heard Mayang mention wanting to return to his past.
"Then?" Abizar tries to understand what is the purpose of the woman who has now given color in her life.
"I want you to marry me so that I can refer back to the Rohman bang," Mayang said making Abizar's eyes perfectly patterned.
At least Abizar understands about religion, when a woman who has been divorced with her husband has three talak or the wife sued her husband's divorce then when they want to refer back, when they want to refer back, the wife must remarry with another person on condition that the other person raises the woman in marriage and then divorced again with the other person, again waiting for the Iddah period, after the Iddah period is over, the ex-husband and wife who want to refer back can already marry again.
"You want to use my kindness?" Abizar asked flatly, indeed the current reality is like that.
"Not at all. If we get married then no one is suspicious, you can also say that I am not a good woman to your mother" Mayang said with a mocking smile, as if mocking his own stupidity at this time.
"good. I'll obey what you want, but don't separate me from Ali no matter what," said Abizar then kissed a glimpse of Mayang's cheek so as to make the mother of one child was pecking felt the sincere affection of Abizar.
Mayang is still sitting, thinking about whether his satisfaction is good or maybe it will make a disaster for him later.
"Ga want to go home? Want to sleep at the night market?" Abizar got up from his seat and reached out to Mayang to reach him.
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"Am I ugly?" Abizar asked the mother of one child who looked straight ahead. Abizar's question broke the silence between them.
"No. You are sweet and understanding," said Mayang still staring straight ahead, looking at the streets that are only illuminated by car lights.
"Then why am I just a tool for your own benefit? I love you so sincerely." Abizar asked back because he still felt confused by Mayang's current mind path.
"I don't love you," said Mayang successfully made Abizar's heart slashed many times, now he understands Mayang's love for her ex-husband is still so big, still too strong for him to separate.
The thick man will obey the wishes of the woman he loves today, he will run the play according to his role in Mayang's life. If Mayang pretended then he could also pretend.
A few minutes on their way to Mayang's parents' house, Mayang had already told his mother that he would take Ali for a walk to the night market with Abizar, who was in town, the middle-aged woman agreed as long as Mayang must be good at taking care of herself, although at this time she is no longer a virgin at least do not embarrass herself by behaving cheaply, he said, the woman who gave birth to Mayang had fallen asleep but the door was not locked because Mayang had told her before.
With the authority of a father, Abizar took Ali and put him to sleep in his room, Abizar did not want to wake Ali who looked so tired, while Mayang took out the toys bought by Abizar so much.
"I'm pampering. Whether I can still visit you or you want to keep your ex-husband feeling, if he does then I will stay away to wait for that moment to come" Abizar said, he stood on the terrace while Mayang was in the doorway.
"Byeah" Mayang replied after a moment of thought.
A little smile on Mayang and Abizar got into his car and left Mayang in the doorway.
Actually Mayang's heartbeat felt different when he heard the words of Abizar who hurt his heart even though he himself did not know what the words of Abizar were capable of making his heart hurt. The mother-of-one was upset by her decision and went inside the house and closed the door.
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Elsewhere Rohman stared at the ceiling of the room made of old sacks that looked worn.
His heart was happy to receive a notification from Mayang who was willing to receive his presence for the second time filling the days of Mayang.
His smile expands reading the row of Mayang messages that pay attention to him.
"May Allah be pleased" he said, touching his painful inheritance.
The thin man was characterized by what he had done before, there was a deep regret that made his heart sliced.
His current request to be with Mayang is nothing but to serve the woman he once enslaved, the beating of the wall clock continues to kick while his troubled heart still forces Rohman's eyes to open.
"Sleep young man. Tomorrow we will work to connect, "the middle-aged man who woke up from his sleep, he looked at Rohman.
The thin man responded with a smile and tried to close his eyes even though his heart still did not invite him to sleep.
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Sometimes man does not realize that God tests His servant with trials so that His servant will fear Him.