
The tears that flowed proved that I was in a bad state. Auntie and Heny understand. Without saying, Heny held Sean who was suddenly crying, and the aunt carried a baby bag following me out of the nursery to the garage.
Yudha stood looking at my departure. I wipe away tears trying hard. This expulsion I will remember and I promise he will regret his actions.
"Be careful on non-roads. Maybe you're stressed again." said the aunt.
"Thank you bi." I hugged auntie. Heny thrust out a wet tissue to wipe away my tears.
I'll be back at the pavilion. This suffering has never come to me. Why are people happy when I am always crying?
Am I not a match for Yudha or is this a curse from Hanun because I was among the ballads of his marriage Like people say evil deeds will get bad karma. Right enough. Now that I have bad karma since falling in love with Yudha I should have gone far without caring about Yudha.
"Miss, Sean's monthly shopping needs and the household has to buy" said Heny disperse my daydream.
"We went to Babys Mall. After that it's just to the department store." I said quickly. I then took the right lane towards the city.
"Miss, forgot to bring a stroller. How about miss, Sean's bobo again."
"It's okay to just buy. Or we buy a stroller first, another fixture later."
"Every lady, Sean's asleep."
The car drove towards the city center, I chose a Mall that was not too far away, considering that Maghrib was soon. As long as I was with Yudha, I had no income and all the living expenses Yudha bore. He gave me a black card. This card has a minimum balance of 100 million.
Even though the money in the ATM billions I do not want to poya-poya. I was wasteful because I bought the needs of children. Arriving at the stroller shop I immediately choose the goods so that it is quickly finished. But lacur, the Black card I'm proud of was blocked by Yudha.
"Sorry madam, ATM is blocked, mistress can call the bank's call center, or use CS Digital" said the store cashier returned my ATM card.
"No, sir, I'm sorry I didn't buy it." I said withholding embarrassment. The seller seems disappointed.
"Let's get to the car, sir blocked his ATM. From now on we have to be irony." I said sadly looking at Sean who was asleep.
"Don't worry madam if to eat my savings a lot, it used to be used."
"Thank you, Heny, I'm gonna borrow some milk."
"Yes, don't be shy."
There are still good people when I don't have money. After the milk shopping, we went straight to the pavilion.
The reddened sky in the western horizon will soon turn dark. I feel sad and empty. With a feeling of disintegration and disappointment I drove the car to the parking lot of Swari's mother.
I closed the car with an automatic cover. Maybe I won't be riding in the car for long because gasoline is going up and money isn't there. Just go up ojol if you want to get out. bathinku.
It's last!! I'm going to stay away from him. I remember one by one Yudha's treatment that made me want to break with the man.
If I happen to meet him I'll just say hello. My heartache is immeasurable. Know that I don't want to find Mr. Luke, just let him go to jail to rot.
But if he's in prison for Sean's pity, his soul will be unstable after he's grown. If he finds out that his papa was in jail, he'll be shaken.
Days kept changing, now almost a month I've been away from Yudha's house. Now I'm searching for myself. Forgetting Yudha was very difficult, but it had to be done. Living alone seems more comfortable even if only eating a piece of bread.
Without financial help from Yudha, it makes me stronger to live this life. Now I'm a small online business so I can eat. I was making parcels and I uploaded it on Instagram, it turns out the public interest is quite large. It happens that people here often use parcels as a delivery every day.so almost every day there is income.
The trial has begun, Yudha is still a witness, has not yet risen to suspect. Throughout the trial Dimas almost never came back here again, I don't know why, what because Mr. Luke. I also feel more comfortable without Dimas.
I don't care about any of that. Yudha also did not try to come she tried to approach me through Mr. Antonius as her lawyer. He asked me to drop my lawsuit if I could, I've done it for a long time, I don't understand how.
"Miss Luna as a mother of her son Yudha, and at the same time the closest person to Mr. Yudha, I represent you imploring you very much that she would withdraw this lawsuit" Mr. Antonius said the other day.
"I have approached Mr. Luke and asked to change the contents of BAP said Mr. Luke could not. Later there may be a reconsideration when Yudha appeals to the Great Makamah."
"I understand that, meaning that Mr. Yudha will not be a prisoner in the Police. Miss must understand that Mr. Yudha is a big business and is very disturbed by this matter."
"Mr Antony, I understand who Yudha is. So tell your clients, do not be quick and careful in doing business. If he had a conscience and restored my rights with sportsmanship the problem would be different."
"Miss Luna, the kindness of Mr. Yudha has been much, she lifted the lady from the slump."
"Wow..so, did master Yudha think so? So I have to repay her bud. Okay, I'll do it." I said with foggy eyes. I held back so my tears wouldn't fall. I've been quick on emotion since I got home from LA.
That was my conversation with Mr. Anthony. Perhaps by being the wife of Luke could free Yudha. Bathink.
Usually before trial Yudha will be languishing in the cell Polda. This is what he was afraid of, because many media crews will cover. Maybe he's afraid his good name is tainted. Couldn't he use bail to avoid arrest and comply with the ban on not traveling out of town? Which makes me happy that seven of papa's brothers have been arrested.
"Miss going to the police today?" heny asked while holding Sean.
"Yes Heny, I was kind of gone, afraid of getting stuck.Besides that so I could take parcel to the hospital. If Joy comes with a parcel basket please accept and arrange it in the living room."
"Ready Miss." he said. Heny quickly understood and was quick to work. Not only is she a baby sitter, she also often gives advice if I complain with her.
This is how I do every day, buy parcel materials that have been requested by customers, and deliver them to the place by car if the party is big, and, but if one or two parcels I just use the ojek online.
Finished taking my parcel straight to court. I wear a polite and elegant outfit of the day. Beautiful, sexy of course, especially now I'm getting slim because I rarely snack on snacks. Every day snacking on fruit by buying reject fruit.
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