AL-THAR
#102. Guilt
Mira tried to digest Roy's words a moment ago about the incident that just happened. The situation there seems to be really dangerous. The fact that Roy was given was that it was supposed to be, the bullet was directed at him. But it turns out that the existence of Ryo there is blocking the accident with his own body in order to protect Mira, so it is not Mira who is the victim. Knowing that, Mira felt a moment of weakness in her body. What if Ryo hadn't blocked that shot? doesn't that mean that he and his future son will be ...
Astarghfirullah...
He shouldn't have been rash to be there. However, Mira still loves her life, especially with her womb which will soon be the time to give birth. Imagining how angry Athar would be if he saw him in that place, Mira's oath was very sorry to have dared to follow and harm themselves and their future children.
Okay, then the most appropriate step at this time is he obeyed Roy who as soon as possible brought him back to Bogor. Yeah, that's better.
On his swab his big belly with trembling.
Oh my God, dear ...
sorry mama took you to a dangerous place ...
Hope your papa is okay.
Time and again Roy also assured him that Athar –sang husband– has got a lot of help, so Mira does not need to panic anymore. All he had to do was pray and believe that Athar would be fine.
However, among the complexity of his current thoughts, it was definitely tucked away a huge guilt towards Ryo. Somehow Mira explained her feelings, which must be the thing that happened to Ryo was very sad.
So heartbreaking. The shadow of how Ryo was doing made Mira endlessly cry. All sorts of thoughts filled his mind as well. About Pram, about their new household for a week, especially about his hope for Ryo who can still be saved by doctors. Hope so.
Mira does not care even though Roy and his other bodyguards insist that Ryo is no longer helped. For Mira, the most important thing is to immediately take Ryo to the hospital and she hopes that there will still be a miracle for her friend.
"Ryo .." whispered softly.
Worrying about Ryo and Athar certainly makes Mira feel no longer have the energy to just stay awake. I do not know how long he closed his eyes, even though he did not feel able to sleep even for a moment.
"Nl ..."
Roy's voice forced Mira to open her eyes even wider.
"Non's friend .. has been sent to the funeral home ...."
Mira could not hold back her screams. His cry broke again because of loss and enormous guilt.
If he hadn't forced it, come,
If he had not put himself in danger .. then surely Ryo was still fine.
"Ryo ..." sobbed. "Pram, sorry ...."
Why did Ryo experience it? Why must Ryo leave the world?
Wh why?
Even to the end Mira was unable to reciprocate her feelings. Mira is helpless.
Suppose ... If only Ryo hadn't come ...
If Ryo had lived happily with Hinata without going anywhere, then this would not have happened.
"Oh my God, Ryo ..."
Mira's guilt is too great to be able to scream anymore. His chest felt tight plus tears that never subsided.
Then suddenly ... she felt discomfort in her stomach. Something is happening, he believes. It was so painful that he could no longer speak.
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Dennis didn't expect that now, things easily turned around. He who was so confident he felt able to finish Athar now even he and his men who had been surrounded.
But Dennis is not his name if something like this makes him end it all with a defeat. No, at least he didn't intend to.
"Why? Didn't expect, 'would it have turned around by now." Athar with his signature smirk now receives a gun from a man.
"Hey, Thar ..lo wouldn't dare to shoot me ...."
Dennis could not hide his anxious look for a moment. He knew very well how Athar was able to do it or even directly aim at his heart.
"Lo won't have the heart, Thar. Your wife's pregnant again, forgot?"
Dennis' warning didn't make Athar waver in the least. "If by eliminating you here will make my life calm, then you should be ready to say the last words. You don't have to talk useless."
"Okay, shoot me!"
"of courses. My pleasure."
"Thar, wait," stop Dennis in a hurry. "Gue is just following Yudistra's orders. I'm just– I don't have the same evil intentions. I'm just kidding if I say you have a crush on your wife, too,"
Athar clucked slowly. "Lo think I'm a kid who can be fooled?"
"Oath, Thar. I was trying to protect Mira from Belva. Yudis also told Belva to finish Mira, so I always take care of Mira–"
"SILENCE, MOTHERFUCKER!"
Dennis shut his mouth. Athar's eyes that looked red from holding back the anger were indeed frightening.
"Where's Belva?"
"Don't know."
Athar gestures to his men who are positioning the gun behind Dennis' head. Instantly Dennis fell to his knees because of a hard kick from his men.
"Gue really don't know!" shout Dennis.
One of his other men now came to whisper Athar of something. On that day, he pulled out his phone that displayed something as well.
A faint smile rose in his lips and he looked back at the helpless Dennis.
"Lo doesn't know yet, 'that your boss Yudistra, and some of Garin's other family members just got arrested by the police."
Dennis flabbergasted. "Lied,"
"Dirga managed to get evidence of their corruption, and reveal their dirty deeds in order to take over the property and power of a former minister a few years ago." Athar stepped slowly to get closer to Dennis. "Originally you know, I look busy serving the game of Judis all this time. But besides, I'm the same Dirga is also busy collecting evidence of their crimes. Garin's family is savage. I'm sure that the accident that my parents had was their sabotage."
Dennis nodded slowly.
"Yes, right. I guarantee you it's one hundred percent right."
Hearing Dennis' answer made Athar re-ignited his emotions. He even ignored the sound of gunfire not far from where he was. Maybe it's the man he did, he thought. The side of his hand that was not holding a firearm was now firmly clenched. "Damn it! Garin's a fucking family!"
Dennis is sitting down now. His eyes no longer returned Athar's gaze. His anxiety had disappeared, and now changed with a surrender attitude without expression.
"Gue admits Dirga is smart. After your parents' incident, he repeatedly failed Judis's retribution for your stupidity, Thar. Including saving you to America at that time. Judis was fooled and believed that you had really died in an accident.
"I didn't play games at first when I got the job of spying on you, Thar. I just act as a student who is friendly to the target. Then report without bothering to intervene in the action. But ... after Mira was present in my life .. I felt different things. The initial intention that was just smooth play soon turned full of obsession. Yeah, I was so crazy that I planned to eliminate you so I could take him and make him mine. Yeah, I'm determined to make–"
BUGH!
An Athar punch slid into Dennis' face until Dennis fell to the ground.
"DON'T EVER DARE TO GO NEAR MY WIFE AGAIN!"
Now the punch back he did without being able to fight Dennis though. Because Dennis knew there was no point in fighting back when a lot of guns were pointed at him. Then the wrathful Athar was the one thing he had avoided all along.
Either it's been a blow to how much Athar lay when Dennis finally looks weaker. Then one of his men came over to tell him something else.
Athar was shocked by what he had just heard.
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Maybe 2 more times.