AL-THAR
#61. Wh why?

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"Abang" said Mira quietly and barely audible to herself. But it turned out that it was more than enough to make Athar turn his head and see the presence of Mira there.

Really, sometimes when we find that life will not be as beautiful as imagination and hope, then what happens is a tremendous pain. But in Mira's case, please give her just a few minutes to digest and make sure that everything is not what she had in mind.

Athar looks at Mira with a look that Mira is unable to recognize. It felt incomparably cold, and made Mira's heart feel like it had punched thousands of needles.

wh why?

what the hell's going on?

Just now his eyes caught the sight that Athar was hugging a woman who was now in the middle position behind him.

Not like a soap opera or drama scene that if a betrayal occurs then in a hurry the perpetrator away from his partner. What is in Mira's eye view now is ... Athar, who was hugging someone, was looking at Mira without letting go. Until slowly the woman herself turned to Mira and released herself from Athar's embrace.

Nandas.

Mira was unable to put out words for now due to the surprise she had gotten. Whahuh? Wh why? And how should he respond?

Right, Mira's pecking on the spot. His happy life has been destroyed. Now it has changed with the reality that seems to say that he just woke up from his dream. Why dreams? because what happened before was beautiful stories in his life. A marriage life that feels sweet and like a dream to her.

Is it true that he was married?

If yes, then is the man standing there her husband?

If yes, then where should the scene that should happen sweet as usual? Was it all just his imagination all along?

"Abang ..." said. He could not speak, for Athar himself was like a stranger who did not know him. His voice was choked because he was unable to recite anymore. "I–"

Maybe I still dream on the plane. Yeah, that must be so. Don't worry, Mir. It's all just a dream!

"I'm here .." the great-grandson. There was no response from Athar. Mira's heart is wounded. Why should such a foreign gaze be given to him by Athar?

You didn't expect me here?

Mira resigned without a word anymore. Athar's actions just now had answered why the man was just speechless and looked at him coldly.

Yes it is ...

If this is what has to happen. Why would he have to stay here any longer?

"I must .. go ...."

It didn't take long when Mira finally turned around and began to climb her footsteps that felt very heavy. He did not even care if his tears had flowed profusely and did not have time to wipe him.

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After Mira left her room, Athar returned to his seat limp. Both sides of his heart were tired of arguing about which one to listen to. Until finally the ego is able to appear and become a winner.

"Wah wah .. I was used." Nanda walked slowly towards Athar. "Where? What's my reward, hm? Nothing in this world is free, right?!"

Athar did not say. He sat leaning back with his eyes staring far out the window. His mind has been tangled. Now he just wants to finish the episode for today. It's just .. His knee still feels limp.

"Athar ..."

Athar raised his hand as a gesture to the woman nearby was silent. "Give me time ...."

"For?" nanda Urge.

"To think about all this" Athar said without bothering to look at Nanda.

"After you took advantage of my existence and even hugged me, you still want to think about what else?" Nanda did not understand the man nearby. "But .. provided you know that I don't mind using it. Just so you're happy" he put his hand on Athar's shoulder. But subtly but surely, Athar took the hand off his own shoulder and stood up.

Athar looked at Nanda for a moment. "Sorry." then he left his office.

Mira doesn't remember how she got back to the hotel. No matter whose car drove him, he didn't even see the driver's face. Because Mira's eyes were filled with tears ever since she stepped out of Athar's room. Yang Mira remembered that the car had driven her back to the hotel, and she was eager to find a pillow to quickly contain her grief.

Yes, Mira is as sick as her heart. He had already reluctantly slumped his body on the bed of the hotel room.

What really happened even Mira did not understand. All he knew right now was that the water was like a flood that was spilling over as if it was endless.

"Gue tuh why .. seriously I'm not wrong address .. it's really bang Athar .. huaaa ...." Mira sobbed, as she pleased, and even roared as if not enough to describe her terrible cry.

"... when he's so happy it's the same Iuee ... when is he amnesiac? Eh–" Mira was stunned for a moment and stopped her crying. But then she immediately shook her head and came back crying. "Amnesian? Where's there! Is this a soap opera? Drakor's mom? Where is the amnesia story? the accident was not Athar's. When did he suck on the door of that amnesia?" Mira dissolves into conjectures inside her head. His absurd, complicated thinking, coupled with shock from feeling betrayed now made his head even more dizzy.

"... did he get the sexy girl's pellet? Huaaaa .. very. Why should my husband be the one he pellets? why not another man? geez, jaharaaaa you ladyaaa ..."

" ... This is a dream what's real ...."

I hope I am pregnant, too, is a dream. Hopefully the test pack is wrong, not accurate. Because now I don't want to have children at this time ....

"Why ... why is this ...."

I do not know how long Mira dissolved in her so painful and stifling cry. He even seemed to drown in a mattress until he was unable to get up anytime soon.

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He was shocked when the door of the hotel room opened. Isn't the key he has? Then why can–

Mira, who had just turned her head and found Athar there, standing at the door staring at him, now Mira refused to see her husband. She cried again and drowned her face on the pillow.

Mira hugs without caring if Athar's steps sound closer to her.

A few moments quiet. No sound came out of Athar's mouth. Only the sound of Mira filled the room. After trying to dampen his feelings for a while, Mira was finally able to rise from her position and now sits facing Athar who was still standing in the middle of the room. The fact that her husband had no intention of getting close to her, made Mira's tears flow again, and her heart ached even more.

Mira cried again loudly. His eyes were covered in tears. "I think ... Brother ... will be happy to have me here .. but it turns out ..." his stammering speech was only up to that. Next he just cried again.

"No need to cry, Al,"

damn it, he's not amnesiac!

"WHY NOT?" angry in tears. "Bag evil with me. Brother cheated, and it hurts! HOW AM I NOT CRYING?"

"True, when someone we love is doing evil to us, then it will be very painful."

Athar's slow words full of anger made Mira hold back her tears for a moment?

Although he did not understand the meaning of Athar's words just now, Mira did not intend to clarify and just wanted to cry. His heart hurts so much to be able to think logically. "So Brother ..." It's as hard as it is to pronounce reality. "... what I saw earlier .. is that true?"

Athar just stared hard at Mira. His eyes look angry and I don't know ... Mira doesn't understand.

Mira mangosteen seemed to understand the words that Athar was unable to say, and quite conveyed by the look of his eyes only. "I'd understand if you'd be honest with me if .. if we had to end ..." That bitter sentence sounded like a whisper because Mira was too poignant to say it.

"You don't put yourself as a victim here,"

Mira looked up at Athar's words just now. A speech that sounds without mercy. And that makes it even more crowded.

"Have you thought about my feelings?" ask Athar sharply.

"meaning?"

"I did this because of you, Al. Before you do anything, think carefully about how I feel. I was just doing a role like you did. And how did you react? How do you feel? Then that's my feeling. And have you ever tried to understand in my position? Never, Al. So make no mistake I want to repay you as you did to me. .. behind me."

Athar reached into the pocket of his suit and threw a few photos in front of Mira roughly. After that he stepped out to leave the hotel room, without caring about Mira being there.

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