AL-THAR
#12. Mindfulness
Mira can't sleep.
This was not the case because of Athar's presence nearby, one bed with him. Nor because the room looks spacious and beautiful as in the stories of the hammer in a novel. Instead, his mind was currently carried home by the older brother who had only been silent throughout the journey. He and Athar drive Sheli home and greet Mama for a few minutes, then return to Athar's house.
After admitting her heartbreak, Shelia says nothing more to Mira. Although Mira was pushy, despite Mira pleading, her brother just shook his head. What happened to Ubay? Mira never thought how could Shelia be a heart? Girls who are used to being chased by men since bulge from the stomach of mama, now have to feel heartbroken for the first time. Miris.
It should be, if the circumstances and status of Mira are still as before, then tonight is a long night between himself and his brother to tell the things that have happened. But what you want to say, Mira's life has now changed. It can't be like before.
He turned his head and looked at the face of Athar who had fallen asleep next to him.
Sweet.
This sweet man is now his life companion for now and beyond. Someone who should be his top priority, compared to others.
Didn't his family want him too?
Mira sighed softly. Inevitably, only through smart objects that habitual vent session must be done. He was worried about Shelia. So, in order to sleep well, he had to contact his brother first.
^^^Me:^^^
^^^Sheli^^
^^^Ubay already have a girlfriend, right?^^^
A chat message he sent. Now he just waits patiently for a reply from his brother. But unfortunately when finally there was no reply from his brother. Even after half an hour he waited.
Maybe Sheli was asleep, Mira thought. So he put his phone back down, and went back to trying to sleep.
The movement of Mira who is still trying to fall asleep now even disturb the soundness of Athar's sleep. Mira hurriedly turned to turn her back to Athar.
Mira's breath was restrained when she felt a touch that spread slowly from her back to her waist, and ended up in her stomach. He breathed a sigh of relief, having to implant in his brain that it was Athar's habit while sleeping. He was sure that in a moment his body would be pulled to close to the man.
Mira pretends to have fallen asleep when Athar docked towards her. It's just .. again he must hold his breath when Athar's hand has moved and anchored in ...
Oh my goodness .. I touched.
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Mira stands in front of the campus waiting for Athar who he says is near his position to come pick him up. He focused on his phone screen that just had a message from Ryo. A best friend who hurt his heart. A greeting from Ryo would certainly Mira reply to the chat message. But, not even his finger had finished typing a single word, suddenly a person's voice came from beside him.
"I got some ugly gossip about you,"
Mira turned her head and found Cassandra standing there, a step away from her. Not to forget there is also Belva who is now looking at Mira with an unpleasant look as usual.
duo drop by comeback.
"Gossip is certainly impossible but already crowded among us seniors."
Mira was silent. Between reluctant, indifferent, and bored with the poisons that are being exhaled by the snake queen droplets.
"Why did you spread gossip if you were married to Athar?" Belva asked with a look of disdain.
Oh my goodness, it was scattered too. Though I think I'm sure that the people who come will shut up.
but, yeah, that's it.
"Who's spreading rumors anyway, sister," Mira held back to serve the two girls.
"Who else isn't it?"
"It doesn't know."
"Aren't you deliberately spreading gossip like that?"
Mira shakes.
"Don't stop Athar pretending to be the same as you, then you can just make false rumors," Cassandra added. Yes, they are both very compact. Shoulders in hurting others. Or, support each other in julid to other human beings, who have hearts not as bad as their hearts.
"Both of you, why never believe me? trus, why hate me so much? What am I wrong with you guys? Aapppaaa sins?"
"No need to be more," said Cassandra after a slow clucking. "Still ask me why? it's obvious that you don't deserve Athar. Uh, now there's some gossip going around,"
Mira. Is there any rumor that speaks?
He sighed, before there was a scene that he really never imagined would exist in his life, mending Mira just step aside. The more sane, healthy wal afiat mending. "Whatever the sisters yes. Boss I'm talking about this just."
"Where are you going? Our business isn't done yet" Cassandra stops when Mira intends to step up.
"HEY!" the call from Belva made Mira surprised. However, it turned out that he was not the one who was the target of the witch's voice. Belva is staring intently at a girl Mira knows named Kiara, who unfortunately is passing through the territory of the duo dampir gemoy.
Aman, my rumors are not being discussed by them.
What lizard?
Kiara ducked as Mira looked at her. Then when the girl's gaze lifted and met him, Kiara ran over to Mira for a moment.
"Sir Al, Ghani's real brother, right?!" Kiara asked while holding Mira's hand.
Mira just nodded.
"Do you mind if I have a crush on Ghani?"
Mira shakes. "Yes whatever," what right do I have to ban people's feelings right?!
"No," Kiara turned to Belva again. "Ghani's siblings don't mind if I have a crush on Ghani, Belva's sister. So why is it that Ghani's nobody's sister Belva is angry?"
Belva stared intently at Mira now.
Well, ouch. I brought gini? Athar's affairs have not been widespread, they are still grudges. Should this be added to Ghani's problem?
my God, my life ...
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"Why are you silent now?" Athar was curious about Mira who since he was picked up was more silent when he had told a lot.
"Huh?"
"Well, daydreaming, dumbass ..What do you think, Al? Shelia is big. Even if he has to be heartbroken, he certainly can overcome his own problems. You're just a little sister, doesn't mean a hundred percent focused on her, and it doesn't concern me. I can be mad, Al."
"Sorry ..."
actually ... I'm not thinking about Sheli.
"What do you think, hm?" Athar, who was just about to head to the bathroom, now turned his steps and rubbed Mira's head. "What am I really talking about?"
"Sorry, Brother ..."
"You honest?"
Mira took a while before she said, "If I'm honest, you'll be angry."
"If you're not honest, I'm more angry."
"That's right, same thing. Don't be honest, right?!"
"Al," okay, Mira understands that Athar cannot be tested to his limits.
"Ryo's sick, Bang." Finally the sentence slid also from his lips. Earlier, when Mira did not reply to Ryo's message which was just a greeting, there was another incoming chat from Mrs Ayumi who reported that Ryo was sick at this time. Even the pain had been going on since they set foot in Osaka. Lady Ayumi said, even Ryo would not eat a bite. More so when he was about to take her to the hospital, Ryo refused.
Surely that's what made Mira think while on the way home until she and Athar got home. Even in their room, Mira still daydreams. I want him to visit his best friend. But it's impossible that Athar will give him permission.
Then now, Mira will face her fate which is likely that Athar must be angry with her honesty. Evidently, it had been more than a minute Athar just looked into his eyes, without any words spoken from his lips.
"You worried?" ask Athar slowly.
Mira also only dared to nod slowly. This is the risk he will accept when he is forced to be honest about what he feels.
"Anged angry?"
Athar did not say. He instead turned his steps and headed towards the bathroom in silence.
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Honestly, that's bitter, right?
But, should we praise even bitter?
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Uh the Tweezers passed by 😂😂😂
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