AL-THAR
#69. When's He Coming Home?

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As usual, since there was no Athar who accompanied his sleep, Mira always set the alarm so that he could wake up in time. Because usually, after marriage exactly, then the alarm is Athar. But not built by her husband. Not at all. Athar is very difficult to wake up. But what makes Mira woke up by itself is because of the habit of Athar movement in his sleep. Yes, it's that simple when our lives change not alone anymore. When used to sleep with someone who accompanies.

It's just, this week Mira went through quite heavily. He tried to recall his habits before marriage. Fortunately, it only took two days to get over it. Because the rest is a sense of annoyance that eventually forced him to legowo accept his fate.

After groping his phone alarm with his eyes closed he turned it off. Now slowly his eyes opened and blinked for a moment.

His eyes stared at the sight he missed.

"Eh .. I'm still dreaming apparently ..." he muttered softly. He sighed and rubbed his eyes first before opening them again. "Then? Yes ... I must be halu ...."

Then he immediately got up to sit down and scanned the situation around his room for a while. After he felt his eyes were quite fresh, his brain was sane, and his consciousness had gathered completely, so Mira turned back to her right. He confirmed what his eyes had just seen when he woke up.

"Bang Athar .." he almost whispered. When did he come home? why do you know it's in bed?

Yes, her husband seems to be very well closed, on the side of Mira sleep.

Is this a dream? A halu? Or just a pseudo-dream of his subconscious that is holding back longing?

I don't know, Mira doesn't know. He soon found out the answer.

A pinch he kites on Athar's arm that sticks out nearby. But there was no movement at all from the owner of the hand.

Then Mira lifted the smallest pinch towards the man's stomach–

"Duh duh duh ..." Athar hissed sharply and immediately opened his eyes.

Now the two of them stare at each other without a sound. I don't know, Mira doesn't understand the meaning of Athar's gaze now on him. And he doesn't care. After holding back the tightness due to excessive longing, now in the head of Mira dancing again memory while in Surabaya. How Athar hugged, looked at him sharply, then left him just like that. Until they block it anyway. It was all very painful and made his longing buried for a moment, and turned into a very upset.

The reflex of his hand grabbed the pillow he had been wearing to sleep, and now he smacked the pillow into Athar's body with all his might. All feelings gather into a force that wants to be unleashed immediately.

"Al! Aduh–"

"Racaine! Who told you to suddenly sleep in someone's bed, huh?" Mira was really angry with her hand holding onto the pillow blindly.

"Al, stop! Stop that!"

"Wouldn't! Who are you, huh? I'm not going to go in my room, excuse me?"

Athar managed to catch Mira's pillow and said curiously, "So you have amnesia just separated in a week? Forgetting to have a husband?"

Mira widens her eyes. The anger is growing. "NOT TURNED? I forgot to have a wife! I was left behind, irresponsible! What a bad brother! Brother left without my explanation first. Even Brother blocked me. BAD BROTHER!"

"I never forget to have a wife! I always remember you. And I don't have that responsibility, because I gave you my credit card. And now you're blocking me. You're bad too, Al!"

"Bag a hug with that sexy chick. Brother makes me cry!" Mira obai with Athar's objection. He focused on all the feelings in his heart.

"Because you have that same fucking hug behind my back!"

"I'M NOT HUGGING!" rebut Mira loudly. "Where am I like that! He suddenly hugged me. I don't know at all. But Abang–" did not feel tears had flowed on his cheeks. "Abang who purposely hugged him ... Bad brother ..." at the end of the sentence.

Athar knew that his selfish nature was still difficult to control. Although his current status is as a husband who must be patient and become a priest for his wife, but he is also a man of blemish. There are times when his imperfections will appear and make people around him become hurt. So if he thinks again about his actions, it is more regret than his frustration. However, ego and prestige still dominate more than that.

Suddenly ...he just remembered something.

"Al ..." His hand wanted to grab Mira. Even the tone of his voice when calling his wife's name sounded very soft.

But Mira immediately shook Athar's hand. "Anga is really evil," sissed Mira.

"Yes, I'm evil. I knew you wouldn't betray me. It's all just my excessive fear, because it's your friend who is still labile–"

"I am not labile. I just don't have the heart," Mira argued. "That's my weakness."

"That's what scares me, Al. I'm afraid you–" he paused. "I can't be humiliated, Al. Egoku is too tall to accept that my wife is being hugged by someone else" Athar said. "It hurt my pride as a husband too much."

"Yes, sorry on that part," said Mira directly quietly. His head was bowed in regret for the events that were always out of his control. How can if it's about Ryo then Mira's heart easily feels unbearable.

Athar nodded slowly.

"But that doesn't mean that your attitude and actions are right" Mira raised her gaze again and looked sharply at Athar.

"I'm not tormented. It's normal," Mira said.

"Yes, it's good that you're not tormented. I am the one who punished myself for my actions" Athar said with his patience slowly returning.

"Until my number blocks everything,"

"Sorry, Al, sorry. I was so that I wouldn't call you just to get angry. Because I was still angry yesterday."

"Aren't you angry now?"

Athar answered Mira with a deep look. A moment later he shook slowly. "It would be a lie if I said that my anger was completely gone. There's still that upset in my heart, but a little. That's nothing and nothing compared to my love for you, Al. I know that my ways and actions in dealing with our problems are not right. But that's my imperfect side. I didn't expect our relationship to break but I couldn't control my emotions either.

Yeah, I was wrong, Al. Forgive me. I'm really sorry about you. And I hope we finish this all right,"

"Why didn't you want to finish this all right yesterday, huh?" reply Mira with ketus. "It's even run away, go, block .. and now it's easy to apologize."

"So you're not sorry for me?"

"Clearly!"

Athar nodded. "Yes, I understand. You can be angry as much as you want. But please allow me to hug you ...."

Mira was silent with her eyes still staring back at Athar. He wanted to throw himself into that embrace. But, he also has an ego and prestige that makes him still hold firm to the annoyance.

"Don't dream!"

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Mira lingered in her bathtub as usual. After issuing his frustration to the husband who had suddenly returned home, now he needed time to get his own anger also subsided. Just like Athar, right?!

While soaking, his mind drifted everywhere.

If further investigated, it turns out that there is a sense of happiness that he tried to deny when he found Athar who knew had returned to his side. The feeling of rebuking along with a sense of happiness when remembering that he is currently two-bodied. What if her husband knew they were going to be parents soon? Be happy? Or will there be a soap opera drama about DNA?

Mira shakes her head at the second possibility. It's too much if he thinks like that. Now he just has to focus on forgiving. Because the matter of apologizing is not as easy as if only the tongue is working. The most important part is the heart. His own heart must be sincere to forgive.

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"FUCK!" the call was from Athar who was behind the bathroom door.

Thankfully, I locked the door.

"Al you're so long?"

Mira refused to answer. I swear, he was too lazy to start forgiving. Let time finish.

In his mind, why the hell would a male-type creature have to be so easy to forget a problem? It's all done with an apology and like nothing ever happened?

He was upset thinking that. Because according to his thinking, a problem can not be made simple and easy if it has ever felt very painful. The angel has taken notes and it cannot be forgiven so easily.

"Al, open! If you don't open it, I'll break the door!"

With forced Mira immediately ended her comfort in soaking themselves. After rinsing her body once more, Mira immediately cursed the bathrobe and opened the bathroom door.

There Athar was still standing with both hands folded in front of his chest and staring at him.

"That's a lot of noise! From now on don't bother me if I'm in the bathroom again. Know?!"

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📜 I want to say that Athar is not perfect. Although it may look perfect, but its nature and character are not. Because no human being is perfect.

In my novel do not expect to find a perfect character without reproach. Therefore, it is impossible to exist even if only in the world.

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