AL-THAR
#56. Wind In
It was only two seconds when Mira finally lowered her gaze from the warm gaze of the Japanese man.
Ryo, her best friend who used to be so fun but now has changed. What to say, if someone's heart has been different than before, then no one can stand in the way except the person himself.
Without Mira knowing, after she subdued her gaze, then at once a bitter smile stopped for a moment on the lips of the young Japanese man who had transformed into a handsome adult man. In his heart, he quite understood why the woman who was greatly valued by his heart did so. And his feelings become immeasurably painful when he realizes that someone is unachievable.
"What's up, Yo?"
Mira cannot refuse Ryo's arrival even if she wants to. Shelia advises him to face anything and anyone God sends to test his household. A problem must be faced and solved, and not to be avoided.
"May I drink first?"
Bi Nani had served drinks on the terrace table a while ago, where they are now.
Mira simply pulled the corner of her lips to hint at her agreement.
"I can't take long, yes" said Mira slowly. He knew Ryo was still holding his glass to enjoy his drink. Or maybe the guy was deliberately lingering in this way, so as not to immediately leave his house. I don't know, Mira was just prejudiced.
"I just want to say goodbye" Ryo put down his empty glass.
Mira looked at the guy. "You want to go to Japan?"
Ryo nodded once. "Yes .. in the near future."
"Oh ..."
I don't know why I feel relieved
"Why? Are you happy I'm gone?" accuse Ryo slowly. Not spared the smile that always adorned his lips when it was faced with Mira. Always was.
Mira bit her lower lip slowly. He did not know what to answer, and his only reaction was to get back down.
"Don't be sad" Ryo said in a barely whispering voice.
Precisely Ryo's words even make Mira lift her gaze again. Because Mira does not agree if Ryo's intention is that he is sad over the intention of leaving his old friend.
But just as Mira was about to let out her voice, then Ryo had resumed his speech.
"Please promise to never grieve with him as your life choice. Promise me, Mir ..."
Ryo's sentence made Mira stunned. Does that mean Ryo has given up? is Ryo really flirting with him now? Rightly so?
If it is true, then it is appropriate that Mira feels relieved now.
"Ri ..."
"I'm not losing, let alone giving up," continued Ryi whose current gaze was fixed on Mira. It was as if the eyes and tongue were in alignment in expressing his heart intent. "I'm leaving is to give you time. If I finally come back and find your sorrow because of him .. then that's when my victory. I promise I'll take you away from him right then and there. I promise to separate you from what is called suffering.
It's been enough I know all your life long ago, Mir. I know and understand everything–"
"You're good, Yo," interrupted Mira. In the end there was a good time to get his thoughts out, after his reflection after Ryo hit with Athar on the beach at that time.
"You are as understanding and loving as I am. But we must go back; if we are just ordinary people. What we want, what we love, what is good according to us. It is not necessarily good according to God. Especially the soul mate. Maybe we really want someone to be our partner, but if God doesn't want to, what can we do?"
Ryo did not speak of Mira's words.
Mira knew that she had to firmly sort out which feelings were right and which ones were not. It's not that Mira has any special feelings either, it's really not. Mira just has a bad taste as a friend. Ryo who was so good all this time he knew, then Mira did not feel the heart to say the painful. And apparently the feeling is not appropriate if the condition is like this. Where he has had a husband who must be above everything, and guarded his feelings.
After a while in silence, Ryo finally smiled which Mira herself did not understand the meaning of that smile. I don't know, Mira's little heart couldn't believe that smile just now.
The guy sighed before saying, "I ..." could be everything. "I understand, Mir. I understand much more than that. Don't worry that I'll ruin your household. That's not my goal at all. I just want to find my happiness ... make you happy .. and ..."
He doesn't understand either!
"Ril ..."
"Calm, Mir. I told you I was going. I'm back in Japan maybe in two or three days. I'll start filming again there. And yes .. before I actually go back there for a long time, I want to ask one thing for you,"
No, plis. I'm afraid I can't give you what you ask for, Yo.
Ryo stared at Mira deeply for a while. Mira who returned that gaze with a different highlight and intent.
"Plis ... Be the Mira I used to know ... just for a moment."
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A bad morning. Mira has been back and forth many times to the bathroom because of her stomach problems. Nausea that makes him inevitably inhabit the bathroom longer to miss his breakfast.
"For example, I catch this wind, mah," his grunts were upset. "Last night's feeling just a little while sitting in his garden. Yes, there is a lot of wind, but kan–" Mira felt the nausea is endless for a few moments.
"Capeeekk .." lamented as he returned to bed. "Must drink herbal medicine reject this wind mah. Reject the storm. But– the problem I do not want herbal medicine, except sweet rice. This is Bang Athar to know. He could have sent a doctor here when I was just catching a cold. Ck, you nackal wind!"
The door to his room suddenly opened. Who else would have done it if it wasn't for the bumil to eat everything, Shelia.
"Well, miss the chicken porridge yahuud lo, Te." Shelia walked in while carrying a bowl of porridge, her morning breakfast. It seems that one's pregnant habit these days is to eat anywhere and anytime. Where he goes, then in his hands and mouth there must be food that is being eaten.
"Te?" Mira closed her nose as the pungent smell of porridge filled her room.
"Ante. Aunt. From now on you must get used to being called 'Tante' with my son."
"Still a long time. Your son now brojol will not immediately be able to call me 'Tante'."
"Yes anyway. But I want it to be that."
"Shel," he exclaimed as he leaned against the head of the bed. "Lo eat bang to ya?"
"Ah shit, Squid! I eat this good porridge even blasphemed."
"Brother, Shel. It stinks, I swear."
Shelia's reflex is bringing the bowl closer to her nose. "You what the hell? Yes smell of porridge. What does it smell? Don't be jahad dong lo,"
"There, Shel, get out! I want to take a warm bath" and Mira gets out of bed and goes to the bathroom.
"Aren't you in college?"
"Ntar's 10."
Mira who had entered the bathroom now felt nauseous again. As a result, the soak must be postponed first as long as it channels its desire for spoiled vomiting.
"Gue hasn't eaten anything yet, though, already eneg aja," his grunts interrupted his nausea.
Meanwhile, Shelia who was just about to get out of her sister's room immediately stopped her steps when she heard Mira's voice that was solemn nausea. Shelia immediately turned right and headed for Mira's bathroom whose doors had been closed at once locked.
"Mir!" digedor lightly opened the door with his voice calling out his sister's name. "Lo why? Bunting?"
"What the hell, Shel?" sahut Mira from the bathroom. "Buntung-bunting, the persevering is elo, not me."
"Why did you uek-uek like me a few months ago? Tekdung?"
"Uek-uek does not mean two-bodied, Garlic! Plis, anything can happen. If every vomiting is said to be pregnant, not going to practice jamu reject the wind. I got the wind, kali. Jan bawel! out there!"
Shelia squealing. "Broth, basic. I was worried, instead of being expelled," his grunts as he passed away leaving Mira's room.
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(Don't ask this 👆ya, because it is still in the form of ideas whose journey is very long and tortuous obstacles.what the heck? 😂🙈)
I am not very excited about the oath. 😥 Many ideas, grooves to the ending are also clear. Just to continue his update that I'm really lazy. Not the spirit of Mimir. 😭
sorrykeun. 😂
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