Ash-boss
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Laras was stupefied by the memories he saw. Her tears suddenly sagged. And leave unbearable sadness. Baras immediately wiped his tears.

"Is it really all that I see?"

Stunned barrel. He looked at the guard. There is sadness that I feel. More to a guilt. He seemed to have taken another chance from another Eren figure in his memory.

Eren's other figure was now exhaling his heavy breath. In the usual silence glimpsed by Laras on another figure Eren, making Laras feel intense pain in the upstream of his heart and stomach. Like being struck by a powerful fist many times.

"What did the two guards do to you? Why does your face look so bad?" another figure Eren stared fixedly at the woman in front of him.

Barrel held onto his left chest. Holding something that feels very difficult to explain. It felt very painful when back Laras heard the raucous voice of another Eren figure. Shouting in pain Lain Eren's figure in the shadow of Laras's memory, gave Laras unbearable pain again.

"Nothing!" Answer Laras with heavy breathing. "Nothing the two creatures did" he added.

Laras immediately moved away from the place especially from Eren's other figure. He hurriedly walked down the hill without thinking of anything else that he eventually regretted.

"Do you know that?" another figure Eren could only stare at Laras' departure in silence. In his mind, he noticed a change in Baras' attitude that instantly shunned him. "Maybe this is better. You'll be more receptive to the reality of what I really am?"

Eren returned to his figure. From the top of that hill, he turned his body and disappeared from the top of that deserted hill.

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In his quiet room, Laras continued to endure the pain in his heart. It is not a disease in general. More to a sense of tightness that is very great and he can not explain the race of pain. His breath on the esophagus feels choked. Oxygen did not enter his lungs properly. The feeling of tightness is increasingly felt in a moment after the rustling of rainwater falls soaking the surface of the earth.

He was snuggled up in his quiet room. Reluctance makes Laras can not make his body move just to make sure that he can be better.

"Saki!" laras Groans. Tears on his cheeks. That's how Laras is long enough. He huddled in grief that he could not explain for hours until he did not realize that he was asleep and woke up in the evening.

The rain was no longer heard. But the breeze of the piercing wind teased Laras to immediately wake up from the sadness that haunted him. Drop by drop of rainwater leftover falling on the water reservoir behind the window of the room Laras made him realize that none of the lights were on in that part of the house. There was not a single sign of life that he was able to feel after that long afternoon.

Laras. In unbearable pain, Laras ran out of the courtyard into the room of his grandparents. The atmosphere is so quiet and calm but quite gripping in Laras. Sadness and other fears approached Laras in his mind.

He remembered leaving the top of the hill without seeing his grandparents who were sheltering under a shade tree around the hill behind the school. He recalled how he left the place with the intention of avoiding Eren's figure with all the pain he was in.

In front of the door of his grandparents' room, Laras was pensive. His feet were instantly limp and he was mired from his stand he was in silence. His clothes were now wet with splashes of mud under his feet.

"What happened!!! What have I done!!"

All Laras had in mind was that he had left both his grandparents on the hill behind the school. With regret, Laras thought about how stupid and careless he was towards the figure of parents who took care of him since he was a child.

"Clearned! What have you done!" pekik Laras on his way to the top of the hill behind the school in the middle of the day that had begun that night.

Running barefoot on a dark day, Eren's attention was on him. At the crossroads, Eren, who had intended to leave from Laras' side, thought that Laras had stayed away from him this afternoon because he had to accept Laras' grandfather and grandmother into a gray valley, making Eren only pay attention to the figure of Laras from a distance. He shut off his car engine. Make the streets back to their real excitement.

Noticing each step of Laras and following him by becoming the shadow of the guard figure, Eren arranged a little light so that the view of Laras was not too dark.

"What are you looking for these lonely nights?" muttered another Eren figure in the darkness.

The figure of Laras stopped not far from the shade tree where his grandfather and grandmother had rested this afternoon. And the two figures he was looking for were also not there.

"Where are they?!" mumbled Laras a little dazed. "Is there any place I missed?!"

He rested himself in the confusion he was experiencing. She sure had looked into her grandparents' room and no one was there. He also remembered he had checked the kitchen, the living room, the back porch, and all the corners of the house before finally remembering the place that he is now to find the figure of his grandparents that he did not meet at home on this afternoon. "Where are they going?"

The rain is back. The barrel that was too limp to walk could only remain silent from its sitting in silence. The increasingly heavy rainfall did not necessarily make him to rise from his position that had lost most of his energy.

"What are you doing?" the raucous voice of another figure Eren shocked Laras in a rain-shattered stub that night.

Laras. Back meeting face to face with another figure Eren made Laras remember again the shadow of the fall of another figure in the abyss of misery. Where strands by strands of feathers from his wings were uprooted and replaced with a dark wing puff that now adorns his back that looks so awkward.

Eren's other figure transforms himself into Eren with all the darkness he has. This was the first time for Laras to see how the guard presented himself as Eren. A figure that emerged from the darkness behind a thick black puff of smoke that was in the shape of a wing.

Many flavors mixed into one in the mouth of Laras. There is so much pain that Baras is feeling right now. All possibilities and reality seemed to be ambiguous in Laras's mind.

I don't know what he feels now. I don't know what his priority is now. He just felt unclear. All reality is disguised. While all the possibilities seem to show how he became real.

A flash struck far behind Eren. Showing clearly how the figure of Eren is now standing with eyes that imply many things. It was then that Laras came to terms with what he most wanted to know. Rather than being shackled in guilt of unknown clarity, Laras prefers what he now wants to know.

"Where are my grandparents?"

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