Ash-boss
Missed you!!!

Laras was aghast from his sleep. Like he was having a strange dream, Laras seemed to forget what had happened before.

"It turned out to be just a dream." murmured Laras rubbed his face with just anyone.

His steps this morning still felt as heavy as the morning before after the death of his grandmother and grandfather also the disappearance of the figure of Eren from the life lived Laras. While walking, Laras rubbed his eyes and entered his bathroom with a thought that was somewhere. In the bathroom he washed his face in the sink, brushed his teeth and then went out and prepared for his Sunday morning activities. Delivering newspapers and milk orders to customers in the neighborhood.

Laras had just picked up Eren's gray hat and was preparing to use it. In front of the mirror, Laras long stared at his shadow. His memory of Eren turned out to be a dream.

"Good morning," Baras wore the hat. He looked at himself again in the mirror and smiled. "Malurazathi!"

The bicycle and the mastic lights of his bicycle adorned the streets that were still pitch black. It's only natural because the day still shows at five in the morning. It was a very early morning routine. But it has become a habit of Baras in managing the time of his activities. It all starts in the morning until the sun shines.

Baras already delivers almost all of his customers' orders. And today there is something odd about his order because of more than one package. One package contained one roll of newspaper and two other boxes of milk. Laras looked again at the checklist of his newspaper and milk subscribers.

"It's true!" mumbled Laras saw a check mark on his notebook. "Where are new residents?" The barrel scratches the head with the pen it holds.

"That's my order!" The figure of the young man wearing training and all-white clothes took a box of milk from the package left in the front basket Laras. The young man opened and drank the milk he had just taken.

Baras was silent for a moment. Then took his eyes off where he stopped his bike. It had become his habit ever since the disappearance of the young man from Laras' life. After delivering all the milk and newspapers to his customers, Laras will stop the speed of his bike in an old house at the end of the residential neighborhood. The only old house with a Dutch colonial era order that is aesthetic and creepy. But it does not mean anything to Laras because he knows and knows the figure who previously lived in the house.

The sudden disappearance of the young man had indeed made Laras completely confused by all the problems and feelings he had. Until he finally tried to rise again to be able to accept the fact that the figure of the young man is not a figure that he will be able to reach either in this life or in another life. But now, the figure of the young man suddenly stood up again in front of him casually.

"You want to go for a walk?" touch the figure of the young man. He thrust one other box of milk at the barrel. "Down!" the figure of the young man took the position of Laras who rode a bicycle and with a relaxed figure the young man asked Laras to sit on the back on the bike bonnet.

"Where are we?" asked the young man's figure to Laras who still looks incredulous with the appearance of a young man who is none other than the Eren.

"So..that's not a dream?" Barrel wonders.

"We're just going around town, okay?" Eren pulled out Laras' hand and wrapped both hands around her waist. "Hand!" after saying so, Eren patted Laras' hand with his henchman following the direction of the young man who was now pedaling his bicycle.

Along the way Laras still felt in disbelief that again he repeated his bright week with the figure of Eren. The young man who made him have a lot of perplexing sense in his life. Starting from the heart that is made to beat erratically and sometimes guilt also arises against the dark story of the guard who is with Eren.

Laras's mind again did not focus on his hold. Many flavors mixed into one in his memory, making Eren had to suddenly stop the speed of his bike at the edge of a bridge connecting the city.

"What are you thinking?" Eren clicked Laras' forehead slowly.

Laras only responded by looking irritatedly at Eren. He frowned then shook his head slowly.

"Why did you disappear for so long?" the first word Laras after his long residence. Waiting for Laras to remove his colleagues, Eren still makes them pull over on the bridge connecting the city that is rarely passed by vehicles in the morning.

"That's all?" tanyanya turned to look towards Laras.

"What if I disappear?"

Long time no answer, Laras without hesitation immediately hugged the young man before him. Taking one step to stay a little longer hugging the young man, did not dampen Laras' desire to vent his unbearable feelings for the past six months.

No matter what response Eren gave, Laras just kept hugging the figure he yearned for with all the unbearable outpouring of his feelings.

"Let it be just for a little while" said Laras softly as Eren moved both hands. He increasingly tightened his embrace on the figure of the young man.

"Did you miss me so much all this time?!"

Baras did not answer with words. He again strengthened his embrace on the figure of the young man.

"Please don't leave again like yesterday!" laras. He let go of his embrace and looked at Eren's figure and instantly the figure of the ragged ash-robed guard appeared in the romantic drama.

The ragged ash-robed guard was simply speechless. Then open the hood of the robe on his head and re-expose how he is now. Most of his face was no longer covered in skull bones, but now the skull was part of part of his face and one of his eyes glowed blackish red.

"This is who I am now?" said Eren releasing a hug Laras on him.

Laras.

"I'm not the person you want to be?!" his voice sounded raucous and restrained. A completely different voice from the carefree voice of the young man named Eren who had just teased his morning.

No matter what the other Eren figure said or the ragged ash-robed guard figure, Laras again stepped closer and hugged the figure once more. Quickly and briefly.

"Your figure or Eren's figure, to me you guys are still the same!" answered Laras who was confident in what he said. "Whoever appears before me, I still feel the same feeling in that figure and that feeling I have never felt in anyone else in my life!"

The turn of the figure of the ragged ash-robed guard who fell silent.

"Have you just expressed your feelings to me?" Eren's figure shows itself again. He looks embarrassed but also looks ignorant at Laras who does not find any answers to refute what Eren guessed about his statement.

Laras. His feelings are mixed again. He held onto the part of his stomach that suddenly felt wrapped around. A lot of mixed feelings in him that Baras was not able to hold all that until he felt nausea for holding everything.

Now it was Eren's turn to go forward and directly pull the girl into his arms. Buried the girl's face on the chest of her field. Hugged the girl so gently.

"I've missed you all this time..." Eren looked into Laras eyes looking up at the expression of the young man's sense of self. "Truly missed you..." One kiss on the forehead received Laras and it makes one day it will be the sweetest memory in his life.

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