Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
a locked heart

"ah.. sorry"

her tears fell slowly, which was on my mind now whether she wanted to play with me or she could not be treated like that, hundreds of pairs of eyes stared at us after hearing the sound of crying. maybe if other people will panic and jump into making mistakes but not for me who is experienced until I myself get bored.

a man of my age came and his left hand immediately hugged the woman in his arms while his right hand pointed a sword at my neck, panic oh obviously very clear if I am not a great actor who can keep his personal feelings maybe I have knelt ta clear and begged for mercy.

"who are you???, how dare to make the royal family cry, are you tired of living??"

"whoareyou?? how dare he put a sword at me, are you tired of living??" I replied in a whisper but he could still hear it but others could not hear it as they kept their distance after the seventh prince pointed a knife at my neck

"fearless, you're just a lowly nobleman who dares to answer me to the seventh prince"

"KAKA, I'LL BE KILLED" the style of a thousand tears fashion on.

1...2.

*clang

ting*

the sound of the iron and iron pounding falling down made my ears hurt my eyes were covered with big warm hands and the warmth was like saying "what's going to be okay", the sense of protection made my heart beat because of the tears I made and I controlled well began to not be able to control.

strange, why my tears can't stop why my heart hurts, I squeeze my head I hope it will stop soon but why can't it, it hurts.

someone hugged my body.

"aneas taapa's all right"

That word that came out of his mouth made me cry even more, what feeling would not all be well but why would I cry.

"oh shit, this dangerous feeling this feeling will destroy everything I planned, I must not let it "

"come home, fear" my voice trembled, my heart almost returned to normal my tears had stopped and I was also able to regain control of my tears and expressions.

"dangerous, if I love him will have a big effect on my future records, it should not be even though this is the feeling of the owner of this body still should not, until whenever it should not, be, he'll leave me if he finds out that I'm not his sister. right!! like that, I can't put my feelings on him no matter what"

my brother pulled me away from the people who had gathered around us when the door wanted to be covered in the shadow of a red-haired girl wearing a maid looking at me with a hand holding a drink.

"so that's your plan, it's easy to guess but the easier someone knows the sooner you'll bow to me, I think it'll go faster than I thought" I laughed, the more pawns I have the more I can use them and live the life I want.

[mister ]

"hm"

[do you hate kaka sir ??? ]

"he's not my brother but kaka aneas the owner of this body"

[can't you now be aneas ]

"i wasn't aneas until whenever I was me, and aneas was him even though now I'm wearing his body still doesn't close the fact that I'm not him"

[is not this what you wanted in the old life, there was someone who protected you, defended you, gave you what you wanted, lived casually without thinking about anything, loved you, loved you, you always think realistically that now is now, then is first, and the future remains the future ]

"until any time someone won't know what he's thinking, planning, and feeling what they're keeping unless they tell him what they're feeling and thinking, I know I'm aneas but.....hah you don't have to tell me"

[you're like this because the person who killed you, or you're afraid of being hurt and abandoned after you loved ]

" professional job yes job, do not let everything become chaotic just because of one word "feelings" I'm an adult and I know it"

[mister, this is the life of the master and the lord has the right to decide what kind of life you want to live, I am not a human being, an angel, or a demon and I do not know what I am, I have no emotions so I don't know what you're doing now or what's coming, you always think realistically even when the master changes the body of the master just like nothing happens, focus on the back of life ]

"SantaI once you told me that, you don't know anything about the life I used to live how hard I struggled and how hurt I was when I was left behind or stabbed in the back"

[mister ]

"already I don't want to talk about it, I want to take a break "

[if you want to cry, weep, he said, fragile creatures not because their bodies are weak but because their feelings are easily destroyed, it never hurts to bring out the feelings that you crave]

"this base of you, I don't need to cry for myself because of my past because no matter how the past remains the past nothing changes, I always look back because my past was an encouragement so I could survive sometimes when I remember my actions in the past I often thought I was so cruel when I thought like that another part of my past reminds me that I have done nothing wrong and that the wrong world has always been like that, because I was a savior to me when I did the things I should never do, Wrong remains wrong whatever the reason, it seems I've talked a lot, I'll sleep"

my mind is screwed because of that feeling and reality adds to the chaos in my mind, it is enough not to think about anything I want to sleep and hope everything will be fine when this feeling is gone.

I hope it's like that..