Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
suffering is always harbored

it took me almost two hours to reach the bottom of the ravine and this is where I attacked, in the darkness filled with firefly the beauty of the bottom of the ravine is more beautiful than the night forest, under such abyss in the dream world where there is only silence and where there is only you and beauty.

at the bottom of the ravine filled with trees and puddles of water flowers that glowed firefly that fly I hope I can see it longer but it took me two hours to get to the bottom my abyss cannot remain silent and must have someone look for me I can expect twenty-two minutes from now they will reach the bottom of the abyss if there is no obstruction.

because death artifacts around a shining tree so most likely artifacts of life will exist in a normal tree and not glowing, so, it is easy to find it in the crowd of trees whose leaves glow tampa think longer I immediately plucked the dandelion flower and ate it with one swallow, my body shivered because of the bitter taste but long after that my heart beat very fast and my whole body hurt.

[master are you stupid or something, you cannot use the same way twice and if you do it twice it will end like this the energy of the death artefacts has not yet fully fused with the stability artefacts ]

[since the master has already eaten the flowers raw before the energy of the death artefacts has weakened, accept the pain ]

god I forgot how I could forget such an important fact, my body seemed to be about to explode due to the great power that my body could not bear and also because the clash of opposing forces caused the pain I felt to multiply, many times, artefacts stability serves to unify and calm other artefacts artefacts why I only realize now when I've eaten them.

"the system bought me sleeping pills"

[both masters cost 200,000 points ]

for some reason I feel like the unluckiest person now, the system that should help me even rob at every opportunity, the goods that cost as much as and can only be used once… not to mention the mission missions given by the SSS class.

"before I buy it how long the effect of the drug will last"

[about a week for moderate doses, three days for low doses and one year for high doses, all doses are sold at the same price ]

"i want a low dose"

[***processing of purchase ]

[low-dose sleeping pills have been purchased ]

[200,000 points minus ]

[do you want to use it***]

"yes "

[due to the low quality of the drug you will experience side effects]

my hard-earned points disappeared like steam, it was so dear that I wanted to accumulate as many points for my next plan that I had lost a lot to save myself and to gain weight so that I would fall into the abyss, I hope the imperial family doesn't disappoint because Prince Louise made me change my plans and come back to make me think hard for the future plans, but this time I was too rash to make a conflict with the imperial family and make him ashamed I think there will be a disaster coming to the duke agriche family, he said, according to my count the family troubles will come around eight days from now after the royal side of the second male lead completely left the kingdom due to their ego and high self-esteem they will not allow the duke's territory agriche lived quietly for a while.

because I was thinking too hard when I realized I was asleep long after I closed my eyes I heard a familiar voice that reminded me of bad memories.

"do you know all the flowers mean ???"

"whose voice is that??, I just fell asleep "

"of course not, how can I learn everything even though the task given by my father has made me lose weight"

"of course, let me give you a hint of what my mind is, my mind doesn't have to work hard and money comes with its own and the job is very fun if you guess it I'll give you one question and I'll say it honestly"

" is it true you won't lie, the man will never be able to keep all his words"

"i'm not human, so I always keep my word "

"then what are you if you're not human???"

"*of course, the winged angel disguised as a human being, for there is no human being who is this human being and no human being who is …"

" don't you keep going until the new night you'll stop praising yourself, I'll guess your mind now your mind becomes the owner of the flower shop, don't show your surprised face everyone will also be able to guess easily first you're a busy person and don't have much free time and you still take the time to learn about flowers if it's not like then what two people who like something will find it fun even though for others it is ordinary and lastly a child usually if they like it or think it is great they will make it that's their mind, ease*"

" please ask"

"*what is the dandelion symbol"

"the flower, kolo not wrong dandelion flowers are often symbolized as a symbol of suffering, struggle and hard life despite being one of the symbols of dandelion sadness also holds a strong sense of rigor and bravery*"

"what do you think after knowing the meaning of the flower"

"*no, I can't think about it because I'm too busy to take care of the more important things"

"when you know life is always against what we imagine*"

"it's very clear, as if I would see it in front of my own eyes and feel it as if it would be near me"

"life is hard, I hope one day you realize that you need to be strong to survive, it does not matter having a mind and dreams but you must know the limit where you must stop dreaming and forget all your goals because life is not just about dreaming or having fun but also about suffering will continue to approach you in every good destiny that comes to you"

"*the suffering that comes my way in every good destiny that comes to me"

"goodness and evil always come together because they will never be separated, so if something bad happens to you there are good things that you do not realize are beside you"

"like when you win a race there will be someone who hates you, or when you succeed in committing a crime will leave a little trace of you to be aware of"

"now I don't understand what I'm saying right now"

"man like you might understand this angel's heart*"

I realized now that the side effects of the sleeping pills I bought were dream sheets, I do not remember clearly what a dream sheet is but certainly in the middle of the novel asella de crazaxs in magic by victor and experience the dream sheet and where she dreams of a previous life and falls asleep for half a year, though, the dream sheet will not stop until he himself who came out of the dream is different case with me I was exposed to the dream sheet because of the side effects of sleeping pills and it will stop with his own hands when sleeping pills are I'm using it is over

"it was naive I wanted to be a florist"

I dream thousands of dreams, good memories and bad sometimes there are also dreams that appear I watch the incident continues repeatedly until I am not aware that my dream slowly land freezes my heart, my weakened heart hardened again at how much I suffered.