Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
he watches in the dark

When I was in the academy with a pretty bad situation making the fairies who work for me want to not force me to stay away from the thousands of files that like I swallowed me alive.

"The party master will be held tomorrow morning, should I cancel the visit of the master" releasing the ties that closed my eyes putting aside my already elongated hair, looking at the two fairies who took my place during my visit to a continent far from beautiful to see with my body filled with Wounds

"Do you know that if I'm not present it's the same as.." I was cut off with Ron who put a cup of blackish purple liquid that I immediately stared at did not like towards him.

"Master, this is a potion to heal your wounds please drink it immediately" hearing those words tampa berbasas I immediately took a teaspoon that was right next to the teacup that contained a liquid that looks disgusting, it was, stirring it slowly found the viscosity that made it look more disgusting in my eyes then I immediately threw the cup away in any direction. After all, taking medicine with such a form will only hurt me who get the punishment of wounds that I get will not heal.

I'm not the one who's going to do things in vain but if there's something that could make me intervene for something useless, that means it really interested me but with the monster the exception because I was forced to finish him because I had finished off his son if I did not do it would have a good impact on me in the future.

Who can let the murderer of his son live freely roam after making his son's life drift , there would never have been a fugitive if I had allowed myself to be a fugitive it would have been like running to death and challenging the angel of death who was waiting for me to die a second time because I had escaped from his surveillance and managed to escape to occupy the body of someone I believe is very unlucky.

"I don't need that medicine, though, want me to eat a myriad of drugs I won't heal so it's a pointless thing and rather than you giving me a disgusting-looking drug it's better you bring me an important file that I have to take care of before tomorrow's event that will automatically make my busyness increase especially with the work that I left in a long time.

Silence is the only response that I get to make me raise my eyebrows next to wonder with those who arrive silent as usual no chatter set my personal life.

" huh...let alone this, why!? It's best to finish now that I don't have time to just be silent" hearing my surprised look clearly on their faces as if they're about to be pulled into the subconscious.

"Nothing, can you rest for some time" ron's words made me walk right past him and sit in my big chair, looking at him fixedly with a flat face.

"I've had enough rest and left my duties a few days ago at the okeanos, so I have to pay for it now" I said, signing some papers that I read at a glance.

" but the wound was.." I raised my hand to tell him to be quiet while my other hand then immediately took some files that I would examine and check.

For almost two days I was in okeanos but look at the financial mess because no one has filled the field especially with spending that is quite fantastic every day makes everything more chaotic.

"Club in... This is.this then can you please explain I didn't say out loud that if they couldn't prove what the usefulness of at least excelling in this Club is they wouldn't be able to attend this event, so what they show you both is what excels at a club whose job is to spend only academy coins with a nominal 100,000 gold coins and 500 silver coins and then lastly 1000,000 bronze coins, you clearly know that it's not a little bit" they fairies are so staring and thumping to get my attention really focused on them.

In accordance with their wishes I put a file in the trash can that immediately made the paper ash was typed as well.

"Sir, the club is very helpful for all the academy, especially with the fact that the academy is demanding to be perfect, the club was for the rest of the nobles and obviously the lord knew that the nobles were very powerful which made them want to not do anything as they pleased, they lived in a life of wealth and then..."

"So you mean!?, I have to pity them" shook his head slowly, staring at the two of them sharply with my red eyes that seemed to want to eat them that very second.

Quiet, man, there were no voices or answers from those who seemed to be trying to defend that useless club there were two things I didn't like about this club that made me want to eliminate them when I first held the budget request that is so big and also I have no problem actually letting them rest but with the club it interferes with the development and even inhibits especially with the fact that the mattress is a monster that even tease can not be defeated hitherto.

"I told you to lie down after you've been working two days overtime and then there's someone who bothers you what you're going to do" again, silent response they gave, and again, seeing that I was only able to sigh and tell them to leave me and Ron who were looking at each other.

A second later I took the file that was in his hand which was an important file that he seemed to want to hide from me.

For some reason I sighed so often today, my dizzy head suddenly made me almost lose my consciousness if not for Ron patting my shoulder a little hard.

"Sir, your face is pale. You better go back to your room and I'll get you some medicine" hearing that I immediately brushed his hand off my shoulder.

My eyes blurred with my energy either because it seemed to evaporate, with me still trying hard to keep my eyes open, as if my head was pierced by a needle I tried to call the system to keep my consciousness awake, But the answer that the two gave really made me question what his existence was all along.

[sorry sir, I can't help you with this]

[errors ]

[unable to recognize the master ]

[errors ]

[system repair ]

Reading the lines on the hologram screen in front of me made my head hurt even more.

"OUT" I seemed to consciously shout a few times before Ron obeyed my orders reluctantly.as usual to maintain my consciousness I slashed like a wound in my body so that the pain made me slowly recover with a cut on my body plus my head as soon as it would break I stared at the big mirror image in front of me, revealing a creepy image of blood-red eyes with random clothes scrambled with blood stains on various sides especially with a knife in his hand that dripped droplets my blood went cold for a moment because of the fear that was like taking over my body, a while later a wave of memories opposite my life hit my head which made me scream loudly because I could not stand the pain that was torturing my head.

Empty was just that after I received many memories of aneas showering my head more precisely his suffering during his lifetime.

A lot of information I needed to get me to run and be free from a lot of trouble in this world but why not the smile of victory that I always displayed after getting what I wanted but the emptiness that kept me quiet some moments.

Reaching my shadow on a broken glass for what my shadow in my previous life was and the oath I uttered made me retreat and the carcass immediately changed with the body of someone I occupied made me sigh in relief.

"I'm Raizel, the artist and bastard son of a world-renowned businessman who has no rules to make me suffer should be a feeling of sadness, pleasure, and joy, and that useless feeling should be lost especially with my hope for the world and the rest of it, raizel you have to remember in this world or anywhere in the world before you were you even if you were in someone else's body but don't lose yourself" I said in a slightly quivering tone as I tried to restore myself by turning all my memories in my previous life a little lucky from aneas.

Meanwhile in a dark place a brown-haired woman with many wounds especially with her self tied with eternal chains she was silent to look at the raizel which is now in the shape of the heart where the world is he made.

"Is it so scary to be happy in your eyes raizel that you choose to replay the memories you hate the most just to make you who you are" a drop of tears fell on a blue rose plant that was beneath it to make the rose wither away as soon as he who saw it then immediately made the flower return as it was then,even though he was bound by a chain that limited his entire movement but still he tried his hardest to keep the rose alive.

For him the blue rose that should have withered millions of thousands of years ago was the reason for his life, as the blue rose which symbolizes the impossibility of being a reality gives him a speck of light in darkness and a glimmer of hope.

He also likes butterflies like raizel who like those who according to raizel is a symbol of effort, long waiting, dreams as the metamorpose of the caterpillar who always crave himself is a butterfly.