
after almost an hour of walking and sitting sitting unclear tampa do anything to make my mind empty slowly which then the emptiness is filled with bad memories that make it difficult to brush it off, all around me only contained silence and the night wind made a defense that I tried to build as if I would slowly fall even though I was able to pretend to look real in front of everyone but somehow I could not do it when I'm alone in a quiet place.
Tampa realized I was walking around the greenhouse, I looked at the house and decided to go inside it the more beautiful it looked with the moonlight that filled the entire greenhouse.
some medicinal plants and toxins are mixed and then my attention is diverted to the Datura metel plant or other names amethyst flowers that have the effect of hallucinations, amnesia, and so on, which is always prohibited for me to use because the fruit Datura metel that if consumed continuously or excessively will have a poisoning effect until death then this plant some people consider it a type of narcotics.
When I wanted to reach the flower that was like a trumpet, someone suddenly held my wrist firmly and that person was someone who pretended to save me.
"when it's dangerous, you'd better stay away even if the flowers look beautiful but they're one of the most dangerous plants in the academy"
"i just want to touch it as I wish it's okay to touch it as long as it doesn't eat it"
"if you accidentally eat it then what will happen"
"i'll be drunk, unconscious or whatever for three days you don't think I know if this plant is dangerous why it's planted and not one but Fifteen try to explain"
"it was for experiment and some other academy activities then the entire plant in this greenhouse has its owner so please do not with the origin of any plant touchers because this academy is not just to train the nobles to more perfectly and help prepare a new generation upon graduation from here can start a career with more confidence but also to create, forming a phosphorous nature they are formed only with small task tasks"
"so that's the reason you want to occupy the position of achlys chairman you just want this academy to be better if you see more clearly the type of plants here is not up to half of the one generation that signifies this plant only taken care of by one group of your talk you're a former class"
"then what changes if I say my reasons, nothing"
"if you make a conclusion before you do something isn't it a reckless act then if you do it just because you used to when you talked but not listened to isn't you too consider everyone who you meet it the same in the sense that you have a narrow mind, everyone has their nature no one is the same in this world even though they are very similar even if they have differences it is a common fact so try to speak because they are all the same try to giving an opinion is not all your opinion is rejected or not heard, and if you want to be the head of achlys just because of that reason and you don't even dare to say words from your opinion, your wishes, your wishes, your advice you'll never deserve the position of chairman achlys even you don't deserve the position of chairman anywhere"
"you don't know it"
"I know what will happen if you can't even say what you want but I don't know what you're going through until you make yourself this way but one fact you have to know that many people are talented and can even be said genius can not be found because they do not dare or consider themselves unable to step forward and you one of them, and then what should be called a greenhouse you're not me, think of a greenhouse that I said has a different meaning to the greenhouse you mean" he was silent to be very quiet and cold maybe he was very irritated by my words or even myself but because I was so used to getting that kind of irritated feeling from other people I was not cared about it.
I don't know why time passes so quickly until dawn comes to color the sky with a bright color erasing the darkness because I don't think I have any other activities I leave because it's my habit to leave someone if I have no need with him.
When I entered Ron's room to prepare breakfast for me and resumed watering the plants in the room, I somehow remembered him and began to wonder who he was.
"the system finds general information about that person"
[well sir ]
[point will be automatically subtracted ]
[processing data ]
[name: Zachary la …
RAS: half human half eagle half demon ]
[that's just general information about the person you're investigating about his last name, his fuller background, his personality, his personality, not included in the general information if you want to know it in more detail please order it ]
"no thanks, I'm not interested in knowing someone else's life to the knowledge of the concerned party if he covers it means he doesn't want others to know it is very disrespectful if I find out, then.can you buy me a sedative because I think in the future I will experience what I experienced in my life before even though the body that I had is different but my soul and memory are no different"
[well the master of the goods you requested is in the storage ]
When there was no activity whatsoever I began to realize how quiet my life here was even though there were still some events that made me have to do something but it was not as bad as in my previous life here was very peaceful and I I had plenty of time to lower my vigilance but I was worried that if I got used to a quiet life like this one day I would be caught off guard by the sword that was next to my neck.