Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
if you're afraid to say my name

"silvana, what did duke Agriche give you??"

"why??, didn't you throw aneas away and then why did you arrive as if you were going to pretend to be a hero in his shadow where he didn't care for you"

"it's none of your business, you don't have the right to stamp on my business that you need to know you're just going to be my shadow you're not going to be able to be light, you're not going to be light, and all you have to do is you just have to obey my orders, and I command you to answer your questions, how much duke Agriche gave you"

"some lands in the axian kingdom"

"you know what you're doing right now is putting aneas at risk"

"then I do it because I am your shadow as you say, and I am incapable of being light, and what I do will have no effect on you, and should I remind you that you threw it into the agriche house with a covenant how much even now it means what, what, you put him in a wolf cage that could have eaten him when you thought you said you loved him but what you did showed was the opposite, what because his blue eyes remind you of the previous king so you don't want to see him, realize what you did then and now will make him hate you even more if he finds out"

"then I don't care if he hates me but I won't let him get hurt because of my mistakes"

"just whatever you do won't change the fact that you're wrong and won't make you fix something you've broken"

"silvana, therefore do not spread the news that he is the son of the previous king"

"i get paid and do things, I live to execute orders and make a lot of money"

"i'll pay you more than that then don't do that"

"you're quite quiet and watching everything, I'm your shadow the more you shine the stronger my shadow is but now you're not my light anymore you're just my brother who died when duke Agriche now kills his entire family including yourself"

somewhere else someone is guessing what will happen next.

"young master, it's your time…"

"i want the elf my brother brought to be my assistant"

"young master I will tell mister duke about your request can you now get off your bed and get ready for the closing party of the night forest hunt, I beg you…if the young master continues to delay you will run out of time, the tailors and jewelers are waiting for you from this morning"

"then you just tell them to come into my room and let me choose what I'll wear for the party tonight, then as long as I choose the clothes I'm going to wear you can convey my request to my brother"

"i will tell the maid to take them to the young master's room as long as I don't please don't do as she pleases, I'm sorry"

after cella left my room, I walked into the bathroom exhausting against the hard cella and kept forcing me to prepare from three in the morning just for an event that even started almost nine in the evening.

" for an event that's even starting at almost midnight and I have to be prepared now, even Ian's not as much as cella's doing right now"

I put on my band cape and stared flatly at everyone in my room, because I don't want to talk stale I immediately ask where the design of the clothes I will wear after I see some designs I don't think are worse than my shadow, because of this in the European era, the design of brightly colored clothes and sometimes the color combinations shown are very inappropriate which causes from my point of view look disgusting.

I'm starting to miss Ian because only he knows what I like and don't like, what I need to see him tell me he's preparing him to avoid things I don't like, if you think I always depend on him until my world seems empty or help him.

I thought by looking for a replacement everything would be done but why did my heart not accept everything in relation to him in place, I hated this feeling because it was troublesome but it turned out to be something I could not avoid.

I started picking up brushes and ink, I drew designs from famous designers who asked me to model for their brand, I also have no problem being their model because the clothes they make feel suitable to my taste elegant but also display the impression of being touched.

"young master, it's black…

"i don't accept any objection, all you have to do is make clothes for me instead of commenting on my decision"

"well, we'll work on it now, excuse us"

"wait.if it's not wrong, you're in charge of my perfume right"

"un.for that sa...yas…

"i want you to make me a perfume that smells fresh and seems sweet then you have to use cherry blossoms to make it, I won't wear it and you have to recreate it if it's not cherry blossoms"

"young master, why should the cherry blossoms???"

"sakura color means memories, hopes of happiness, and also as a parting, then the smell I like it" I smiled after saying it I didn't know what was on the other person's mind but there was a sad look and it was like remembering something he didn't want to remember.

"i try young master, wa.even if it doesn't match your expectations" his eyes glazed.

"you're afraid I'm disappointed to learn the result, you're afraid to do it because you're not who, who, you're worried you're gonna make a mistake but you're forgetting the important fact that the more you're afraid I'm disappointed the more you mess up the results, making perfume is not how high you rank how great your knowledge is but how much you like it because if you like it you will not feel happy if you do it, then you're afraid to make mistakes but that fear is what makes you make mistakes and stop thinking things that are not sure will happen, things that will knock you down, you know, the thing that makes you feel burdened, I don't know who you are or your name but the one thing I know about you is that you're too bad-minded that hinders your development, right ??"

silence is all he shows because he feels he does not get an answer then I will start the conversation because I do not have much time to waste in vain just to wait for him to talk.

"i don't know if this is true or not, but I've heard that if you want a perfect result you have to have someone you want to dedicate"

he started to look me in the eye but immediately took a look as I looked back at him.

"la..last ap…

"i don't know because I've never been in your position because it seems like there's nothing else we're talking about that you can leave now"

"well, excuse me young master"

after she came out of my room, long cella entered my room with bread, probably for my breakfast, he put it right in front of me because I was also getting hungry I immediately ate it after smelling the aroma of bread that cella treats because when I once felt the danger of someone I would suspect him even what what he did was sincere for me until he dedicated something that made me trust him again.

" kaka agreed to it"

"right young master, the elves are being cleansed and magic by high-level magicians so as not to hurt you or do things that will harm you and may be finished in about an hour"

"i don't need anything now you can go"

"excuse me young master" cella said hello and left after cleaning the cutlery, after the cella left I went to the window and saw a scene that I might have grown tired of seeing, the day when activities are uncertain and there is no technology, the more we get tired of being cooped up in a luxurious room looks like it makes me almost lose my mind.

I look forward to the noble academy because maybe there is not only my defensive landscape but it also allows me to make trouble as I please with the hectic schedule that rains me down, I was always busy in my previous life to get used to making a tantrum every day transferred to the body of someone who even if his work sleeps all day no one would dare to comment on his work and it bored me.