Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
something great has a heavy burden

as I thought the professors did not approve of my request and because I kept forcing myself not to participate in any activities during my tenure we kept going a long way and because I was a great actress I could give an excuse why do I dispute what they say, after a long debate we made an agreement that I would not participate in any activities for half of the three years and after half of the three years had expired I had to study all the material taught in that year.

there are several reasons why I would not take part in the activities in the academy and of course the most logical reason is because my position is now that the head of Achlys takes care of all the needs of the academy, he said, punish someone who violates the rules, supervise, meet the entire needs of the academy, schedule the entire activities of a hundred more classes and other organizations, organize the academy's finances, and, and there's a lot more I have to do and if I'm still doing things, it's going to get messed up, I'm not alone, but it takes a lot of time to get them used to it and before they get used to it will do their part not yet lagI additional work such as introgating some people who cross the line until they have to face me.

this is why many people do not want to be the chairman of Achlys even just to be the least important member.

"son.. if you want you can step back and hand that position over to someone else" as I walked to go back to the room one of the professors spoke to me his friendly voice but there were some irregularities from the word he said that made me stop my footsteps.

I didn't turn around to look at her because I knew if I turned around something would happen because it would be a lonely place to go to would be hard to prove that I was innocent if anything happened and that would make me feel guilty ends horribly.

" i won't back down, because I already know what I'm going to do and I accept it it signifies I'm capable of doing it"

"son.. kata will not prove everything if you keep going forward you will receive a lot of challenges that will keep you in trouble, and you never seem to go through it all so before it's too late and the contract can still be off because the academy hasn't started yet you can still be free"

I mean that the word he said was "boy.the word will not prove your innocence, if you go forward you will regret it because I will not let you calm down, and you're just a nobleman who has never experienced any hardship that's what makes you a bee even I'm capable of destroying you, take your position and give your position to him and the suffering you'll go through will be less" that's the hidden meaning of the word and there may still be hidden meanings of the word he said like the word "free" he said at the end.

"sorry.if I'm only half and half and not sure I won't make a contract with this academy, there was a prayer that made me believe that I could walk on a more thorny path than those in the academy just to lift their degrees, if there's nothing you want to say anymore I'm leaving then you better be careful now if you talk to me because I won't let go easily of the toy that's delivering itself to me"

like I said I will repay those who invited me to play and take advantage of the kindness they gave me, because that's me and that's why I can survive until now.

"can you follow me I want to show you something"

'according to my guess there'll be something going on if I turn around '

"sorry I'll be back in the room because tomorrow I won't be this happy to talk to you maybe next time, excuse professor Norbert" I like to play but if my opponent is someone who is also a player it is not better to play with him gradually than to finish him off because it will be more useful if he is used to my advantage.

and he put it next to me but I didn't care about it at all and I'd rather close my eyes some time later I woke up and drank the tea he served even if only half that I just wanted to appreciating it I miss Ian who knows a lot about me which I don't like tea at any given time and this is the time when I don't like tea.

I didn't care about Ron and tried to close my eyes to fall asleep because only when I woke up did I feel in a very good moment but in the past I couldn't even feel it because of the more time it took I spent then the busier I got to where even I could sleep for long if I could fall asleep for only a few minutes before I was awakened by my mind which forced me to move on.

and this is the last time for a while I can fall asleep for a long time, When I fell asleep I didn't realize someone was staring at me so sharply so brightly that it made me open my eyes before a drowsiness that forced me to close my eyes again and when I got back up I only remembered a little from what I've been through.

because of my unsettled mind I walked down the aisle that taught me to the garden I first saw when I arrived at the academy, the strong wind made the various petals of the flying flower slightly cold me but I did not care about the cold around me and walked towards the fountain in the middle of the garden.

the clear water reflecting the moonlight made me seem to subconsciously dip my hand as I realized with what I was doing I swished my hand back before my hand really lifted a round mangis animal with white scales on his body with a color that even resembled water eating my hand but he didn't bite it I pulled my hand slowly and stroked the fish's head there was a strange feeling to me as I did that because of me aware of something that should not exist and should not be done I left the fish behind and chose to return.

When I want to get back someone in front of me makes me automatically take one step back.

"the leader must put aside his emotions but not so until you have to avoid everything that makes you feel…

"the higher the position of a person, the heavier the load on his shoulders"

"but you're not a leader you're just fighting for yourself, using others to pretend to be good at those you can use and then using them when you need them"

"then? what's the matter with you"

" i just wanted to ask you if you really don't feel anything when you're using someone else"

" i don't like lies and quickly tell me what your arrival means"