Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister
dreams of reality or memories

"rai" someone called my name

who???

"raizell" that voice again, now I'm sure it's not an illusion but a voice whose voice is warm and I feel calm after hearing it feels familiar and foreign simultaneously.

"RAIZELL"

" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU, DO YOU WANT TO DIE"

"heh..before you get the answer you'll die first"

he pulled my collar, dragging me around as if I were a corpse I tried to let go but the one silent word he said gave me goosebumps as if facing death. at the door he opened it and threw me in.

a few seconds later I woke up and banged on the door.

"WHISPER RAI"

raizell it's my name in life first, I saw my own reflection on the glass of silver hair and blue eyes as blue as the ocean is me but why my cheeks are swollen like this, I always keep my diet and exercise in order and shape my body from the first.

"whatever it may be because I eat too much because it's being cut, I'll ask for cella....."

"wait what was I saying 'cella' who is it??, bodo very.....but wait for me to feel awkward with all this"

I turned on the tap and turned on the shower flushing myself with water was the right choice for me who was thinking a lot, I sat down and hugged my knees and digested what was really going on, it doesn't feel like the old me.

I walked out of the bathroom and opened the door and walked into my room.

"astaga rai, why do you always bother me anyway"

"i'm not bothering you, this is my house as if you're going in and dragging me to the bathroom isn't I the one that's more troubled than you, if my fans know I'm living here out of you, you know, you know, and that water mop and don't forget to turn off the faucet and shower I forgot to turn it off"

"you were just flushing your body with rai water???"

"if you know why to ask, oh. I almost forgot to call rian I want his sweet spicy fried rice and cookies for travel snacks"

"huh... I'm older than you, rai and you just want to tell me this is it when I'm not even your subordinate"

"just ask with ian"

"you know what I want apparently rai"

"work up and prepare for my needs, I hope you understand that nothing is free"

"get the Boss"

I continued my way to the room to pick up some clothes and put them on, the wet clothes I was wearing just now I just threw inexplicably why I felt sleepy and my eyes were heavy.

"sir, you should first dry your hair, You ta have a lot of time the plane will fly a few more Moments if you want to sleep Then sleep later on the trip" Said the black-haired male of the night with soothing leaf green eyes, his voice soft and rancid simultaneously.

"It seems like I had a strange dream, I died and went to the body of a dead person"

"sir, should I add a list of jobs that you will take for this month, because the master has not appeared in the entertainment world for a week, you get a lot of job offers" he said as he tidied up his clothes and tidied up some of the furniture in my room.

"yes, I'd better be right......'WHAT!!!! Ian, what did you say, if you wanted to make me die of a ridiculous work overdose" I threw pillows around me at him but boro boro got hit by him and even got back at me.

"food is ready, RAIZELL!!!!"

"what???"

"you.you can never bring me a quiet life apparently rai, dry your hair your bed soaked" he said, throwing a towel over my face, the new Nasip also had to throw a pillow now got thrown again.

"you can throw a towel at a state asset like me" I wanted to grab it but Ian held me back and dried my hair.

"you should eat because we have plenty of time, you have enough rest for a week because of the attack of the master fans and the reason it will not be able to ask for an extension of the holiday" he said and I denied because it was true, I had enough rest and my work had piled up for sure.

"rai, what are you going to wear for this day??" tannya

"karna mister will shoot indoors for a long time, you should wear something cold because of summer so that you can focus on his work and smell refreshing because of the smell of sharp master"

"huh, I can't say another word about you should you use lemons, mint, oranges or something"

"that could be, what do you think, sir"

"oh. rai you're expelling...

"nobody kicked you out.you should have known and understood that every good thing there will always be a bad thing, my popularity can make me money but on the other hand it also suffocates me like last week my fans even dared to attack me because I was close to my co-star, I hope you understand me.....stop and focus on your new story, it will be quiet for all time"

"yes I understand and know about it, the feeling of being suffocated because I can't do the things I like and want, the feeling of sadness for passing through many beautiful moments because of the demands of work, the, the feeling of desire because always feel watching, hiding from fans, two-faced and doing things that no one likes who wants it all" his eyes are sad he wants to cry but tabisa, he said, he wanted to stay but there was a reason that always made him move forward, I didn't want to continue but I couldn't do anything I just blamed the world for what happened to me, I just smiled and lived it all.

"certainly many want to want it, because they only see the good just not like we who live it, see something should be with both sides right, the bad side and the good side of many people who envy someone who seems to have everything even though the person who gets envy almost loses his sanity because he feels strong again to hold the burden on his shoulders"

"like you weren't, born into a wealthy, famous, physically perfect family, many women are crazy about you if you appear there is always a gaze of IRI and hate directed at you when in reality you are just a Haram child who is even only in love with rotten bread or used food once a day, the perfect physique Choose a torn bread because the bones are thin because it is said to be perfect, perfect, crazy woman crazy heleh used to dingga tuh cewe glimpsed you already put on a face of disgust what crazy crazy, envious look equally jealous that there nihya his gaze on cynical, on ngeremehin, on the, at the lowest on all things ngganggeplu it used to be now you have to fight to stay in posisilo keep forward on the road thorny and full of stone not to mention the love story lo that is sliced, not to mention the love story lo, the lover killed his own kaka and oddly enough his murdered lover even fell in love with the same one who killed, it was only half of it, hahahahaha" he said and laughed out loud that I immediately knew what he was laughing at anyone who heard it and was close to me would definitely laugh too let alone him who witnessed it directly.

" you are indeed a talented writer with a million inspirations he is known for his cold nature and his attention makes him the most sought-after husband candidate and because of his age of almost thirty years the women are getting more intense approaching him, and now he is laughing on the carpet with elegant tone elegant elegance now like a young boy who mutilated his girlfriend, are you satisfied to tease me??? I'm leaving now!!!! I'm coming home you should have left my house, if you're not ready, I'm ready to kick you out at any time"

"are you angry with ziel???" he tried to chase me but was held back by Ian I walked into the garage I wanted to open the door but Ian already opened the door for me after I entered he closed the door he sat in front and I sat in the back.

"don't think it's all over, me and you don't have a lot of time to waste just to look, reminiscing about regretting the past is useless because the past is still the past nothing will change, let the past be the past that will educate you to be strong even though our past is so sad but know what the past is that educates and makes us at the highest point"

"if the strong make the master's mass so painful you should be the weakest man in the world"

"the weakest man in the world is the man who occupies the strongest position, I want to rest you can focus on driving"

"wha sir, sir will.....

"i already know you need to tell me, Lily white if not Salah it symbolizes feelings of grief and sadness, explain why you use such a sad scent to smell the Car" I do not like the smell in the car especially the meaning of the open that makes me more and more like it.

"have you forgotten about it??? Today is the day of your brother's death"

"then, that's why you're wearing this foul fragrance in my car"

"sorry taun"

"ian, I don't want to smell this again let alone see the flowers tell someone to get rid of it or change the car"

"well sir"

it feels awkward because Ian usually makes mistakes, he usually understands very well that I do not and most do not like the sad thing because enough of my life is already sad. the journey to the destination seemed to take longer than usual and also why I felt so sleepy since it made me more focused.

"mister, you better get ready first because the shooting will start in five minutes"

"hmm" Even talking feels difficult.

I smell the same scent as the one in the car maybe just my feelings. a few minutes later I realized something that I had to shoot a lily-themed photo shoot I glanced at her and she just grinned and her shoulders trembled with laughter.

I did well during that time I tried not to breathe air from around me.

"why do you wear real flowers instead of fake flowers, won't the flowers wither in the middle of a photo shoot??" I hope they understand and quickly replace it with a fake flower that does not smell like I want to vomit it tastes, not enough on the way to the airport and now I have to hold it.

"yes it is better to wear fake flowers because it is more efficient and withered in the middle of the photo shoot but I think it does not matter as long as you are the model, but it does not matter, your white hair and your blue eyes make us want to do it perfectly"

"whose master said he didn't want to see or smell the white lily"

"diam you're Ian, I'm just looking after the propriety"

"reason"

hours passed, hours passed, some places have been visited until the sun has shown its light again see the sunrise on top of the skyscraper imagine how valuable the morning and run activities like people in general school, play, play, work according to working hours with eyes that have dark circles.

"mister seems like Today is the best day I've ever had"

"you say it every morning and we still have to work, what's best even good is good"

"how many years have I been with you, but you never even showed your true nature to me, I know you even forget your real nature because you wear masks too often but every day I know that among the thousands of masks that you wear master remains the best human being I have ever known"

"whatever it is, every human being must have a different view of something I can't force you to look at me with the view of a bad person and make you hate me, but if you like me then don't ever say or show it to someone like me who ruined someone else's life and deserves it"

"sir always so, sir is also human because you also have the right to be happy because it is happy and do not humble yourself what you do is your choice, you always say not to be sorry for the actions and choices that We choose, so be happy because you are precious, the world that forces the master to do that the master just blames the world if the master has no place to blame something and do not harbour him the master has enough restraint, the master is already holding himself back, harboring the emotions of the master if the emotions of the master are water then it is possible that the water has become a sea that is held by something that can be called destiny because the fate of the master does not allow the master to release the emotions that the master weir, I hope that someday there will be someone who will understand and love you tampa ask for rewards or reasons like before"

"kaila her name is not last night is exactly ten years she left the world and its contents, if death is the release of shackles and burdens that have been on her side all this time then there is no reason for me to cry for her, if I cry mana it'll make her more calm while I'm the only person she can call family"

I hope I will never see him again for no reason to see him and see him live a happy life.