Betrayed My Husband
No Feeling

I opened my eyes slowly, and looked around me. I think I'm in a hospital room. Because, the smell of drugs and alcohol cleaning wounds smelled very stinging in my sense of smell.

"Why are you here?" I asked, when I saw Mas Adam and Astri standing side by side next to the mattress of the patient I occupied.

"Darling... I'll take care of you, of course I'm here" Mas Adam replied as he tried to hold my hand, but I took a step straight away.

"Don't call me sweetheart anymore!" let me take my eyes off them.

"Dear, please..."

"And you said you'd take care of me? Don't take care of me, keep your loyalty and honesty you can't, Mom!" I whispered and did not feel my eyes had spilled warm grains in the corner of the cheek.

"Sister, don't blame Mas Adam. We don't want this to happen either" Astri, who had been silent since, spoke up.

"You... Don't interfere, it's my business with my husband" I told Astri.

"But now he's my husband!" astri replied that he did not know himself.

"Here you go, you better go home first. Mas will solve this problem with Aqila. Aqila was only in shock and emotion at this moment," Mas Adam said softly to Astri.

Just shock and emotion, he said? Cih, so she thought I would forgive her later after my emotions subsided? Did he forget what I just said a few days ago? There is no apology for traitors.

"Sister, I'll go home first. Boutique problem do not need to worry, I have taken care of it before coming here," Astri told me.

Cured her? He thinks, who is he? Is he thinking of starting to master one by one my assets? Don't dream of you, Astri.

Since I didn't answer her, Astri left my hospital room. I saw him close the door. I can feel, Mas Adam's palm twitching my foot from under the blanket of the Hospital I wear.

"Already, Mas. Don't touch me again, even though I'm wrapped in cloth, I don't want to be touched by your hand anymore" I said in a harsh tone.

Adam stopped his massage. "Okay, maybe you are still emotional at the moment and can't accept all this reality. Better wait outside. If you need anything, just call. That's your phone next to the pillow." Adam stood up from the chair he had occupied.

"I don't need your help anymore. And I don't want to hear any explanation from you. What you said back in the store, it's all clear to me,"

"Thank God, if you can understand this situation,"

"Yes, I understand it very clearly."

"Thank you, honey. I promise you, I will be fair to both of you. But, I'm still going to number you."

"That's not fair, Mas. Do you know the definition of the word fair?"

"Mas will not discriminate affection and material things for the two of you."

"No, Mas. I can't!"

"What do you mean, Aqila?"

Rarely did Adam call me that name. Usually, only if he was really angry or upset. But, at a time like this, why was he even the one who was angry with me? I should have been angry with him.

"I can't continue this marriage" I said with a heavy heart.

"W-what did you mean? Are you aware, Aqila? This marriage is not a toy, which you can let go of when you're emotional,"

Tsk...

I was disgusted to hear Mas Adam say that. So, what did he do to our wedding?

"But I've already told you the real reason. You also said you understood this situation." replied Mas Adam, he tried to grab my hand. But I always took his hand out of my hand.

"I understand you, it doesn't mean I accept it, Mom. Please distinguish it!"

"Please, Aqila. Don't be a kid anymore. We face all of this together" he asked me in a clear tone.

"Sorry, Mas. You just face it yourself, when you do it yourself. In fact, you've been keeping things this big from me for so long,"

"This is all for our good, Mas is afraid that if you know, you will get angry and leave Mas. Mas can't live without you," seduction coconut island on intensified. But sorry sorry, bitch, I'm not a cheap girl. Hidhi.

"At the end of the day, I'll know. And I'll leave you. Sooner or later, the same. It's only a matter of time, Mas." I replied in a trembling voice.

"Honey, Astri is pregnant right now. We can take him to live with us. His son, will be your son too. Our son is together!" mas Adam's speech was really like sowing acid on a heart that had just been hurt.

"What did you say, Mom? Take her home and take care of her child together? Don't dream of you, Mom! That's my parents' house, if you want to take him home, take him to your house!" I answered with half a shout.

A man who has no feelings. Is it easy for him to say that to me? It's a good thing I'm on the infusion right now, otherwise, I've slapped his mouth.

"You better get out of here, Mom. I'm sick of seeing and hearing your babble. Go there, go home to your mistress!" kuratsuk.

"Aqila.." he said, in disbelief, I said those harsh words.

"What's? Don't we? I just found out, it turns out that the rich widower who was said by the girl's neighbor turned out to be a man who was still married and had the heart to feed his wife," I remembered my conversation with the middle-aged mother of neighbor Astri yesterday.

Adam just kept quiet, I think he must know what I meant. Of course, ******that must have designed all those stories to save his good name. And I'm pretty sure Adam knew all those stories.

"All right, I'll go first. I'll come back tomorrow to see you. All right, tomorrow you can go home" Adam took a deep breath and threw it away.

I saw him come out of this room. When the door was closed, my tears fell. Spilled so. I've been trying to hold him down since. I didn't want to look weak and fragile in front of the man who betrayed my trust.

I don't want to be in my heart, I remember Ayu. I took a cell phone and made a call on her phone number. Long enough, until my call was answered.

"Hi, Qil. How are you doing? I haven't seen you in a long time, I'm sure I'm the same, '" she said from the end of the phone call.

"Eh... Da... I really know kangen!"

"Sorry yes, I have a lot of work to do. More cases of abuse of minors. Two weeks have not yet found the bright spot about the perpetrator," Ayu complained to me. Very rarely did Ayu complain about her work to me.

"Sorry, about that I can't help you!"

"Its okay, Baby. There must be something important, right? If not, how could you call me," Ayu did understand and understand me the most.

"really. I want to use your services, in managing my divorce with Mas Adam," I said very confidently.

"Wait first... A divorce? The same as Adam? What's going on, Aqila?" tanya Ayu was getting curious.

"Tomorrow I'll tell you everything. Don't go anywhere tomorrow afternoon. Okay?"

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come tomorrow afternoon. You should tell me everything the same as me. Now that you're calm, don't be rash and just follow the flow!" Ayu still had time to advise me.

"Alright, no need to worry." I answered, then turned off the phone.

'Forgive me, Mom. I think this is the best way for us to go right now. I, not ready to share my love and husband with another woman, ' my father said.