Betrayed My Husband
I miss Adam

(POV Show)

Ever since my baby and I got home from the postpartum hospital, five months have passed. Since then I have never met Mas Adam. It's not that I don't want to, but I don't want to take my baby to jail to see him. If abandoned, there is no one I can trust to look after my son.

Ferdi is now five months old. Not once did he meet his Papi who very spoiled him since he was still in the womb. But Adam never knew the truth. Just because I didn't want my life and my son to suffer more, I was forced to snare Mas Adam that night.

I can not deny, the longer together the more my love and love for him grew. That is why I took Mas Adam from Aqila. A woman who has done so much in my life.

I don't know, I can't explain anymore. Just for the sake of my son's happiness, I was able to do all that to him. Maybe now, there is no more apology from him for me. If I were that I'm sorry now, maybe it's too late and useless.

"Hi, how are you daydreaming?" the bass sound I've been hearing for the past five months greets me.

"Just came, huh?" I answered with a floating smile.

"Yes. I brought milk and diapers for Ferdi. Where's she?" reply again by thrusting four large bags containing diapers and formula in large quantities.

"A lot of it. Wasn't it heavy just getting him here?" ask me while taking the bags and putting them on the sofa.

"Ga lah's. That time is a lot. Oh yeah, I'm Nanya Ferdi lo. Where's?"

"He just slept. That's why I can sit here. Pegel was me, too, my. Wants to be carried on."

"Yes the name is also still that age, still want to be spoiled. Just be patient, yeah."

Aris often comes home. Bring Ferdi equipment and needs. He also royal gave me some shopping money. If there's no him, somehow my life has been for the past five months. I don't know, I can't imagine it.

"What were you daydreaming about?" asked Mas Aris who was sitting next to me.

"Oh, what's wrong, Mom. Just saying tired again." I replied lying to him.

"Don't lie, Ast. I know you must be thinking about your husband, right?" guess it right.

I looked at Mas Aris in disbelief. How can he guess so easily. "Eh, i-it... Mas. No really. I didn't think of him." I stammered.

Suddenly Mas Aris placed his big palm on my open thigh, because indeed I only wore a negligee limited to the knee. Which if I sit down, of course the negligee is getting up.

Mas Aris had never done this before. Aris was always polite to me when visiting. I admit he has done a lot for me. I owe him a lot. So, even to be angry about this treatment I can't afford.

"Mas... Em, that... I make coffee first, yes." I said trying to run away from this tense atmosphere.

Especially this? Is Mas Aris getting interested in me? Did Mas Aris start lusting after seeing me? What if he asks or even forces me to do something that leads to another physical touch.

I rushed to the kitchen and started making coffee and sugar. While waiting for the water to boil, I brushed off all the questions and excessive fear from inside my mind.

"I miss you so much, Mom. When will we be together again?" lirihku while pouring hot water and stir the contents in the white guest glass.

I almost threw this glass I was about to raise, when there was a pair of sturdy hands hugging me from behind.

"God. Mas Aris's. What are you doing, Mom?" I asked while trying to get his hands off my body.

"Calm down, Ast. Don't be noisy and don't move much. If you continue to move, then there will be a junior who asks to be released from his cage later." replied Mas Aris without intending to release his embrace from my body.

I followed his orders with not much movement even I didn't speak anymore. Mas Aris tightened his embrace on me.

Degs... Degs... Degs...

My heart rate was racing along with my hunting breath. I don't know why this feeling came about. Is it because I haven't been touched by Mas Adam for too long? I, who initially objected to Mas Aris' treatment, now feel comfortable.

"Just enjoy it, Ast. Don't hold. I'm here always gonna be uda for you. Removing your loneliness." whispered Mas Aris right next to my earlobe.

His breath makes my hair goosebumps. I felt strange vibrations running through my body.

"Didn't you miss your breng*ek husband?" asked Mas Aris in a mocking tone.

I should be angry to hear my husband being insulted like that. Moreover, the words he immediately uttered in front of me. But right now I am helpless. I didn't answer or get angry at Mas Aris' words.

"I miss Adam, Mom. He is still my husband. Even though I haven't been able to see him until now." I replied after quite a while of silence.

"No need to miss him anymore, Ast. I'll take his place here. You can think of me as Adam." Aris said casually.

I was quite surprised by what Mas Aris said. How could he say that so quite casually. Indeed, all this time that Mas Aris gave me was like a husband to his wife. He also loved Ferdi like his own son, spoiling him more than I imagined.

Of the many things he has done to me like a responsible husband, but there is only one thing he has never done so far.

Mas Aris and I just have never had intercourse like a husband and wife. Because we are not husband and wife of course. Then, what did Mas Aris mean earlier is this? Mas Aris will replace Mas Adam as husband in every way. Including the bed.

"What do you mean, Mom?" I ventured to ask deeper into Mas Aris' words so that I would not misinterpret them.