Betrayed My Husband
I'm Not Convinced

(Aqila POV)

After I finished eating, I was immediately taken home by Joseph. Because indeed, each of us has an important task tomorrow morning. I'll be busy because the boutique stuff comes in a lot tomorrow morning, while Kayla has to go to school face-to-face. So I have to handle it tomorrow.

Yusuf also said that tomorrow there will be an appointment with a 12-year-old patient who is a victim of sexual abuse. The teenage girl needs special treatment from an expert psychologist in order to tell all the events she has experienced.

It didn't take long, we were back in front of my house. Joseph ran out around the car and opened the door for me. I feel like I'm a big madam.

Joseph was very good at attracting my attention. The simple things he does are very special to me. I'm still not sure of my own feelings. But, obviously something is different. If I say I like it. Yeah, that's true. However, if I say I love her, I'm not sure yet.

"Thank you, Qil. Because I want to go to dinner tonight." said Yusuf when I got out of the car.

"Yes, equally. Thank you, too, for making me happy tonight." I replied, throwing her the best smile.

"I want to always make you happy, Qil. If you would have allowed it." - Joseph cried with a heavy sigh.

I realized how serious Joseph was to me. But I still don't want to make one more commitment after what's been going on all along. After all, it all felt like it had just happened to me yesterday.

Betrayal, divorce, hurt and disappointment, tears of pain, terror to my life that almost floated. Everything is still clear in the eye. I have not been able to trust anyone to give up my heart and soul.

"Sorry, Qil. I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable."

"No, Suf. Just relax. But it's all too fast for me. I'm still traumatized by everything."

"Yes, I know what you're feeling. I don't mean you either. We will have a relationship as comfortable and comfortable as you. For sure I will wait until your heart is completely ready and sure of me."

"Once again, thank you. I owe a lot to you, Suf. I don't know how to respond anymore."

"You don't have to answer anything. You don't owe me anything. Don't you feel that way again, yeah. I don't want you to be burdened with such thoughts."

"Hem... Yes, yes. This doctor is very chatty about the real thing. Very different in the clinic." my candlestick melted the cold night atmosphere gripping.

"Job and personal business, of course, should be different. It can't be the same dong." he replied with a floating smile.

The smile that I have liked lately and is able to make me feel longing for its owner.

"So, don't you want to go in first? See Mami Kayla first, have a chat?" my offer is very clear bases.

"Ga. We're busy tomorrow, right? So you need to rest early. I'd better go home now. If it's you, I can forget the time" he said with a crisp laugh.

I laughed lightly. Before I finally agreed. "Be careful on the road, yes." I said seriously.

"Be careful to guard your heart, yes" he replied, who deliberately teased me again.

"Here, go home. It can be until morning if it continues like this."

"You're right. There will never be enough time with you" replied Joseph who I consider a mere quarrel.

I went into the house and immediately headed to my room. There, I saw Kayla sitting at my desk reading a book in her hand.

"You haven't slept, Dek?" ask me while taking off my clothes and want to replace them with nightgowns.

"Yet. Sorry, Brother. I entered Brother's room without permission. I was going to chat Brother, but I was afraid to interrupt. I'm just a novelist, brother. No one wants to read it." she answered explaining why she was in my room.

"Yes, it's okay, Dek. Just relax. You can enter Brother's room as you please. Nothing special or anything here either."

"The room is privacy, brother. I'm afraid I'm being mistaken."

"Yes, you're right. But there's no privacy in this room right now."

"Ntar if you are married, then privacy is great. Hehe." she replied cengengesan.

I pulled Kayla's ear out slowly. This girl really likes to tease me. But I'm happy to have him. At least, I no longer bear the burden in my heart. Mami and Kayla became a complement to my life after the departure of Papi and Mas Adam from my life.

Indeed I admit, we were not long ago together after eleven years of not knowing each other. But I'm very sure, Kayla is very kind and sincere. She is an honest and noble-hearted girl. I could feel it from the first moment I met him. When he first delivered the porridge order to my boutique a few months ago.

"Sister, I went to my room. Brother needs a break, right? Yes, dong, I'm going out on a date," always again with a teasing tone.

"What the hell are you, Kay. Little boy talking dating everything. I guess what you know,"

"Yeeee... I've been 15 years, brother. Yes I understand it. In fact, many of my friends have girlfriends. I'm the one who's still single."

"Hustt... Look out if you dare a boyfriend. Not allowed at this time. If you have finished the new High School. Brother does not want your school disturbed because of love lebay ala teenagers today,"

"Yes, my beautiful sister. Anyway, which one likes me the same. At school, my girls are beautiful and popular. Many children of officials, famous artists or singers."

"You're also the son of the office. Just so you know, Papi is a successful entrepreneur. Who does not know Papi in this city" I said trying to brush off Kayla's motherhood.

"You are also very beautiful know, ala-ala bule it face. The same mindfulness that local faces. They must be with you" I continued.

"Ah, the hell time, brother? Big brother really nih nyenengin my heart, just like Mami." he replied with a shy blush.

"Yeah... My sister and mother can't lie. Yeah, now go back to the room. School tomorrow, right?"

"Yes, Brother. Tomorrow leaves at 9. I can still relax in the morning."

"But still can't stay up. Tomorrow, read the book. Now, it's time for bed. The chunky!" tell her.

Kayla obeyed my words. Kayla never denied what I said. I love him more and more. I never thought that I would have a sister that I could make a friend at once.

My place is telling stories and moaning. My place was joking with each other and spoiled laughter. Mami is very lucky to have Kayla. He had once left the little girl.

After Kayla came out of my room, I locked the door and headed for the throne where I rested. I'm so tired already. I want to go to bed soon. It didn't take long, just now this body had crashed on the bed, the eyes were heavy and I was already lulled into a beautiful dreamland.