Betrayed My Husband
What's This Called Cheating

(POV Astr)

"Yes, I will replace Adam as your husband from now on."

"Have you never been interested in me at all, Ast?" ask Aris again.

"Why would Mas Aris replace Mas Adam?" ask me again innocently.

"Of course everything, honey. From the kitchen, to the mattress." she whispered then kissed my gently exposed shoulder.

I closed my eyes to receive Mas Aris' treatment. After all, my body had not received a touch from a man for a long time. Adam is especially because he is my husband. I wanted to refuse, but my body accepted it well.

Oh God. What am I doing with the other men in my house? While my husband is in prison right now, somehow he is and his current state.

"Mas.." I'm helpless to hold back all the turmoil in my chest.

Mas Aris seemed to be getting hooked with my voice calling out his name. And I don't know when and how it happened, which is clear I've been on my bed with Mas Aris all this time.

It all just happened. Between a pair of humans entangled in the seduction of demons. Me and Mas Aris did what we shouldn't have done. Because, me and Mas Aris both already have a partner.

I can no longer remember how it happened until we ended up on the bed without a thread. Mas Aris snored loudly beside me. I immediately stood up and reached for the towel hanging on the wall of the room. Then ran outside the room, got into the bathroom and cleaned myself for a long time.

Although I was not a holy woman when I married Mas Adam, but after becoming his wife and seeing her sincerity in me, I was determined to be loyal to her. But now all of that is stained. Even worse, I did it with my friend. And in the same bed where we've been loving all this time.

"I'm sorry, Mom. Ii'm sorry. I am an ordinary woman who also needs an inner living. I tried to resist, but my body wanted and missed all those things." I muttered with tears falling down my cheeks.

I rubbed my body for a long time and cleaned my femininity. I did not think that all the kindness of Mas Aris would lead to vengeance with my body. I listened to Ferdi's whining sound and rushed outside from the bathroom.

I took the clothes from my wardrobe and saw Mas Aris still soundly asleep. After putting on my pride negligee, I ran to the next room where Ferdi fell asleep.

The baby was crying pretty hard, and I couldn't persuade him with anything. Maybe he understood that I had just made a mistake? I tried to get him to play in the living room.

"Ferdi why, Ast?" asked Ma Aris who emerged from the room and was in a neat state like the first time he came earlier.

"Ga know this, Mas. Waking up instantly fussy." I replied with what it was.

"Bored times in the house, we take out yuk." he asked without hesitation to me.

"You mean, we go out together? Aren't you afraid of getting caught by your wife, mas?" I asked with worry.

"Ga will. He's at this hour still in his cake shop." Mas Aris replied casually.

"Yes. Here Ferdi let me be with me."

Mas Aris stretched out his hand to take Ferdi from my sling. I handed Ferdi who was still a little fussy to Mas Aris.

After Ferdi changed hands with Mas Aris, I rushed back to my room. Change clothes with knee-length dress that I had bought for a long time, but I had not been able to wear because at that time was pregnant Ferdi.

Do not forget I polish the powder and lipstick so that my appearance is not too hick when out with Mas Aris later. Then I stroked my hair which was indeed the bottom a little curly. After I felt enough, I took a 3 cm shoe from the shoe rack. Putting my wallet and lipstick in a Diar bag, which is just the one I have.

"Ehem. My mom is beautiful, son. Papa wants to stay here." Mas Aris told Ferdi.

I'm appalled. Not because she adores me as beautiful. But with the call he had just addressed himself to Ferdi. Papa's? Did I not hear wrong? Or Mas Aris who accidentally misused the word.

"Mas, how do you call Papa to yourself Ferdi?"

"Lho, can't you? It's nothing dong. All this time I've been replacing Adam as his father."

"But, Mas. If the danger can be dangerous. If Ferdi can talk later and keep calling you Papa, how? Or if people mistakenly think about how Ferdi your son? I'm not good with your wife, Mas. I don't want to be considered a second time actor."

"You go, Ast. You just calm down. There won't be such things. I'll take good care of you and Ferdi. I consider Ferdi my own son."

"But, Mom..."

"Udah, no need but-but an again. Let's get warm now. I'm so hungry."

I finally nodded and nodded. I was indeed attacked and humiliated as a snatch of people's husbands by Aqila Brother. I was wrong then. I obviously knew Mas Adam was the husband of Aqila's sister, but I was also reluctant to let go.

He was the only person I thought could save me from embarrassment. Although finally the shame over the impostor's stamp I can not avoid. Let it be, I think it's nothing compared to the shame people see me pregnant without a husband. And I myself do not know how to live life as a single mother for my son.

Perhaps, because of his marriage that has been running 8 years, Mas Aris never given offspring, then he loved Ferdi like his own son. Moreover, he had indeed been close to Ferdi since Ferdi had just been born into the world.

Because of my debt to Mas Aris, I really can't dwell. "Mas I'm afraid that if you go out with her, someone will know that you are her husband Mba Santi. He kept coming to Mba Santi." In the car I was still afraid of it.

"What if suddenly Mba Santi came and hit me. I'm ashamed, Mas. Not good for Ferdi's mental development in the future" I continued again with a worried tone that I could not hide anymore.

"Darling, don't think of anything, yeah. I guarantee the place we go to will make you comfortable and happy." Mas Aris replied by showing off a row of neat teeth and clean white.

I smiled and agreed. I try to make peace with my own heart. I shook off all the fear that had struck my heart and mind.

I saw Ferdi playing with his rabbit bite. Sometimes Ferdi turned towards Mas Aris and tried to reach his hand. Maybe Ferdi wants to be held by Mas Aris. But I distract him by giving him a bottle of formula I prepared before leaving. And finally Ferdi kept quiet while enjoying the milk.