Bia, the Substitute Mother
Ngever?

...Sometimes love comes without them ever knowing it. The feeling arises by itself and will begin to be aware if it has lost. ...

...~JBlack...

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He started to breathe so deeply. He stared at both of Shaka's eyeballs intently. Looking at those eyes sharply as if trying to find strength from there.

"Bia was alone in the house" said Bia. "Then my brother said, I better sleep in his room because there is AC there. While in the front room, it has not been cleared."

Bia tried to say that slowly. Every time he spoke, the shadow reappeared.

"Finally you're according. I slept in my sister's room. While I was sleeping, suddenly there was someone smothering me, Mas."

"I asked for help but I couldn't. I fainted right then and there," Bia said with her hands beginning to break out in cold sweat.

Shaka saw that. Yes he saw the change in Bia's facial expression and unexpectedly, the man with the spicy mouth clasped Bia's hand and delivered a warm feeling in his skin.

"When I came to my senses. I'm already in the room room. My hands and feet are tied. Me too… "

Bia started telling me everything. Yeah, everything that happened to him in that room. Shaka's facial expression was completely shocked. Even the furious lightning was clearly drawn in both of his eyes.

"It's not just there. He tortured me, bit my body, whipped, even when I fainted, he would flush my face to make me sober. I. i… "

"Don't continue. No, Bi!" Sela Shaka direct.

The man pulled Bia in his arms. Things that make Bia surprised again. She did not expect her husband to embrace her without being asked or without her consent.

"Don't remember it again. No!" Shaka said with his resounding voice.

The man was glazed. He even rubbed Bia's back with a guilty feeling. All this time he had a lot of bad thoughts about Bia.

Because she wants to be his second wife. I only want to marry him because of a child. Makes Shaka ever think badly of Bia. Even Shaka thought if the doctor's job was just a cover for Bia's job which a woman ******.

Ah, Shaka really thinks bad!

Yes he was really thinking about that crazy thing until this fact was clearly heard in both his ears.

"I'm all right, Mom. I've accepted my past" Bia said slowly.

"Is this why you accepted Dhira's request?"

Bia speechless. He did not dare to look into the two eyes of Shaka who was looking at him.

"Bi!" Call Shaka while pulling Bia's chin to look at him.

"Yes. Is this one of the reasons you accepted the offer to be a surrogate mother to me and Dhira?"

Head Bia nodded. "I feel like I'm a dirty girl, Mas. I'm not holy anymore. No man would want a woman like me."

"There will be no family that accepts the past of a despicable woman like me. I'm meaningless, Mas. I can't be proud of. I. i… "

"Enough!" sela Shaka quickly.

I don't know why Shaka doesn't like what Bia says. He disagreed with the thought of the woman who was his wife.

"You mean, Bi. You're not that cool. You are still a woman who will definitely find her true love. You'll find a nice guy who'll accept your past."

"Yes later. When everything's still sealed but if he finds out?" Said Bia while looking at her Shaka fixedly. "I'm sure they'll throw you out like shit!"

Shaka was really feeling more guilty. Yes, he felt his words, his attitude all this time was certainly a burden for Bia. He did not expect the woman who was his second wife, behind a cheerful attitude, behind his chatty attitude turned out to cover up his deep trauma.

"You're wrong, Bi."

"When a man already loves a woman, when they find the moorings of her heart. Whatever the woman's past. They must have accepted" Shaka said.

"That's what you think, Mas. But I've never seen a man like that."

Bia began to tidy up her messy hair. He took a deep breath and then breathed it out.

"Don't think negative thinking first, Bi. Remember that! Your future is long!"

"Yes, Mas. Aye." Yeah."

"I also promise to be a good husband to you now. At least until the time we set. Okay?"

Bia looked in disbelief. He looked towards the two eyeballs of Shaka who said that to him.

"Don't be nice to me, Mum. I'm afraid I'm hoping for you more" Lirih Bia in her own heart.

"Don't worry okay. I'm not gonna be rude to you anymore. I'll get everything done quickly. Then our deal is done and you can move on with your life again!"

"But I don't want to finish everything yet, Mom. Even I still want to be with you here and be your wife?" Bia continued in his heart with all his growing feelings of self.

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The afternoon breeze slowly started to feel so fresh. The villa curtain was waving beautifully in the wind that made Bia smile.

The woman with a long robe and a headscarf wanted to go for a walk this afternoon. Somehow his feelings became relieved after a long conversation with Shaka.

He seemed to have no fear in him. He no longer has the burden he hides. All this time he was afraid. Yes Bia was afraid that Shaka would be disgusted at her. However, all his thoughts were wrong.

Just now, when they're going to sleep. The two were having a husband and wife relationship again in a conscious state.

Yes Shaka has been very able to do that without drugs. Although yes still, his eyes are closed and also sometimes the name Dhira is called.

"I want to drink young coconut ice," Lirih Bia swallowed her own saliva.

His eyes looked around. His bare feet have been tracking the sand of the beach so agile.

"Where are you going, Bi?" Shouted the voice of a man who made Bia stop her footsteps.

"You buy coconut ice," Sahut Bia then began to turn his body and continue his desire to buy young coconut ice that ringed in his mind.

"I'm coming!" Shaka who wears shorts with the shirt is quickly walking after Bia.

He really doesn't know why he always wants to be around Bia.

"You two yes, Mom," said Bia in polite English.

Bia and Shaka sat facing each other. They look at each other.

"Gapain look-look?" Ask Bia with a ketus.

"Just look at the doang. Can't you?"

"Can't. One minute look, pay five million!"

"OK I pay!"

"Well!" Bia cengo's.

He looked at Shaka with a surprised look.

"I have to pay you how many millions to see you satisfied?" Shaka asked who increasingly made Bia's heart beat fast.

~Connected

This is Mas Shaka. Start bucin what how mas?