
...Sometimes trying to apologize to someone's fault is not the wrong thing. It's just that we try to make peace with the past so that things get better....
...~JBlack...
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"Where are you, Bi?" Asked a nearly thunderous voice and made the woman who was walking lethargic and head down spontaneously look up.
He stared at the angry looking man and stood near the main door of his house.
"Mas Shaka?"
"Where are you from?" Shaka asked again which made Bia swallow her saliva forcibly.
This is not the right time. Honestly his head hurts. She felt dizzy with everything that happened today to her.
His encounter with Semi left his mind drained. Past meetings and discussions made him feel a little bit heavy today.
"I'm from the hospital" replied Bia slowly.
"Who allowed you to work, Bi? Especially taking a car and driving it yourself. Who?" Shaka snapped until Bia was shocked. "You can call me, Bi. Flirt with me and I'll take you. I'm afraid something's happened… "
"On your son, right?" Sela Bia with very tired eyes. "I know! I know this kid is important to you. I know this kid means a lot to you but I love my job too. The work I did before this child was present."
Bia says everything with teary eyes. He's already so tired. He felt really sick and dizzy thinking about everything. Thinking of the events of today and then adding to his arrival is greeted by the snapping and hurtful words of Shaka.
"I know this kid is important to you. I promise I'll take care of him, Mas. I promise I'll take care of him for you and Mrs Dhira. You don't need to remember me about that! That's myjob. My only job is a surrogate mother and surrogate womb."
After saying that Bia quickly walked first. He passed Shaka by wiping his tears. Honestly Bia was tired of everything she heard.
Of all the words that hurt him. Only this time did he dare to speak it. Only this time did Bia dare to spill everything that hurt her.
"Bia. I. i… "
Bia didn't hear anything. He quickly entered the room and locked the door. Then slowly he leaned his back on the door of the room. His body slumped down then Bia held both of his legs which he bent and in his embrace tightly.
"Mother, father," Liriya with tears streaming down. "Bia miss you guys. Bia wants to tell mom and dad."
"Bi. I'm sorry, Bi. I didn't mean to say that. Bi... Bia!" Shaka said by knocking on the door of the room repeatedly.
Bia did not answer. She just cried and wiped her tears repeatedly. The clothes he was wearing were wet because Bia used to wipe his tears and snot.
Bia really doesn't care. All he thought about right now was himself. Why Shaka always doesn't think about himself. All that's in his brain is this kid, this kid and this kid.
"Bia. I'm seriously sorry, Bi. I. i… "
"Go!" Shouted Bia loudly. "Go home to your house. Leave me alone!" Shouted Bia furiously.
He really didn't want to meet Shaka just yet. Bia really did not want to talk and look at the man. His mood was very calm. His mood was really bad and made him very anxious to get angry at the people around him.
"Bi." Persuade Shaka slowly.
"I said go. Go!" Bia shouted by hitting the door with his hand and made Shaka who was in front of the door aghast.
"alright. I'm going home. Don't forget to eat and take vitamins, Bi!" Shaka said then he started to move from there.
He breathed so deeply. The man looked frustrated and regretful. Shaka really felt sorry to say that. He is aware of what he is doing and saying.
"Master Shaka?"
"Auntie?" Call Shaka who is surprised by the woman who is no longer young in front of him. "How are you?"
Shaka hugged this woman in front of him warmly. Then she took Aunt Mar to sit in the dining chair to chat with her.
"Hows it? Aunty's sitting here?" Ask the curious Shaka.
Aunt Mar smiled with her head nodding. "of course. It's like finding your own child. Non Bia is very kind to Auntie."
Shaka speechless. However, his eyes stared enthusiastically at the woman who had taken care of him for a long time.
"Non Bia doesn't distinguish Aunty like a servant. She thinks of her aunt as her own grandmother. Even Non Bia always does some things on her own, sir. He's not that pushy. She really is a great woman" Aunt Mar said in praise.
Shaka who heard inexplicably smiled. He agreed with what his servant said. Bia is good, even the woman is very good. He is more concerned with the interests of his friend than his own.
"Continue, Bi?"
"Non Bia always eats with Auntie here. Non-Bia is also good at cooking. She made food for him and his future son with several different menus. He also made a snack for her. Non Bia is really the complete package of a dream wife, sir. You're absolutely perfect having a wife like her."
Deg.
Shaka's heart is breaking. He blinked his eyes once he heard the words of his best servant. I don't know why something had pierced his heart upon hearing those words.
As if Shaka only saw the advantages of Bia in his eyes. It was as if everyone liked Bia from her behavior and that too she felt.
"Never hurt Non Bia, sir," said Aunt Mar suddenly who made Shaka spontaneously turn his head.
"I mean, Auntie? Do you know who he is?"
"Bia knows. Non Bia is just the wife siri used to give birth and conceive your child. But… "
Aunt Mar paused. It made Shaka curious and wait.
"The child conceived by Non Bia is the son of Tuan and the son of Non Bia. Don't separate the child and the mother, sir. They are a unit."
"Master can imagine what if Master was suddenly separated by the big madam. Auntie sure you won't, will you?"
Shaka seemed to get a slap. The words that came out of Aunt Mar's lips were actually able to make her aware. Be aware of the reality that is happening. Realize that what he's doing is so terribly wrong.
"But, Bi. I love, Dhira. Because of her, too, I want to get married again. So Bia exists because of Dhira's request. I can't leave my wife just because of a daughter and a girl who just came into my life."
~Connected
May Mas Shaka be aware well. Let's not mulein.